tummy acheeee

@/basofy's reblog sideblog, I LOVE SPAMMING !!! mostly lisa and deltarune rn. i forget to tag characters a lot ok to follow me but no tws sorry.

[therhythmbutchershateyou]

[silliusstan]

what if it was all just a bad dream

[armenianwriterman]

I gotta say it, The Roaring Knight is probably the only character in history who can win a fight against someone who was actively cheating, and still get called a fraud for it

[duskwingmoth]

Plural Noelle? Could you elaborate?

Weird Route Spoilers:

There is another girl beneath the face of Noelle Holiday that is all the not-so-savory things she has tamped down about herself in fear and shame, and you have set her free with the worst possible key at the worst possible time in her life to handle it. There's a version of this world where maybe the circumstances would be different. Where perhaps one day Noelle and Elly could see each other and understand, maybe even learn to like each other. Where perhaps Kris is healing their own suicidal, self-loathing-induced rift and serves as a positive example to strive for. A world where everything will turn out okay in the end.

This is not that world. This is a world ruled by pain and sorrow and regret.

[duskwingmoth]

Were there strong hints about Noelle being plural before Chapter 5 came out? Obviously the Weird Route monologue this chapter is a pretty big indicator but off the top of my head I can’t think of anything before that that would suggest specifically plurality. I’ll defer to your expertise though cause I’m probably missing something really obvious.

She's always had a subtle air of being like. mildly dissociated at all times. Weird Route accentuates that while also highlighting the disconnect between herself, her thoughts, and her actions as early as Chapter 2. There are also a few times where she talks to herself in the third person, and I made sure to call attention to that in one of my sillyposts. I'm not going to make the mistake of saying those are Strong hints right now because I never really structured it all into a coherent paragraph or anything before (and normally I like to bounce these thoughts and ideas off of other people before I talk about them in public), and all that can apply to a girl who doesn't have DID or OSDD.

What I *didn't* know until today was that even on the Normal Route in chapter 5 you can get optional dialogue where Noelle explicitly refers to her younger self as if she were someone else, a separate girl who she feels no continuity with, and THAT hits us especially hard because holy shit. That's how it is when your original host goes dormant after traumatic experiences and you're just kinda left there playing their part. I felt that. My whole system felt that.

It all just makes me. ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm not normal about this game TWO of its main characters have dissociative disorders AT LEAST TWO of them are transgender as well. like. are you for real right now? am i dreaming?

[duskwingmoth]

The scholars are asking me how it feels to be right about literally everything and I said "ngl it's pretty great"

[hoodlytheowl]

[undasura]

beloved strange lady

[merioux]

pimk (dr)

[montagne-russe]

[noponn]

[tmos-time]

honestly this was a really satisfying detail to notice about chapter 5

[junglejim4322]

Unironically I think the early to mid 20s age group in America has unbelievably bad consent boundaries on all levels and so much language to defend it but this makes me sound like elon musk if I say it however the commonality of someone who will be like “I had 47 panic attacks and it’s your fault” if you tell them no is insane

[junglejim4322]

I rejected someone and got called “the scariest person I’ve ever met” with so much therapy speak interspersed like alright okay alright okay alright okay

[junglejim4322]

“You just say whatever you’re thinking and I don’t know how to handle it” was verbatim part of this conversation. Also everyone hates to see an autistic bitch

[transhumanisticpanspermia]

When I was in this age bracket, there was a huge emphasis on improving consent culture via graceful rejection, and it's gone by the wayside. Which sucks.

Twice in my youth (once in high school and once in college) I was in situations where I was asking someone out and I could tell they were calculating in their heads the risks of rejecting me, and both times I said, out loud, "you can say no, I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't prepared for either answer." And then they said no. This wasn't some spark of special wisdom I had - I knew to do it because feminist conversations among my age group brought it up regularly. This isn't happening nearly enough anymore.

More recently, I was really glad when we got to "rejection sensitive dysphoria" in my IOP program and it was one of those symptoms where the therapists really emphasized how it affects others. Because it does.

Being someone who cannot handle rejection makes you much more likely to violate boundaries, and yes, that includes sexual ones. Yes, you, reader who has never hurt a fly. If you don't want to stumble backwards into sexually assaulting someone, fix your RSD meltdowns. If you keep them up it's only a matter of time. Because if you're nice enough to interact with, but are known to have RSD meltdowns, guess what happens when your friends and acquaintances need to reject you?

[starbonnets]

a pastry/dessert is like a toy you can eat

[nikoco11]

how polite!!!!

[toqiuh]

saw a theory about susie being the final boss in the prophecy

[mellowmaidenhairs]

sea swallow me