a sinner saved by grace.

it is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect.

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I fell in love with you

at the wrong time;

now I am broken

still wishing you were mine.

— a.a.

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and for another year knowing He is on my side...is enough. Thank You, Lord.

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Before and After

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i think about you every day.

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higher than the sky Your love is.

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Forgive according to what God has done to you not according to what others has done to you.

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it’s time for me to be happy, aye

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to someone who always makes me smile

hi, it's been awhile since the last time i saw you dance and sing live

here i am, watching you again i fell deeper inlove with your voice while you were looking at the eyes of that good-looking boy

right at this moment your smile makes me melt i've been waiting for this 'cause it is you that i really missed

i don't want to end this night without hugging you tight i gave you that power hug a hug that is full of love i said, "i will take you home" we both smiled and then let go

i may not know you well but i know your smell your dimple's so cute there's no substitute

standing at the side of the door i can't even utter a single word i hate myself for being too shy when it's just you and i

i asked my friends for help 'cause i can't do it by myself just for a photo opportunity to capture your beauty

you're still holding my hand while you're talking to the other human so much feels inside of me, but i just keep it lowkey.

countless butterflies in my stomach were flying, but i know for you it was just nothing.

i wonder what's inside your mind while i'm praying to God for you to be mine. oh, what a crazy brain i have i think i am really falling in love.

believe me when i tell you that i am always proud of you you are one of the best you are truly blessed.

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we’re not going to understand everything but God has a purpose. He knows how to bring good out of it. trust in Him!

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“spread love like a rainbow shower, bloom like a sunflower.” 

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you held me close, you hugged me so tight. it feels so real and right but it was only just a dream.

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God may use times of crisis to motivate you to move out of your comfort zone and to make you take a bolder step of faith. When you make a bolder step of faith, you will surely see that no matter what happens Jesus will sustain you. Only in stepping out in faith and walking with Jesus, you will know more of who He is in your life.

Pastor Jhun Cunanan 

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When rejection, pain and sufferings come, God is taking time trying to take you somewhere you've never been before and give you things you have never attained before.

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Breaking The Fast (2018)

I started my fasting with a motive of seeking Him more, calming my fears and anxieties but ended it learning even more than that. Going "one meal a day" is not easy as you may think. But it taught me to look to God for my strength and needs. I think this is probably the biggest reason that God does want us to fast-so we can learn to look to the One who can help us in all situations instead of looking toward something else that can only help momentarily. God challenged my faith in this prayer and fasting week. My heart proves to love God more than anything. Fasting revealed where my heart is. I also get to spend more time knowing Him and meditate on God's Word. During those 5 days, the Lord did indeed restore my strength. I think this is because when I would think of food, my mind would switch to prayer instead. And prayer seemed to restore me even more than food.

"Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God." - Matthew 4:4

Don't trust in food, don't get your deepest satisfactions in life from food but put your trust IN CHRIST. He knows everything that you need. You just have to ask, seek and knock and believe that whatever you ask for, you will receive. All things are possible in His name! You can do all things through Him who gives you strength!

(I know God told us to not be obvious when we’re fasting. But I hope that sharing my experience isn’t boasting but rather sharing what I learned in order to help others.) To God be the glory!

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We can begin again!!

Isaiah 43:18-19

“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.”

Through His grace and mercy, God has promised us a new beginning that will endure for eternity. He wants us to forget about our past because He has something great in store for our future. God will restore whatever we've lost in the past. Despite all that has been done, the best is yet to come! Our God is the God of second chances. His mercies are new every morning! He is indeed a good Father! The One who forgives and the One who loves unconditionally. He has a better plan for us! Let us put our hope and trust to Jesus because He is the only One who holds our future. Let's keep moving forward and let Him lead us, guide us, direct us in our way to see and experience great and mighty things.

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God looks at your heart.

Many times when God isn't changing your circumstance it's because He's mostly concerned with changing you within the circumstance. Your character, your inner strength, your integrity matters to Him because they are everlasting qualities. The wisdom, the strength and the maturity that grows within you are all things you're going to need to sustain the calling God has on your life. Know that there is a purpose in your pain.

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