it’s tiredcoffee :)

21f

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not pr0 anything except recovery and harm reduction :)

i block under 18/no age in bio/empty/non ed blogs

my interests (science) and stats below <3

psychology:

Psychology

In 40 episodes, Hank Green will teach you psychology! This course is based on the 2013 AP Psychology curriculum. By the end of the course, y

anatomy and physiology:

my stats

5’4.5/164

sw: 136/61.6

hw: 150/68

lw: 120/54.4

cw: 130/58.9

gw: 125/56.7

ugw: 100/45.3

updated: 5/18/26

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tw unal1ve talk

like i don’t want to deal with this anymore, i really damn near can’t, but i also don’t want my parents planning my fun3ral

i don’t want my siblings going to it

my grandma lost her mom less than a month ago and i don’t want her mourning me too

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and i want to tell someone but that’s the kinda shit you can’t take back, like once you admit it you’re going to treatment and i legitimately just don’t have time for that

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tw unal1ve talk

like i don’t want to deal with this anymore, i really damn near can’t, but i also don’t want my parents planning my fun3ral

i don’t want my siblings going to it

my grandma lost her mom less than a month ago and i don’t want her mourning me too

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i’m just so fucking tired

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most of the time i really hate having adhd cus what the FUCK do you mean it was JUST IN MY HAND and now it’s GONE??

and it’s been getting so much worse recently like i’ll go downstairs for something and by the time i’m down i’ve already forgotten what it was but this’ll happen every few hours

i just go up and down and in circles in around the house and it’s so frustrating

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i’ve had almost 700 cals of rice cakes today

i ate this whole bag + 5 normal ones

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ok this brand has more flavors and all of them i’ve tried are amazingg

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so i did this thing on my phone where it hides the tumblr app from the home screen but also another thing that makes it so hidden it’s not even in my settings

i have to go to the app store to open it

and i have no idea how to undo this

if anyone has an idea on how to get it back on my home screen please lmk 🙏

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how to trust no borax no glue

how to cope no food no sleep

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i crave a love and level of support i refuse to accept and it’s crippling

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The loneliness is debilitating, I wish I knew you all irl

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hey does anyone know what the fuck

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a statement to everyone who’s sick of my bullshit:

same

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i want to get a thigh tatt and kinda have a clean aesthetic to it but i have so so many sh scars (and stretch marks) they both look like a mess

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omg i almost just drunk-texted my mom that i miss her

thank god my 1 brain cell stopped me

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the unlosable belly pouch of torment and nightmares

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i’m retaining extra fluid/water weight rn because of a kidney problem and it’s making my stomach look so much worse :(

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being a woman is crazy cus wym i had an entire mf kidney stone and was writhing in pain & thought it was period cramps (im not even on my period rn)

like i looked it up and people says it’s as bad as/worse than childbirth or gVn shot wounds

9/10 pain and cramps are brushed off so much i thought it was semi-normal

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i always think i can go without 8 hrs of sleep and then after 3 days of 5hrs i want to k.m$

so idk maybe i should sleep more but im no expert