[3rd-world-elite]

[toad-in-the-hoe]

When I take a step back, it’s hard to ignore the fact that everyone is fine without me. The world still turns and people continue their lives. Everyone has someone to console them and be with them. I’m not sure who I can turn to with my emotions and be heard, truly heard. I feel so invisible. I don’t know why I carry on. I don’t contribute to society. Shrug. I’ll drink until I can’t drink no more

[toad-in-the-hoe]

I csn never let myself be happy idk why i dk why. Why am i like this. Bc of some silly little trauma. Dude what is wrong with me. I cant even feel emotions properly except anger and sadness idk how to feel the good stuff. When i’m happy i’m empty when i love im empty. The only time my hesr feels full is when its full of sadness and anger. I wish i wasnt like this. I wish i could stop it.

[nightcorp]

[etherealascend]

[konoko]

[unorcadox]

what do you even get from still being around me?

what do i give you that’s worth keeping me for?

[muzgozjeb]

[kama-tayan]

vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit vomit

[toad-in-the-hoe]

I can’t stop crying I don’t wanna be here anymore

[toad-in-the-hoe]

I hate how I can’t truly decipher what is real and what isn’t anymore. Was i ever real to begin with? I can’t remember anything are my memories even mine? I thought everyone else was AI and i was the god who created you all but now I’m questioning wether i am the AI. I want to rot in my bed for the rest of my life. I can’t do this anymore. I’m sick of fighting with myself just to fail over and over again. I don’t know what’s real.

[lawgweirdcore]

[3k0o]

[toad-in-the-hoe]

Alexa play my ‘songs to play at my funeral’ playlist

[saw3doffshawty]

every1 keeps playing w me like i wont blow my brains out rn

[toad-in-the-hoe]

Idk how long i can keep this up

[toad-in-the-hoe]

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