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i cannot fucking believe moose are considered prey animals what the fuck is going to look at a moose, basically a giant muscular horse with extra weapons growing out of its fucking skull, and think "yeah i'm gonna fuck with that one" jesus fucking christ

would you rather they be predators

arsonistblue

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sorry but it is literally so devastating that TJ noticed that Cyrus was avoiding him and it was bothering him SO MUCH and he finally asked about it and Cyrus basically goes “you’re spending time with kira you’re a cute couple” and TJ is in here like !!!!!!!!??//?????? “couple” ??? HIS INSIDES SCREAMING “NO NO NO I LIKE YOU” but he can’t SAY IT and so he just has to say “no me & kira aren’t a couple” but he KNOWS Cyrus doesn’t believe him he can see it on his FACE, and TJ’s only hanging out with kira because he knows that she’s a bully just like he used to be and maybe she can become better like he did, and CYRUS was the one who saw good in him, shouldn’t he try to see it in others, isn’t that what good people do he’s just trying to be a good person, and HEY, Cyrus went through all the trouble of reconciling TJ & Jonah, maybe TJ can return the favor with Cyrus & Kira, so HEY LETS ALL HANG OUT, bc maybe if Kira and Cyrus can reconcile Kira will also stop questioning his & Cyrus’s relationship, and if SHE sees how special he is then she won’t make him feel bad for being CLOSE WITH HIM, and TJ’s desperately trying to orchastrate this whole thing and HE JUST WANTS EVERYTHING TO BE OKAY and most of all he WANTS TO SPEND TIME WITH CYRUS but then Cyrus is all “i gotta scoot” and TJ’s like ?? W H E R E ????? WHERE TF could you be going rn? and Cyrus clearly lies “people to go places to see” and TJ KNOWS TJ KNOWS HE IS AVOIDING HIM like that right there CONFIRMS IT BUCKAROO but kira’s right there and he doesn’t want to start a scene in front of her bc who knows how she’ll react???? and so he just looks at Cyrus, devastation in his eyes, and asks “another time?” :( STILL in these final seconds of conversation tRYING TO MAKE PLANS WITH CYRUS and then cyrus leaves and TJ is just staring after him like DAMMIT DAMMIT WHY DID HE GO. WHY DOESN’T HE WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH ME ANYMORE and kiras like “hi um im still here” and TJ’s like [pained smile] and it’s just FUCKING UPSETTING because TJ’s trying to be a good friend to kira even though shes mean and HoMoPHOBiC bc cyrus took a chance on him and he wants to pay it forward but by doing so he’s losing Cyrus, because Cyrus thinks he likes KIRA, WHICH IS INSANE BECAUSE TJ LIKES CYRUS, BUT HE CAN’T TELL HIM BECAUSE HE HASN’T HAD ANY TIME ALONE WITH HIM AND HE ALSO DOESN’T KNOW IF HE EVEN FEELS THE SAME WAY FUCK

beckerstanstyrus

Sometimes I ask myself: will I ever be over their body language in this scene? And the answer is: no I will not.

They both want to express their deep affection for each other with physical touch in this moment. But they can’t. They aren’t sure how the other feels, yet. (Notice the bench behind them. Foreshadowing for a moment when they’re ready to find out.)

The way TJ makes massive heart eyes but then looks away and can’t make eye contact anymore. Because if he does he’ll give it all away. But he’s holding his own hand because goddammit he needs someone to.

And Cyrus’s little breath and his fidgety hand on his knee and his minute full body shrug. His body tried to betray his real thoughts in three different ways. He tried to simultaneously say more, reach out with a hand, reach out for a hug. But he stifled all of those impulses.

How unnatural is it for them both to sit there, wordlessly, so tense, after such an emotional reunification? They’re both waiting. With bated breath. Hoping the other is brave enough to make the move, but neither of them is yet. So we end the scene.

Will I ever be over how clever this is, and how well acted? No. 🙃

deancasology

au writers are being fed so well

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um…. we are starved for content……. so i zoomed in on TJ and Cyrus in the Spoon scene in 2x21…….

TJ leaning in to tell Cyrus something?? Cyrus laughing at whatever he said????

TJ looking down at his phone to re-read Cyrus’s list????? and Cyrus’s face! he panics at the end like “oh no dont make me do all of those things just a somersault is fine”

AND THEN

TJ’S HAND????? TJ’S HAND!!!!!!!! LOOK AT HIS STUPID THUMB! LOOK AT HOW CLOSE THEIR HANDS ARE! ITS ONLY SEASON 2, SOMERSAULT HASN’T HAPPENED YET, THE LOOKBACK HASN’T HAPPENED YET, SWINGSET 2.0 HASN’T HAPPENED YET, COSTUME DAY PLAN HASN’T HAPPENED YET, “I’LL DRIVE YOU THERE” HASN’T HAPPENED YET, AND TJ’S ALREADY GOT THE INSTINCT TO WANT TO HOLD CYRUS’S FUCKING HAND I’M–

and one season later he’ll actually do it

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um…. we are starved for content……. so i zoomed in on TJ and Cyrus in the Spoon scene in 2x21…….

TJ leaning in to tell Cyrus something?? Cyrus laughing at whatever he said????

TJ looking down at his phone to re-read Cyrus’s list????? and Cyrus’s face! he panics at the end like “oh no dont make me do all of those things just a somersault is fine”

AND THEN

TJ’S HAND????? TJ’S HAND!!!!!!!! LOOK AT HIS STUPID THUMB! LOOK AT HOW CLOSE THEIR HANDS ARE! ITS ONLY SEASON 2, SOMERSAULT HASN’T HAPPENED YET, THE LOOKBACK HASN’T HAPPENED YET, SWINGSET 2.0 HASN’T HAPPENED YET, COSTUME DAY PLAN HASN’T HAPPENED YET, “I’LL DRIVE YOU THERE” HASN’T HAPPENED YET, AND TJ’S ALREADY GOT THE INSTINCT TO WANT TO HOLD CYRUS’S FUCKING HAND I’M–

and one season later he’ll actually do it

unsteady-but-trying

I always paid attention to Kira’s face in this shot because she’s the focus & the one laughing

BUT LOOK AT TJ’S FACE IN THE PROGRESSION OF HIM NOTICING CYRUS DANCING

He is mesmorized

gertstarlight

in case any home of phobes wanted to think the bench scene wasn’t gay

miseducatedmelanicmuse

Please reblog, this is so important.

notoriousthuggg

I needed this

amuseinherfeels

Is this foreal?

miseducatedmelanicmuse

Yes it’s a real service. I do volunteer work for a rape crisis support service in my city and texting is one of the features we provide as well. But just to boost its credibility, I tried it myself: