Chloe Hollowell Hooks, "My Lover Thought He Resembled Plato (and He Did, if I Squinted)"

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Chloe Hollowell Hooks, "My Lover Thought He Resembled Plato (and He Did, if I Squinted)"
In which we take tea together; one cup left unfilled in front of an empty seat.
In which I trace patterns on skin; drawing the border of the indent you leave behind.
In which I turn toward you laughing; only to hear the same cadence echoing back.
In which I lean into your warmth; falling through the chill, through the space entirely. In which I learn how you love; in which I miss its sharpness, pressed to my throat.
we've met and it doesn't matter how we end, you're now a poem.
you cradled a guitar
a finger grazed string
unwound at the core
routed to an offering
felt good to be worthy
to reach out for more
but nothing came softly
everything an aching
a mind numbing sore
my head on the carpet
staring up at the ceiling
melting into the floor
tuning out a droning
the sound of leaving
one foot out the door
no lips left for speaking
thought found me simply
we’ve been here before
i’m running on empty
head dipped into
ice cold water, i
awake to life and
death and all ugly
things in between
like careful steps
in the mush below
our old apple tree
sweet and rotten
every piece of me
i am not helpless
only damned and
unyielding in love
And when the day slows down
And I am finally alone
You are always there on my mind
I saw, in gradual vision through my tears,
The sweet, sad years, the melancholy years,
Those of my own life, who by turns had flung
A shadow across me. Straightway I was 'ware,
So weeping, how a mystic Shape did move
Behind me, and drew me backward by the hair,
And a voice said in mastery, while I strove, ...
Guess now who holds thee?'—Death,' I said. But there,
The silver answer rang ... Not Death, but Love.'
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Sonnets from the Portuguese, ELIZABETH BARRETT BROWNING
your lips were rusted verdigris fills cracks like cement holding you together the last remnants of him hanging on for dear life
you bleed poetry onto pulp the color of the ink depending upon the day or maybe the time his memory slices and it’s so hard to let go
a heart wrapped around a light post pronounced dead on arrival this time you finally let go this time you won he couldn’t flat-line you
sometimes love hurts more than it helps sometimes it kills you in it’s process
you always wanted to be a painting…
@queen-of-the-sewers
"Neon Repentance"
I galloped away from the needle
that salivated for every eye.
Outrage culture is a mass addiction
that gnaws on the anxious pacifier
that culture has become.
I cannot help the world
if we both choose to savor the gun
as if it were acquiscent sugar
instead of indifferent steel
so I built a fence
between myself
and the park
where we would play
with logos,
wars,
and zombies.
I would rather douse my forehead
in the neon ashes
of what we could be
without the burden
of the funhouse mirrors
with which we have replaced our emotions.
My Sweet Sixteen
I know a million things -- the atomic
weight of mercury, how to diagram
sentences, the right club to use to
get out of the rough. I don't know
people (unless they live in a book.)
There's a picture of me weeping --
snot-faced, wracking sobs -- under
a pink glittery banner for my sweet
sixteen. A cake shaped like a
hamburger at my elbow, a cake
that would never be shared.
I know the different cuts of diamonds,
the proper tilt and temperature of a
milk bottle for a baby kitten, how to
find my way by the stars. I don't know
why people evaporate like raindrops
on a hot car, why need will scatter them
like marbles through open fingers.
Never fall in love with a poet (2020)
Do not dear hearts fall in love with a poet
they will satirize you
metaphorize you
objectify and ignore you till you stick your head in the oven
drunkenly celebrate your drowning in the Adriatic
turn you into a cosmic symbol of divine grace after you die at 24
win fame for saying you fucked them up as their mum or dad
leave you their second-best bed
strand you without carfare in rats’ alley
howl hysterically that they’re with you in Rockland
cast you as the Baptist with his head on a plate
eat all the plums and think it’s funny
win a million dollars for describing how easily you break
accuse you of walking the hills in a long black veil
give you chills and fever, fever and chills
call you something absurd like Cynara
use you as the model for Barbara Frietchie
or say you’re Sans Merci
while they break your heart to clattering bits
and never ever give you credit for their best line
which they overheard you one night muttering
as you put out the cat.
I’m blowing clouds imagining somewhere anywhere else
The insanity in mundanity has turned me quite irrational
Holding onto glimpses of some other world
Fading where memory fails, déjà vu
what have you
Re-create me something brand new
in your image
Dilate me sweetly beguile me with your innocent eyes
Erstwhile those out there wreaking and seeking my exile
Won’t you take me, keep us safe
Anything worthwhile never came easy just take it slow
the end of the world
i’m not afraid to die
just afraid of perpetuity
beyond the traffic lights
the imagery is sobering
a hardened yellow eye
billboard autonomy war
streets of signs to glorify
those worthy of the lord
it’s an argument inside
a dead dog under skin
all bark and gentle bite
i follow it down again
any movement in spite
harvested and secured
in a black hole appetite
it’s the end of the world
Underwater reveries
Game of fate and destiny
Unheard whispers, lost soul
Spirals of blue, same old hues
Days of bliss
They are rare and few
Let me reach out
Reach out to you
Do you see me too?
In your fading dreams
In fleeting reveries
Hon or We have both traveled from the other side of some hill, one side of which we may wish we could forget by Anis Mojgani
You With the Crack Running Through You by Kim Addonizio