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Jan. 23, 2024

Last year ive had my most gastador phase in life. Seriously, I can't stop buying whatever I want. Grabe the influence of social media in my life. Although every purchase and splurge really made me happy, I can say that it was really too much for me. I was very impulsive kung ano nakikita kong very trending online I always research about it until such time I will go and buy it na.

New year new me. I need to stop this. I know my spending isn't that much compared to others but i'm not rich to sustain this kind of expenses. This is my new year's resolution. Need to budget and if I have something I want, need to really think about it a million times HAHA. If i don't have the budget, then pls don't spend it. Pls lang haha

Documenting everything here for reference and hopefully will not do it this year 2024.

2 Phones

3 Sneakers

Laptop (major splurge talaga toh)

4 Sandals

Tons of jeans and blouse

Shein is life

5 Perfumes (my gad eto din kaloka)

Airpods

Coffeemaker

Workbag

Well thankful naman for the blessings this 2023. But i will try my best to lessen this. Thank you Lord!

Life Update

Hey how are you.

It’s been around a month since I’ma lone since mama had her vacation to the Ph but everything’s good here. I am now working in Healthcare City as a Physio but sadly i am still not seeing any patients. But actually, its pretty convenient for me, i love what i’m doing no stress and no toxicity from the amo. But I have found really good workmates, we usually go out once in awhile and have videoke and milktea.

Tomorrow will be my 2nd year anniversary here in Dubai and i can say it’s truly worth it. Ended my first job around July since the management doesn’t really know what tehy are doing and I was super tired and restless with that job. I quit and after a month of looking for another job finally i got one. This is the first company that I actually applied even before my licensure exam. I did 2 interviews and finally i am here which I am very happy at first. Unfortunately, things are pretty stressful here except for my colleagues who make all the work bearable. hmmm excet for some who make it worse. Overall, i;m staying for the money since I learned my lesson pretty quickly after staying at home for a month and not having any financial support and I can say, I will try to stay in a company unless they fired me. But I really hope next year I will not be in the same place. Hopefully, I’ll be somewhere else. Trusting God is one thing and doing what you think you deserve is also another thing.

I’m still with my boyfriend haha we are really going strong depsite all the challenges we have faced. He’s really mature in dealing with things and also he always wait for me after m work even if it’s already super late in Ph.

I hope my salary will still increase hahahaha but i don’t want to be stress Lord hays.

Lastly, being away from PH is very very hard and also satisfying. Ph will always be my home but I don’t always wanna stay at home.

Losing a family member is one of the greatest heartbreak you will ever experience.

During the pandemic, I lost my Auntie last 2019, my grandfather last 2020, and my Auntie Vhanjing recently. None of them died due to covid. My two Aunt died due to heart problems. They were 8 siblings and 5 of them died already due to cardiac attack including my father. Their mom had the same problem and unfortunately her kids got the same disease. 😭 I can’t imagine how devastated my auntie’s and uncles were to experience the pain all over again. I feel like they’ve been in so much pain these years and I am just praying that my family will move forward and will learn to accept what they cannot understand now. The husband of my Auntie is also left alone in their house. Imagine they’ve been building their house in PH for a while now and bought a lot of things for it to be called their dream house but they never get to spend there. 😭 It’s just so sad. They didn’t have kids and they were each other’s companion for several years and now my Uncle is also left alone 😭😭😭😭

Every opportunity should always be grabbed.

I believe that it happened or it came to you because it is meant for you but if it doesn’t go as the way u planned it would then I could say it just wasn’t meant to be.

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Wow just wow.

I am now in the place I wished 2 years ago.

So amazing how things could possibly turn out if you just trust in yourself and believe in God. I am now together with my mom after how many years of wishing this as my birthday gift. The long wait is over hehe even if it means to have an LDR with my bf still I am very thankful Lord for giving me this chance. I hope I can spoil my Mom soon. I really need to give her more than she deserve in this world. I love you Mama!

One day, all of this will be over.