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Okay for those who 💨 🌱 is it easier for anyone else to wake and bake and not binge rather than smoking during the day?

It’s always been easier for me to not eat all day if I don’t eat breakfast so I think it has something to do with that but was curious

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For me, I always smoke sativa cause it almost never gives me the munchies and the anxiety just helps my stomach reject food. Plus then I can get lost in my art or games and next thing I know hours have passed

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i be like “itʼs fine i understand” then bawl my eyes out

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Just because I understand doesn’t mean it’s fine

But I’d rather walk on broken glass than upset someone so

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yeah

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I just want my bellybutton to be like

Instead of

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Yanno

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Someone: I’m worried about you

Me:

Like can I please have one partner with as high a sex drive as me? Obviously not because I’m so fat I don’t even deserve sex.

#personal #tw ed talk #tw sex talk #tw sex mention #tw sex #tw self loathing

[TW SEX MENTION and SELF LOATHING]

I feel awful right now and I need to rant, so please just ignore this yall. My bf is almost never in the mood to do sexual stuff, it’s literally like maybe 2-3 times a week max whereas I could fuck literally all day every day. And it’s not even like he’s got a low libido, I can get him hard with anything but more often than not he just isn’t interested in doing actual stuff. Like he literally said he just wanted to play COD and if he “started with that stuff that would be the whole day”, like the “whole day gone”. Like it’s a waste of time. I feel insignificant and unwanted and ugly and blue lady-balled and just awful. But I just smile and tell him if he doesn’t want to do it then I don’t want to either, and I just decided to come on here to rant about it because I want to hide how much I’m hurt by it because it’s not his fault he’s got a lower sex drive than me and I wouldn’t ever want to guilt or force someone into doing stuff they didn’t want to, I just wish he cared more about doing sexual stuff with me. He always says I’m beautiful but when it comes down to it he’s satisfied with only doing stuff like once or twice a week. Is that a guy thing or is there something I need to do to make him want me more? Its so hard to meet people now because of Covid, so, even tho im poly and we enjoy having multiple partners, its so tough to find the right kind of people. I guess I’ll just have to keep losing weight and working out until my body is worthy of doing sexual stuff with :/

#personal #tw ana #tw ed talk #tw sex mention #tw sex talk #tw self loathing #tw self deprecation #tw depressing #sorry yall im just really upset and i need to vent so that i dont make him feel bad

Told my bf I was tired of doing so well on my diet and still being fat and he said “well you’re doing good getting there!” And I just :)))))

#personal #tw ana #tw ed talk #tw eating stuff #ed thoughts

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I’m losing weight but idk whERE I’m losing it because every single part of my body still looks fat :/

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mood, fuck

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Literally me. I finally stepped on the scale and found out I lost 15 lbs without even realizing but I still have to practically peel my clothes off

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You never know if someone needs this. Reblog this, even if its not your ‘blog type’. Just do it.

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Yes, please reblog

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Do it. Now.

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i sat here and thought about reblogging this or not but then i realized how many people feel suicidal, and i have too its not dan and phil but i could honestly care less, bc i rather have someone not die then make sure i strictly stay to my ‘blog type’

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Blog type doesn’t matter. Caring for people does.

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This isn’t my blog type but *deep inhale*

SAVING SUICIDAL LIVES IS BETTER THAN KEEPING IT TO MY BLOG THEME SO DEAR YA’LL WHO ARE SUICIDAL I’M HERE SIS/BRO/SIBLING!! STAY STRONG!!

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Yo humans, stay safe i got you

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If you’re having suicidal thoughts but you don’t know anybody you can talk to about it, here’s a list of suicide hotlines you can call depending on what country you live in: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines

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i love yall stay strong for me if no one else <3333

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I definitely needed to see this today, and I want to help everyone else who might as well

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Last night I made buffalo air fryer tofu! Honestly I’ve been wanting to do it for so long and it was Yums and felt so light.

I just get lazy to squish all the water out of tofu but the air fryer is so fast. And my bf doesn’t eat tofu so I feel unmotivated to make it all for myself but I’d rather eat tofu than meat so

Worth it 🌟

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Annnnnnnnd today I prepped a little by:

Freezing coffee in ice cube tray so I can make coffee flavored frozen yogurt later

Annnnnnd finally cooked veggie detox soup! A little spicy 🌶 but filling and super low cal and tons of benefits!

I got back into the How Not To Die book and so it is made of: garlic, ginger, bone broth, ACV, turmeric, cayenne, salt, pepper, a tiny bit of curry powder, ran out of cabbage so I used shaved Brussels sprouts, yellow onion, tiny bit of red onion, carrot, kale, spinach, splash of olive oil, and black eyed peas. She is soooo thicc. But it’s all v low cal. And tasty. And anti inflammatory and healing.

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Recipes🤍🤍🤍 healing detox veggie soup

I have the Instant Pot so I just poured:

half a quart of bone broth

Baggie of shaved Brussels sprouts (about 3 cups)

2 cups of shaved carrots

Half a chopped yellow onion

1 inch of grated ginger

2 cloves of roasted garlic

Fresh ground pepper

Few shakes of cayenne powder

Few shakes of curry powder

Few shakes of turmeric

Splash of olive oil

1 cup frozen kale

1 cup frozen spinach

1 can of black eyed peas (with the water)

Manual high pressure cook for 15 mns

The veggies were really thick, but when they cook some of the water comes out so it gets more soupy after it cooks. It makes tons of servings so make sure there’s space in your fridge to keep it! It’s really filling with all the high fiber veggies but everything is nice and soft and I personally like spicy but if you don’t, make sure you’re really careful with the cayenne or leave it out altogether.

Turmeric is anti inflammatory, bone broth contains collagens, and the cayenne/ginger is fat burning. Cruciferous veggies and garlic & onions fight cancer. Black eyed peas are a low fat source of protein and more fiber. You can also use white beans or another kind of legume.

The veggies and spices can be adjusted based on your preferences. For example, I love shredded cabbage or bok choy but my Whole Foods was out of coleslaw mix, so I used Brussels sprouts because it’s also a cruciferous veggie, and strong enough to hold up in the cooked soup just like cabbage. I also like daikon radish in soup, but they didn’t have good radishes this week either so I skipped it. There is so much fiber in this soup that I can’t even eat much of it, and it’s not calorie dense at all so it’s amazing that it’s so filling.

You can use tomatoes and bell peppers too if you don’t mind eating nightshades, and mushrooms if you eat fungus. If you want meat, you can add shredded chicken breast. If you don’t like curry flavors, you can use Italian seasoning or something else like thyme and rosemary. (It doesn’t taste like curry though, the ginger gives it a fresh flavor and the cayenne adds heat.)

Salad 🥗 is great but sometimes I just want something warm and comforting to fill up my tummy 🍲