Recovery Ig

A blog from 19 year old bi polar men and addict I will try to recover but rn I’m mentally fucked

[muzgozjeb]

i just wanted to stop by and give you a hug *hugs you* ❤

Thank you I needed it

[muzgozjeb]

Im fucking going crazy this pills are the thing that keeps me down i want go go in a full manic state and never leave i think i will stop taking them 😜

[muzgozjeb]

[chemicalmelody]

[muzgozjeb]

[heavyzipper]

Blades ain't enough I need this

[muzgozjeb]

Need one too

[muzgozjeb]

[cattleya-in-hell-deactivated202]

I can't stop thinking. Why am I like this? What is the point? Who am I? Can I truly say I know myself? Why do I have a better sense of others then I do with my own identity? I do not like having a physical form. I do not like the mental illnesses that come along with being human. I wasn't made for being human. I wasn't made to look like this. As Human, I am limited physically and mentally. Being human only means there are limits. You are tied to the ground and other humans in a Neverending cycle of being Human. It is unbearable.

[muzgozjeb]

I don’t want to live in this broken system how the fuck is it possible that nobody tries to fight for his own freedom? Are people scared to leave their comfort zone where they serve the rich and exploit the poor how is it possible that the most people are closing their eyes to the pain of others i don’t understand it and i never will government is our enemy they are not here to help us out they are here for the power that controlling masses gives. I don’t want to live in this world where you can’t even decide about your own freedom. How many of you can tell that you are free to decide about your own freedom. We are all caught in this illusion of choice we only choose what the government chooses for us we are nothing more than a fucking number for them.

[muzgozjeb]

Pls blow my fucking head off

[muzgozjeb]

We are all waiting for the doomsday and we even can’t do anything about it because the politicians care more about exploiting the planet and the people then helping Mother Nature to regrow

[d7gitalgrl]

[muzgozjeb]

They help me you need to trust the process 😉

[muzgozjeb]

I hate them so much they ruined my life they deserve to feel what i felt in my childhood and what I’m going through everyday because of them

[muzgozjeb]

She is so relatable

[muzgozjeb]

My room😁

[muzgozjeb]

Always trying to manipulate me😡😡😡