YOU'RE NOT DESERVING
Girls like me don’t deserve guys like you Because you forget about girls like me Why do I say this?: Because you see that we’re not what you thought we’d be. We don’t open up as easily because the guys before you were the answers from hell. They hurt us SO bad that we close up and it’s harder to unlock the gate to you. Therefore, you find us difficult to understand. And when we need you most, you go left. Then when you feel we’re too much for you, you forget you have us. You forget about us. You leave us wondering why you’ve just become a “sometimer”…. you forget that we hurt. You forget that those who hurt the most have a lot to say but we have to take things slow because we don’t want to scare you away. Emotional abuse keeps us from trusting you so fast. We become emotionally guarded when asked about something. Oh, there you go forgetting about us again. Well, guess that’s just how you are. Hopefully, one day you’ll finally decide to stay and get to know us a little at a time. We’d appreciate that so much. We deserve to have your patience. You deserve girls like me that’ll keep you grounded, but you don’t deserve us at the same time.
Guys like you don’t deserve girls like me Because we have to work twice as hard to get over guys like you. Why do I say this?: Because when you step to girls like me, we don’t say “yes” to just anybody. It’s something about you that draws us in. Then as we spend time with you, we get to know you. We find little things about you that we like and that helps us get comfortable. Girls like me don’t just have sex with random guys. We have sex with guys we like/ connect with. Sex is an intimate art for us. It’s when we connect with another person. We feel you. We give into you. We aim to please you. But the thing is, we don’t play the fool. If you wine and dine us, we expect your loyalty. Don’t lie to us. Because once you lie, you lose our trust and we shut down on you. YOU become the bad guy. Girls like me get attached easily and too fast which is our biggest weakness. So if you don’t see sex as intimate act and you do it just to do it… please leave us alone. We crave something solid and real. Once we’re connected to you, we’re connected. If you plan on leaving, don’t take us through all of the courting. Just leave us alone. It takes us time to get over you. Too much time. Then when we’re done hurting over you…. that’s when you come back spewing you “miss” us or you “love” or you “want another chance”, by then it’ll be too late. Then you’ll be left looking dumb and hurt because you realized TOO late that we were the ones you were looking for. And you realized, we were worth it.