Hiraeth & Vorfreude.

forever trying to trust & adjust

[daily-spooky]

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[chanelbagsandcigarettedrags]

[babbyygirrrl]

knowing i was genuine on my end is all that matters

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[daily-spooky]

[drops-of-universe]

"craving a food means your body needs something that food can offer" now what the fuck does my body need with an ice cream

[timingandperception]

Happiness

[riplikeren]

[mrpixelface]

Who wants to come listen to records with me?

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[timingandperception]

my moon vs my sun fr

[timingandperception]

I’ve had this acc for over 10 years && just looking at the motions I went through is hard to put into words.

A lot I wish I could do over, but it is what it is.

[timingandperception]

No privacy all I can do is put my headphones in and cry as quietly as possible & act like it’s not obvious asf

One fucking day.

[timingandperception]

How can I keep myself afloat if I’m struggling to keep you afloat ?

How can I keep you afloat if I’m struggling to keep myself afloat ?

[timingandperception]

it’s hard when I try and ask and just try to connect

We both had horrible days and i asked how yours was

Maybe we could just vent to each other

But I ask

You barely answer

Trailing off looking at your phone

Didn’t even ask about mine

Just silence now but it feels

Heavy

But empty ?

I’m trying

[timingandperception]

your birthday is literally around the corner

So I’m not gonna say anything about anything

I’m trying to just keep my opinions to myself to avoid any conflict

Idk how many times i have to express that sex can be draining and i try to have sex with you

As often as I can

often even when I don’t really want to but i know it’s been a couple days so i really should

So when you bring up that not having sex every single day bothers you

I can’t help but feel insecure

Just another thing I’m not doing right.

But I’mma just eat that one too.

[timingandperception]

I know a lot of times I jump to conclusions, but my intuition is also almost always on point

And I notice details others normally won’t

Why I check snap just really to see if Vicky wrote me back yet and the only story that was watched is Natasha’s.

I don’t even go on Snapchat.

If you gotta secret crush on her at least hide it from me better.

Bc I don’t look anything like her and it just hurts I’m not even your type and the constant reminders are hurting.

I guess I always blow things out of proportion but nobody sees it from my perspective.