Leaving in the middle of an argument is the worst thing you can do.
It causes frustration to build up to a head and boil over.
I too have been very hurt. You aren't the only one.
You can mitigate honesty.
I say things in a way that hopefully won't hurt.
Sometimes it does. For that I'm sorry. I certainly don't mean to.
I'm on quicksand because there is nothing to grab onto or hold onto.
I'm fearful too, but I'm not afraid to leap. I know you are and why you are but sometimes we have to just do it.
I'm crying again and yr using yr oil.
I kno there are things you haven't told me.
How? Because you told me.
I got over my hang ups and told u things I wanted to wait and tell you in person.
Why can't you tell me? Am I that bad?
In a relationship you should kno everything, trust. Again. I feel like I'm on quicksand cause u won't tell me things.
You tell me things sometimes. It took forever to connect the dots but I have. Somewhat.
Remember following breadcrumbs.
That's why I feel there's a lack of something.
I need to kno so I can back off. Relax. It makes me ball up to kno you won't share.
You said is this like it was w my formers?
NO. Not at all. I never worried.
The problem was, and I was waiting for u to ask this afternoon, I held back and didn't give myself to them. Not like I have with u. Not at all.
Therefore, it would be good if perhaps you could say; "perhaps there was something with all of them, M included, that had a grain of truth. They all said the same thing."
It's not that u cheat, and you have, but how you create relations/friendships/whatever w women.
I've said it before. It's not done. At all. You treat women the way their lovers and husbands should. Not a friend.
The artist lady. I...well. Wow. That was something.
That she sent you all her art. Why do you think that is? That's giving someone yr entire being. Mentally and physically.
I call that an affair regardless of whether it got to physical relations or not.
I'm sure all yr other relationships saw this.
Perhaps they didn't elucidate or speak of it clearly, as I'm doing.
Perhaps they didn't understand what was happening.
To me, if these friendships are nothing, as you say, then it's time to see behind the curtain to what it does to us, those who loved u the most.
WHY DIDNT YOU LISTEN TO THEM AND RESPECT THEIR WISHES BY DOING WHAT THEY ASKED OF YOU??
That's a question I'd like answered. Because effectively they were treated like they didn't matter. I kno. I feel it too.
Perhaps you are looking for love and approval you never got from your mum. I dunno. I'm not a shrink.
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