small accomplishments

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the deers they are beautiful

the trees and the ground i rest on

just want to lay here

phonecall with parent stressed me out yesterday

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pretty pretty rain

all green outside

i have to think this is my reward to myself

to demand nothing

just exist now

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anxious mcbrainfog week but i´ve been good at keeping it back

socialized more than once

made food

worked mostly full days

talked about travel plans

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the last few days i:

cooked food several times

worked several workdays

looked after plants

drank less

communicated with people

sat on my balcony

did laundry

did most of the dishes

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yesterday was full workday

walked to the store

prepared decently healthy food

finished show (very fun)

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full workday

took out garbage

prepared food

rang sibling

checked on plants

showered

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i am a fully grown-up person who panics at the thought of family members fighting. and especially my mother being mad at me or my siblings

anyway

the sky is grey and the wind has whistled

fold my scared heart up and i´ll mumble her to sleep

days will come when we´ve forgotten all the details

a stray thought, a strange pain, some small regret at the bottom of the closet floor

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rested

remembered to take antidepressant (forgot a few days)

cooked real food

watched and followed a full episode of show

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worked a full 8h day

watered the plants

cleaned kitty litter

took out trash

met family