dear diary

(*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ 20 | he/her/it | local shut-in

[tntexplosionn]

CW!! i mention sh, disordered eating(in recovery), sui ideation, smoking, drinking as well as sh as a kink

intro!! /ᐠ˵- ⩊ -˵マ

call me Dove, i use he/it/she 20 year old crossdresser with a nicotine addiction anxiety, yada yada the usual shit, introvert, ace

i wish i had real wings ༊·˚

some of my interests!! ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ)

games: project sekai colourful stage, doki doki literature club, alice madness returns, minecraft, world of warcraft, yunyun syndrome. shows: rosario + vampire, death note, naruto, my hero academia, supernatural, ouran high school host club, criminal minds, star trek tos, psych. manga: alice in the country of hearts, fruits basket. music: j-pop, black veil brides, five finger death punch, kaneto-juusei, fall out boy, three days grace, plastic tree, kaya, dadaroma. other: super sonico, vocaloid, v-kei fashion, alice in wonderland themes in media, watching Game Grumps, collecting dead bugs i find and drawing.

shtwt: tntexplosionn

#dove draws (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ (for my art),

#dying dove /ᐠ ╥ ˕ ╥マ (for bad days),

#dove explodes ( ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ഒ (for yap posts),

#messenger dove °ʚ(*´꒳`*)ɞ° (for asks)

#dove song ‪ଘ( ੭⁰̷̴͈ ᵕ ˘͈)੭* (for lyric posting)

**this used to be a sideblog but i changed accounts and moved everything here**

[tntexplosionn]

moved into the place im renting last night. everyone here is chill. only thing that sucks is this place doesnt have a microwave. so i cant live off of microwave meals like the last time i had moved out.

[takaramonos]

[magicalgirl-site]

[tntexplosionn]

comicon haul plus my childhood manga that i was heavily debating on purchasing

my boss and friend/coworker (they went as maomao) were there too. boss is chill so i didn’t feel weird about looking like a girl in front of him.

[tntexplosionn]

if i’m not incomprehensible am i even drunk

[tntexplosionn]

saw my hbs stomach when he stretched and almost lost my mind with how hard i got.

[tntexplosionn]

i might be more than tipsy. oops.

need to be in between someones legs and biting the hell put of them.

[tntexplosionn]

how am i only tipsy.

i must drink more

im kinda hard if only someone would take advantage of me.

[zerotobrokencyde]

(ﾐㅇ ༝ ㅇﾐ)

[girlzoid]

therapists tend to not take my struggles seriously bc i dont cry

[sugary-sweet-angel]

[tntexplosionn]

this punch doesnt even taste like alcohol but i've definitlru added half the bottle of this 70 percent crap n i'm starting to feel it in my head

[internetdwellingvampire]

i hate how i can’t articulate how i feel or i risk sounding insufferably edgy.

[relapserehabrecovery]

yummy

[tntexplosionn]

got some 70% alcohol to try today. gonna be using it in some punch. and a wine called judas' blood. im not much of a wine guy, but my irl (who doesn't like wine either) said it was good.

[dragongirlteeth]

It's such a disappointment that tearing someone's throat out with your teeth kills them. Sex would be so much more fun if we could maul each other and come back from it.