Aya !?

Going insane / not taking reqs

[toadistoast]

》 ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʙʟᴏɢ!★⋆. ࿐࿔

"ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ꜰᴀʟʟ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇꜱꜱ, ᴛᴏᴍᴏʀʀᴏᴡ'ꜱ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ꜱᴛᴀɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ!"

Aya || 18 || they/them || cringefail lesbian I write for multifandoms, not quite taking requests yet, but feel free to say hello :3

Masterlist byf+general rules dni

[toadistoast]

"ɪᴛ'ꜱ ꜱᴏ ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛ, ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ!!"૮꒰˶ᵕ ༝ᵕ˶꒱აᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ

》 cute study session

Hi, I died 4 a sec but I came back with this to motivate me to study! I will work on my requests after I'm done with my godforsaken testweek </3 Toya, my oomf, my silly I love him, the things he'd do for you <3

SOFT, CUTE AND FLUFFY!! FT. TOYA

It's 2:37 AM, his eyes are starting to droop but he doesn't want to fall asleep, he can't close his eyes, if he does, how will he be able to admire you like this?

All he can think about is how cute you look... he can only half see your face, your eyes and eyebrows are being covered up by your hair but even if he can't see your face properly, he can tell that you're determined to get the math equations that he prepared for you correct.

Seeing you so passionate to get them right is cute, you're cute.

You texted him at 10PM when you suddenly got reminded of your rancid math test tomorrow and he snuck out of his house and appeared right at your door.

Funny thing is is that you didn't even ask him to tutor you, you were just asking if he could send his notes so that you could review it yet he risked getting in trouble with his dad and showed up at your house instead.

Because it's you, it's always you who he would do these things for, you're his lover you're special.

"I'm done!! I swear that these are right this time!!"

Ah that caught him off guard, he goes a little red realizing that he's been silently admiring you the whole time.

You slide the paper with the solved math equations to him.

"Well done, you got 5/6 right."

He says after revising your answers, he smiles at you, proud of you getting so far despite you starting at 10PM yesterday.

He was expecting a little "yay" or something but instead you were sleepily zoning out with one hand on your cheek to support your much too heavy head, which was way too full with ways to solve math equations. Studying really does tire you out...

"Ah you're sleepy..."

You slightly snap out from your zone out sleep a little bit and tilt your head towards Toya.

"Ah and you're cute, getting into potential trouble with your father for me and looking at me like I'm the prettiest thing you've ever seen... I wonder how it's possible to be so cute like that..."

You flirt with him albleit sleepily and he just stares at you with a red shocked face. You really were cuter in a sleepy state but was 'cute' really the correct word to describe you right now?

You lay your head against his chest and he lays his chin above your head while he goes redder and wraps his arms around you, you make yourself little and comfortable in his arms and suddenly the word 'cute' does become the right word to describe you again.

He should go back to tutoring you he thinks, but maybe he could stay like this with you, just a little longer...

"You know we could just go to my bed right?"

you say, right before letting out a tired yawn

Yeah, sure that'd be fine but he really doesn't want to let go of you at this moment.

He notes that you're gonna fall asleep without a blanket, but that's fine

Tonight his arms will keep you warm instead <3

[toadistoast]

hello! ^^

I really like the way you write, can I request headcanons a Toya, Akito and Mizuki (separately) x reader, who is afraid of doctors?

Have a nice holiday! <3

"ɪᴛ ꜱᴇɴᴅꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴘɪɴɴɪɴɢ, ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ!" (;𖦹ㅁ𖦹)

》 afraid of doctors!

》 Toya, Akito, Mizuki

Hello!!! Thanks 4 requesting!! Hope you have an happy holiday too!! I'm really glad you like the way I write, I hope you like this aswell <3

》 Toya!!

You might frequently have to go to the hospital because of this guy's rancid cooking (/j but still don't let him cook)

He always saw hospitals and going to the doctors office as an escape from home and piano when he was little, which leads to him not really understanding your fear at first, so he will ask you why you're scared of doctors

Toya definitely is the type to always hear you out and he's really understanding when you explain it to him, even if the reason you're scared isn't particularly big

Really worries for you sometimes!! He doesn't want you to skip doctors appointments, it breaks his heart for you to be unwell yet scared to seek help from people that better your health

He offers to attend with you to your doctors appointments for emotional support, lets you squeeze his hands as hard as you possibly can in contrast to his hands, who nicely hold yours while he strokes his thumb over your knuckless

If you don't want him to sit right next to you at your doctors appointment, he patiently waits outside, he immediately wants to be there for you when you get out of the doctors room

Brings you to the arcade after and wins the biggest cuddliest plushie for you, he knows it gets hard but he's always proud of you for getting through it <3

》 Akito!!

He's another one who doesn't completely understand why you have a fear of doctors

He totally understands the uneasy feeling and vibe of hospitals though, the feeling of many unwell people in one building doesn't feel nice at all and he aknowledges that!

He'll understand a lot more when you further elaborate about your fear though

He really wants you to push through your doctors appointment, he doesn't want you out of all people to be sick and helpless after all

He tries to nicely and subtly recommend you to go see a doctor when he notices you're unwell and require medical attention, while also reminding you that he'll reward you for living through those appointments

If you ask him, he'll be present at your doctors appointments while often shooting you glances of care, heck he'll even talk for you!!

After doctors appointments he tries to get rid of your lightheadedness and stomach ache by going to a cafe and getting you food in your stomach, since it's his treat he'll pay

If you want, he also gives you the opportunity to talk about the appointment afterwards to get it out of your system <3

》 Mizuki!!

I feel like they'd find going to the doctors unsettling too, despite finding it necessary

For whatever reason you're afraid of going to the doctors, they'll let you ramble all about it

They find your health extremely important so they definitely look out for you and even remind you to do stuff that'll even prevent you from going to the doctors as well

But when you inevitably do have to go to the doctors, they're right with you within a second

They'll imply that they can attend to your appointment as well as they can wait for you in the waiting room

If you let them attend your appointment they'll be super gentle, they can talk for you, hold your hand they can fill in the things you forgot to add, they'll do anything for you!!!

They reward you so well after a doctors appointment!! Whatever you want!! They'll do anything, like buying you stuff, giving you lots and lots of affection or cooking for you!!

Like Akito, they let you talk about your appointment too so that you can let go and move on, they're super proud of you for pushing through it <3

[toadistoast]

"ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪ'ᴅ ꜰɪɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴏ ɪ ʟᴀꜰ ʏᴇᴡ!" /ᐠ. .ᐟ\ฅ

》 unlovable

Errr somethingy I wrote, I could've just said "woah there, calm down edgelord" but I didn't so now we have this post, enjoy :3

Angst -> comfort ft. Akitoe

Pre-relationship btw!!

You have grown to acustom hatred for love, loving someone is excruciatingly painfull when you are unlovable.

Akito is the bane of your existence, ever since he came around you started doubting yourself, ever since he came around you started realising that you're not a likeable or lovable person. He doesn't have a valuable reason to love you and that made you realise your friends don't have a valuable reason to like you, which includes him. You cannot fathom that someone would love you for all the reasons you hate yourself. You cannot even fathom people wanting to be your friend anymore, you think they're putting up with you. They have to be, you are unlovable after all, and you've come to the conclusion that you need to accept that, even if you don't want to.

You're distancing yourself from everyone, and Akito noticed: you've stopped visiting Weekend Garage, you seem out of it when you're with your friends, you've stopped messaging your friends and at school you call of sick more often than not. It's difficult to score good marks at test when all that clouds your mind is whether you're even at the very least likeable or not.

Akito has been wondering where you've been, it's been a month since you have been present at school so Akito straight up shows up at your home. He sees you after ringing your doorbell and since you didn't expect him, out of all people, to take time to come to your house you just kind of stand there, with a surprised face.

"Hey" he greets. "Hey, um... do you wanna come in?" You greet him back and proceed to further open the door and he steps inside your home. "So, how've you been?" He asks, curious about why the hell you've been absent so much. "well, I'm sick" you respond back. "Yeah, I've noticed you've been gone."

You guys get into your living room, and sit on the couch. "Do you want something to drink?" You ask "How come you've been sick for about a month, is something up?" He asks, completely ignoring your question.

"Ah no nothing really."

He's met with lies and it makes you feel guilty but what are you even supposed to say? That you feel like shit because you think all your friends hate you? That you think that he, who you love dearly, will not reciprocate because you deem yourself unlovable? Leaving your heart vulnerable like that is terrifying, you have no interest in getting your heart trampled over, so you don't say a word.

It feels as if he's looking through you when responds "Well, your friends have been missing you: Akiyama said something about wanting to show off an outfit to you, Toya's been worrying about you getting in trouble because of that library book you forgot to turn in, An really wants your opinion on this new dish in Weekend Garage she'd think you like and I..."

he hooks off, hesitating to say the rest.

"Ah, they missed me? Haha" You murmur, he noticed your eyes were slightly wet, he knew something was up, so he stopped hesitating and continued talking.

"Yeah, they did, I missed you too. I miss seeing you in the crowds of VBS events, the crowds are nicer to perform to when you are there to listen and I just need you to be there, it's selfish but please get well soon."

You were trying really hard to prevent yourself from bawling right now, finding out that your friends were thinking and caring about you was relieving.

And Akito, Akito thought that crowds were nicer with you. Stupid ass, if only you knew that he thinks everythings nicer with you.

You don't know what to do at this point, the idea that you're not unlikeable is starting to be something you understand in your mind, but not in your heart, and you still feel unlovable... This does happen to be a beginning to feeling a little better though.

"Hey Akito, when and where is the next VBS event? I think I might be a bit better by then." Your voice sounds a little meek but you try to sound a little more optimistic.

"Woah are you getting better all of a sudden?" He laughs.

"Well if you out of all people want me to be at your group events so desperately then I suppose I have to get a little better."

You couldn't tell him everything yet but if he continues to look at you with worry and care, then maybe you'll risk a heartache, just for him, because he's worth it <3

[toadistoast]

hello there my love!! 🥹💗 (and new tumblr user) i would love to be mutuals w u, as ive stumbled across ur endearment fic (i REALLY love toya :3) ur profile is looking stunning!!! i noticed in ur carrd that the font is massive and the words are a bit hard to read.. so possibly we could fix that up? (unless its js on my end.. IM REALLY SORRY💔)

i think ill send in a req really soon, OR MAYBE EVEN NOW??? but id love to help u settle down in the tumblr community first 🥹<33

lotsa luv,, saku 🌸

Hello!!

Tysmsmsmsmsm ur literally sososo kind, I'm glad you like my writing <3 I'd love to be mutuals with you too!!

It's really unfortunate that my carrd is like that, it's really weird but it doesn't show up like that for me? Maybe you could send me a screenshot so that I could further understand the situation! Then I'll fix it later!!

You're always free to request!! Have a nice day <3

[sweetheartsaku]

EEEKKK!! SO EXCITED TO WHERE THIS TAKES US<33

here are some ss!! im not too sure if it supposed to be like that,, but i cant quite read it T T

one reason it could be like this is that the carrd was was done on mobile, and u possibly forgot to change the layout settings to default!! (bc im on mac) :33

[toadistoast]

Hi!

I have fixed my carrd!! You should be able to properly read it now :3

[toadistoast]

hello there my love!! 🥹💗 (and new tumblr user) i would love to be mutuals w u, as ive stumbled across ur endearment fic (i REALLY love toya :3) ur profile is looking stunning!!! i noticed in ur carrd that the font is massive and the words are a bit hard to read.. so possibly we could fix that up? (unless its js on my end.. IM REALLY SORRY💔)

i think ill send in a req really soon, OR MAYBE EVEN NOW??? but id love to help u settle down in the tumblr community first 🥹<33

lotsa luv,, saku 🌸

Hello!!

Tysmsmsmsmsm ur literally sososo kind, I'm glad you like my writing <3 I'd love to be mutuals with you too!!

It's really unfortunate that my carrd is like that, it's really weird but it doesn't show up like that for me? Maybe you could send me a screenshot so that I could further understand the situation! Then I'll fix it later!!

You're always free to request!! Have a nice day <3

[toadistoast]

"ꜱᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡɪꜱʜ ɪꜱ ᴍʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴀɴᴅ"₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ₎

》 endearment headcanons

》 Toya, An, Mizuki, Shizuku

Errrrr first writing post :3 Short ass post but we ball Tw: I'm down bad.

》 Toya

Honey, love

Usually resorts to using your name, it's just easy, plus he's just not that much of an heavy PDA person so you won't be getting called an endearment publicly, but if he feels particularily romantic he might drop one, and usually it's 'honey', not in a playfull tone! Just in a very sweet, pure tone while he looks at you with nothing but adoration, while his eyes are smiling.

'Love' mainly comes out of his mouth when he is sleepy or when he's trying comfort you. You'll usually hear it when it's past 1AM and he's tutoring you on a school subject you find hard

》 An

Sweetheart! Darling

Always greets you with 'sweetheart' in such a cheery tone with no regard to her surroundings... People know you're hers because she screams it from the rooftops. She has this super bright, unforgetable smile when she calls you sweetheart.She also just doesn't call you your name anymore unless you're in an extremely serious situation.

Darling is a endearment she gives you when she's teasing you a bit or when she's trying to catch your attention when you're distracted, she drags out the "a". It usually makes you pay attention to her because it's different from her usual "sweetheart"

》 Mizuki

shortened version of your name, babe, pretty

Normally, if it's possible, they use a shortened version of your name. They hesitate using an endearment for you, not because they don't want to, the words 'babe' and 'pretty' are at the tip of their tongue!! They're just terrified of you getting bullied or teased at school for being with them, so you'll have to reassure them that people can think what they think.

When they actually use it they use it often, there's no backing down from this anymore. Babe is used on the regular and pretty is used when they're speaking their mind, when they call you 'pretty' their face shows that they mean it.

》 Shizuku

Dear, Darling

I'm immagininh her usimmg dear with.sthe sweetesr voice ever, goimg insane rn

Shizuku is a bit?? I don't know how to describe it, but I honestly doubt she'd use modern endearments like "babe", it just doesn't fit her.Shizuku has the most sweetest most leg kicking voice when she calls you "dear", it immediately makes you feel warm. She uses "dear" because you are dear to her, and what's a better way to show you, you're dear to her other than using it as an endearment for you?

She uses darling less frequently but you still hear it a lot, in the same sickeningly sweet voice too!

[toadistoast]

》 masterlist ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.

: ̗̀➛ More More Jump

: ̗̀➛ Vivid Bad Squad

: ̗̀➛ Nightcord at 25:00

[toadistoast]

》 ɴɪɢʜᴛᴄᴏʀᴅ ᴀᴛ 25:00 .𖥔 ݁ ˖˚☽˚｡⋆

: ̗̀➛ Yoisaki Kanade

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: ̗̀➛ Mafuyu Asahina

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: ̗̀➛ Ena Shinonome

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: ̗̀➛ Mizuki Akiyama

Endearments <3

Scared of doctors <3

[toadistoast]

》 ᴠɪᴠɪᴅ ʙᴀᴅ ꜱqᴜᴀᴅ ♫⋆｡♪₊˚♬ﾟ。

: ̗̀➛ Kohane Azusawa

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: ̗̀➛ An Shiraishi

Endearments <3

: ̗̀➛ Akito Shinonome

Unlovable <3

Scared of doctors <3

: ̗̀➛ Toya Aoyagi

Endearments <3

Scared of doctors <3

Cute study session <3

[toadistoast]

》 ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴊᴜᴍᴘ ༘⋆✿

: ̗̀➛ Minori Hanasato

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: ̗̀➛ Haruka Kiritani

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: ̗̀➛ Airi Momoi

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: ̗̀➛ Shizuku Hinomori

Endearments <3

[toadistoast]

》 ʙʏꜰ + ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟ ʀᴜʟᴇꜱ ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

I take request + write out of own initiative

The maximum amount characters you can request per 1 post is 5!!

I might add characters to your request if I feel like it

I have the right to deny your request, but I'll write most things!!

My posts will not include: smut, incestious, yandere, pedo and pregnancy content

I will be taking breaks and will go at my own pace, my mental health is highkey fried. But I try my best!