To All You Princesses

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Hebrews 4: An Invitation to Rest

To All You Princesses,

Today Let us rest With hearts Softened, still On the seventh As God From all His works By faith Let us rest

Today Let us hear Listening Attentively With intentions To obey His voice By faith Let us hear

Today Let us fear And obey Him, whom We must give account While the promise Still stands To enter Into rest By faith Let us fear

Today Let us seek The word of God Living Active Sharper than A two-edged sword Piercing Dividing soul and spirit Joints and bone Discerning Thoughts, intentions Of the heart We are known By faith Let us seek

Today Let us persevere Clinging to our Hope Jesus High priest Son of God Tempted as us Yet without sin Who passed Through the heavens By faith Let us persevere

Today Let us draw near To the throne of Grace Confident We may receive Mercy, grace In time of need From our High Priest By faith Let us draw near

Today Let us unite For no creature Is hidden from His sight Let God see Us, in unity Resting Hearing Fearing Seeking Persevering Drawing near By faith In Christ Let us unite

Today

About the Poem

I wrote this poem about Hebrews 4, the chapter that invites one to rest. Coming from a season of learning to rest, a sabbatical year, the word rest and I have history. I have struggled to accept it, rejected it, craved it, embraced it, and protected it.

We have had our moments.

Words like do, worry and anxiety, achieve, and succeed independently have equally fought for my attention. Yet, restremains my sanctuary, a known place to weather the storm.

That is, to rest in Jesus.

For rest is as physical for me as it is spiritual. Our bodies need sleep, and our souls need peace; both, I find, equate to rest.

When I rest in Jesus, I know peace.

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.“ (John 14:27)

Rest in the bible is an exchange, a letting go and letting God, an act of faith. It is as hard as you can imagine, to trust, and surrender your life to a holy being that you cannot see. Yet, that is the cost for this rest, this peace—to trust in Him whose wisdom exceeds far beyond our understanding.

“You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you.“ (Isaiah 26:3)

With such uncertainty in these times, with wave after wave of crises, many crave this inner peace now more than ever. And the good news is there remains this place of rest, where the body and mind can be in the midst of a battle, and yet, the soul still, at peace.

Imagine.

Hebrews 4 is one of those chapters that is full of communal invitations, principally, to ensure we find this rest.

“Let us strive… Let us confidently draw near… Let us fear… Let us hold fast our confession…”

This chapter feels to me like the author assumes his readers are of a separate group, the obedient ones, who will find rest compared to the others, the disobedient, who also heard the news but did not find rest.

It’s like he is saying, “Hey, pay attention. Those others didn’t listen, and they missed something good and wonderful, but you aren’t them, right? No, of course not. So, come, let’s strive to enter this rest together. There is still time. There is still hope for you.There is still today.“

Dear Princesses, with this in mind, likewise, I invite you to rest today. Come with me as I hold on to the only One I know who can make sense of chaos, who is mightier than all rulers of the earth, who can make a way when there seems to be no way: Jesus, the God of hope.

Come, there is still today.

With love, Katya

Hebrews 4 (ESV)

“Therefore, while the promise of entering his rest still stands, let us fear lest any of you should seem to have failed to reach it. 2 For good news came to us just as to them, but the message they heard did not benefit them, because they were not united by faith with those who listened. 3 For we who have believed enter that rest, as he has said,

“As I swore in my wrath, ‘They shall not enter my rest,'”

although his works were finished from the foundation of the world. 4 For he has somewhere spoken of the seventh day in this way: “And God rested on the seventh day from all his works.” 5 And again in this passage he said,

“They shall not enter my rest.”

6 Since therefore it remains for some to enter it, and those who formerly received the good news failed to enter because of disobedience, 7 again he appoints a certain day, “Today,” saying through David so long afterward, in the words already quoted,

“Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts.”

8 For if Joshua had given them rest, God would not have spoken of another day later on. 9 So then, there remains a Sabbath rest for the people of God, 10 for whoever has entered God’s rest has also rested from his works as God did from his. 11 Let us therefore strive to enter that rest, so that no one may fall by the same sort of disobedience. 12 For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart. 13 And no creature is hidden from his sight, but all are naked and exposed to the eyes of him to whom we must give account. 14 Since then we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. 15 For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin. 16 Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.

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The Unexpected Year

Well, this has been a crazy year, right? 2020. Unforgettable.

As we’re nearing the 7th anniversary of TAYP, I realize I have hardly written anything here this year—except a poem about curly hair. It’s been a tough year, Princesses, for so many reasons. I know I’m not the only one.

How have you been doing? What’s been on your mind these days? Anything we can pray for? Remember, we have the Prayer Wall just for this reason: so we can stand with you as you stand with us. We’re family. I just want you to know you’re not alone, wherever you are.

Alright, let’s see. I’m going to tell you about my year through a story. I can sum up this year in one word: unexpected.

Let me tell you a story. . .

I am walking along a winding road that has been carved out of a great mountain. The road is narrow. A thick fog has begun to settle above me, preventing me from seeing the top of the mountain. Step by step, I near the curve up ahead. Where am I going? Forward. That’s all I know. I round the curve, and—

There is a boulder in my path.

I cannot move it by my strength alone. I try to climb over; it is much too big. I try not to panic. I push, I shove, I kick, I holler.

Lord! I cannot move this. I cannot do this. I need you.

I wait—it’s all I can do.

I pray—it’s all I can do.

“Praise,” the Lord whispers, “you can praise Me.“

I don’t feel like praising—I am so consumed with stress—but I try anyway.

It first comes as a whisper, for I am weak. But then my words become a song. My voice rises, rises, rises, and echos off the walls of the mountain. Louder. I sing louder, “The Lord is good!” I feel the strength and energy rush through my veins. I shout, “God, you are great and marvelous! Who am I to doubt you, Jesus? Faithful one. Lord of my life. The Maker of the heavens and earth, I praise you! You can do all things. Nothing is too great for you.”

I feel so light all of a sudden. Without thinking, my body begins to move. I am dancing. My arms sweep in front of me, my feet point and flex as I turn. I leap, laughing, dancing to the music in my heart. My eyes are closed, but I imagine my Lord is with me, dancing with me.

My worry seems to have lessened. Instead of fear, I feel joy. I am so happy.

I pause for a moment, breathing deeply, and open my eyes. The boulder is gone.

I hear the Lord say to me, “This battle, you shall win with praise.”

Oh, thank you, my Lord.

Step by step, I continue.

Throughout this journey, bigger obstacles have come. I have felt fear, overwhelmed, shame, and small. Sometimes, my “hallelujah” feels like just words. But I keep saying it until it’s a conviction until it’s real. I thank Him, even though it feels like I have more worries than things to thank Him for. Yet, as I begin to thank Him for one thing, I thank Him for another, and another. How had I forgotten all that God has done? Faith rises in me for what He will do.

My family faces obstacles too, as do my friends. All around me the world is faced with the unexpected. Covid-19. Natural disasters. Bills. Hopelessness. Fear. Poverty. Lack. Sickness. Death.

I say the words of the Lord—who He says He is and what He said He would do. I say it until those words are louder than the voice in my head. “By His stripes, we are healed! My God is the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords! Nothing is too great for you. Your ways are higher than our ways. Your thoughts are not our thoughts. Jesus, you know what you are doing. Jesus, you live and are seated on the throne!“

For the Lord has told me, “Daughter, this battle, you shall win with praise.”

I believe this word is for many of us, Princesses. God is faithful. He will not forsake us. Though this unexpected year caught us off guard, God is not surprised. He is in control. He is a God who will make a river through the desert, if necessary. He is the same God who parted the sea for Moses and the Israelites. He feeds the birds who do nothing to earn his provision—how much more for His daughters and sons? Though some days it may be the last thing you want to do, praise Him.

“Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? . . . But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” (Matthew 6:26, 33)

“Rejoice always,  pray continually,  give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18)

Princesses, may God give you the grace to take another step. May you praise Him in the good, sweet times and in the difficult times. May His word be on your tongue, like a sword, as you speak. May you shine, even when you don’t feel bright, to show you that it is the Lord who is the light in you. It is the Lord who will do these things.

My Prayer For You

Princesses, as you walk with the Lord, I pray His protection over you. Jesus, cover these Princesses, your daughters, as they come out of trauma, seek healing, look for friendships and companions, and cry out for their obstacles to be moved. Jesus, heal their bodies, heal their minds, refresh their spirit, and guide them on their journey. Give them joy, Lord, and help them overcome the fear in their life. Give them peace—a peace that overwhelms them. May they feel rested in every way. Show them how faithful You are, as You have shown me this year. Remove anything in their hearts that would keep them from hearing You. Help them to be honest with You, to allow You access into the secret places of their hearts. Where there is lack, provide for them. Save their friends and save their family, Jesus. May they have grace in their interactions with all those who are in their lives. Though I pray and ask for all these things, Lord, above all, let Your perfect will be done in their lives. You know and love your Princesses, and You know what’s best for them and for all who are around them. You are a good Father. I thank you, Jesus, for all You’ve done, all You are doing, and all You’ve yet to do in all of our lives. In Jesus’ name, I pray, amen.

With love, Katya

The Unexpected Year was originally published on To All You Princesses

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Your Curls Are You & Hair Love Video

I wrote this poem for all you curly girls like me. Also, be sure to watch “Hair Love” at the end of this post. ;)

Hey, Curly Girl Frizzy and fabulous Wavy and wonderful Big hair and beautiful

Let those curls loose They want to fly They want to reach high They want to

tangle.

Yeah, that’s right Go on and let them You know why?

Because your curls are you!

Most people don’t understand curls They think only straight hair is legit Though it’s easier and different I wonder where all the curly girls went?

Some stand in front of the mirror wishing They had straight hair because it is

So easy So silky So much longer So flat So socially acceptable So pretty

Sure, straight hair is beautiful too

But don’t forget, Wavy Wonder

your curly hair is you.

Now, don’t get all offended While I write this poem, this song I just want to communicate That there is at least someone who appreciates

Your hair.

Natural Frizzy Crazy Big Loud Tangled Alive Wild Unique

All of it.

I love all types of hair but You see, I’m a curly girl too Just like you

I used to believe my hair was a curse Something to tame My ancestors were to blame For this

monstrosity.

It did not help that the women I knew Wore wigs, got perms or keratin Perfectly controlled hair all around I did it all too, to try and blend-in

There’s nothing wrong with any of that If it’s a choice If it’s you doing you

But I didn’t know even know my hair Outside of my Brazilian blowed-out Hairdo

It’s tough when you are mixed like me I’m not white, black nor Asian I’m all three

My hair doesn’t make sense, you know? It’s kinda wavy here, curly there And even straight in some parts

But now, I love it because it’s like nobody else God designed my hair to be a work of art

I discovered there were those Who let their real hair down They wore waves with a smile Like queens with their crowns

They scrunched their hair To make it even more full “The bigger the better,” they said

They walked with confidence Like models or angels I started to notice the top of my head

I stopped the keratin after ten years And I was soon introduced To my hair

Hello, sweet curls. I see you growing Strong, wild and fair

Marveling at the curls God gave me Expanding quickly from my roots Wait, no more keratin so now what? All I thought was, oh shoot!

What do I do with all of this?

That, my friend, was an adventure in itself Though I eventually discovered what to do A little more leave-in conditioner and oil And of course, a bobby pin or two

A scarf at night Mousse when there’s a breeze Knowing when it’s “Bun Day”

Trying not to sit against my hair Otherwise it’ll flatten or Seriously, go every which way

Hi, I’m Katya, and I’m a curly girl.

Learning how to style for my texture Curl type 3C and low porosity Watching Youtube videos and reading blogs Determined to embrace me for me

Sometimes, I wear braids Sometimes, I wear it down Sometimes, I wear it in a bun

Sometimes, I even straighten it Once in a while You know, just for fun

I used to hate my hair My frizzy and fabulous Wavy and wonderful Curls that I love today

I thank God for my hair. I’m more grateful than my words could say.

I want you to feel that freedom Where you can wear your hair Straight or curly, long or short Colorful or a single shade

You can wear it high, low or in-between Always appreciating the way it was made

Where you can play with your hair Laugh at its character Talk graciously to it when its being sly

Where you don’t feel embarrassed For the way your hair grows As it goes from wet to dry

By the way, please don’t change Your hair to get a guy

If he can’t love you for ALL of you Honey, he’s not worth your time

Speaking of time…

It’s time to take a journey with your hair What is its favorite thing to do? Work with it, love it well Because your curls are one of the best parts of you!

You don’t believe me, do you? Well, my friend, until you do I’ll just keep telling you

Your hair is amazing.

It’s true. :)

With love, Katya

p.s. This is such a sweet and funny video about hair…

Your Curls Are You & Hair Love Video was originally published on To All You Princesses

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When Your Faith Is Smaller Than A Mustard Seed

What’s interesting about getting to the end of your rope is that it tends to shed light on your faith. Hardships can exhaust a person till they are at their end, wondering if they should hope in a brighter future, questioning if God is going to change these circumstances soon, feeling their faith take a beating till they can barely whisper a hallelujah. Lately, I have been noticing many Christians going through hardships, including my family. Our faith is being tested more than it ever has been. Yet, in all the injustice and betrayals, God continues to be faithful to us. So, asking God to encourage our tired hearts, we rise again today and say, “Lord, we believe but help our unbelief.”

I am here today to encourage you and be vulnerable myself. If you can relate to feeling you are in the midst of a trying season, I want you to know you are not alone.

Note: I am typing this post right now and have no idea what I am about to write. God has put it on my heart to talk about faith, of all things. So I am going to be obedient, sit here and write what comes to mind, and let’s see where God takes this post. It's funny -- to write about faith, I need a little faith.

Well, let’s start at the beginning. What is faith? From what I can tell, it is something you don’t realize you have until you need it. It is hoping beyond what you see (Hebrews 11:1). It is taking a step off a boat and walking on water.

Faith is a gift.

I find myself often asking God for more faith because I know I don’t have enough of it on my own. I love Jesus so much, and if you were to ask me if I believed He could do miracles, in a heartbeat I would tell you He can, and would share my story and the impossible things He has done for me in my life.

He has done so much for me. I like to brag about what He has done in the past but I’ve noticed that I usually do not talk about what He will do in the future.

Sometimes, I think, but what if He doesn’t do that thing that I am hoping for? What if my mom doesn’t get better? I am cautious to say, “He will heal her because He healed me!” when I have seen that God has His own plan and His own way of doing things in people’s bodies that does not always align with my hope for an instant miracle. What if I can’t afford to go to school? Sometimes, doors close for a reason. Who am I to judge God and His ways?

So, I stay quiet when I talk about the future and what God may or may not do. How can I know?

But I want to share with you what I have been pondering in my heart: Though I do not, and should not, hope for things that fade and change, I can safely hope in Christ. (Hebrews 6:13-20)

I believe this is where faith comes alive in our lives, when our faith is placed in Him only, and when difficult times come, we can speak and act confidently because we know God is faithful.

If you know who God is, it does not matter what happens in the future; your hope is that the future will be good because you will be with God, and He will be with you.

This is faith: absolutely knowing that God is true to His word and His character, in every situation, in every “accident” that happens, in the middle of your finances and plans — in every area of your life — He is God.

That your faith might not rest in the wisdom of men but in the power of God. -1 Corinthians 2:5

Do you remember in my last post where I talked about going back to school? That took a lot of trust in God, and He was so good to me. I ended my semester well, started working on my thesis, and then, my mom got sick again during the summer. One day, while praying for her, I heard God’s voice; He asked me if I’d be willing to give up my dreams for a year and serve my mom. It wasn’t a demand, it was a choice, a question, but I knew by saying, “yes,” though it would give me freedom to love my mom is such a unique way, I would also be leaving my life behind.

Well, I emailed my advisor the following week and told her I would be leaving my school to move across the country for my mom.

Though it may sound like a admirable thing to do, and granted, I have enjoyed the fact that I am relieving my mom of certain responsibilities, it would not be a sacrifice if it did not hurt. It was not easy to leave behind my school, church, friends, and professors. I am doing a type of work that I know how to do but am not passionate about, the kind of work I left behind to pursue a career in teaching. That has been tough too.

Things that look admirable are rarely without sacrifice of some kind.

Do you know why I said yes? It’s because I saw the way God was with me during my first year in school, and though I feel so inadequate to be here in this situation, God is the one who asked if I would be willing. He wouldn’t ask if He didn’t fully know that through Him, I would be able to handle it.

I’m here by faith.

I trust God’s wisdom more than my intelligence. I trust His ability to persevere beyond my strength. I trust He is kinder than I know how to be. I trust in His patience when I fluster. I trust He is gracious when I wander.

“Then he said to me, “This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the LORD of hosts.” Zechariah 4:6

God is who He says He is, and He will be faithful, as He always has been in the past.

This is the only thing I know to be sure in my future. I may not be bold enough to speak about the certainty of some things, but I will choose to speak confidently about the presence of God in my future. And whatever He promises from then till now and from now till then, I’ll declare it with conviction because God does not lie.

I do not know when or how my mom will heal. I do not know when or how I will begin school again. I do not know what tomorrow will bring, but I know this: God will be good. That’s the only thing that has helped me put one foot in front of the other, and that alone, I believe, will continue to fill me with hope.

If you are still reading, thank you. I told you, I was not sure where this post would go, but I am so glad it brought us both to this place. Just writing these words down have encouraged me to continue to trust in Jesus. I pray for impossible things all the time, because I know God is able, but at the end of my day, even if those things do not happen, as long as God is with me, my soul is at rest.

Tonight, I went to my secret place with God; it is a little spot where I can have my time with the Lord. I ran to Jesus, imagined laying against Him, and He said to me: Just be.

That is all we need, Princesses, to know that we can just be with God. Jesus is enough. Do you know why Peter could walk on the water? Jesus called Him out onto the water. When Peter was looking at Jesus, he did the impossible but when He looked away, out of fear and doubt, He sank (Matthew 14:22-33).

I think faith works that way; it’s like gasoline for our cars, it fuels us in this life with God (James 1:6, Hebrews 11:6).

I have so many questions, and too much to do, but right now, even if all I can do is just be, and my hallelujah is a whisper, God hears me and sees my faith, smaller than a mustard seed. Jesus will work with what I give to Him. He can use me right where I’m at, and He can use you right where you are. He only asks that we look to Him and walk towards Him. So, let us continue to seek God, even in the trying times, with the shield of faith in front of us, determined not to let the enemy keep us down. Our hope is in Christ alone, no matter what we are living through or what we see.

For we walk by faith, not by sight. -2 Corinthians 5:7

Lord, thank you for faith. Thank you for this gift that enables us to walk towards you and towards what you want us to do. Thank you for being you, God. I love who you are, Jesus, and that I can come to you vulnerably and you understand. You know us so well, Lord. I ask for you to heal my mama, you know her body so much better than I, and I entrust her once again into your hands. Jesus, you know my struggles, as you do the struggles of every person reading this post, and I ask you to give us a greater measure of grace to do what you are calling us to do.

Help us to walk on water, to keep our eyes focused on you, and not look to the right nor the left. God, we believe, but help our unbelief. Give us more faith in the areas that we need it, especially when our faith is smaller than a mustard seed, though I know you only need a little faith to move mountains. I’m not ashamed to say I need you, Lord, and that I can’t do this by myself. You know that we cannot do this life alone, which is why you are with us, and why you’ve sent your people to walk with us as we walk with them. Thank you for this body, this church and community which we are ushered into because of our united love for you. You are so good, Jesus. Help us to remember your faithfulness as we move forward in faith. In Jesus’ name I pray, amen.

I hope these words encouraged you, Princesses.

With love, Katya

p.s. Just a reminder, we have a Prayer Wall on this website, and if you ever need prayer for something, I welcome you to share it with us (you can remain anonymous, if you want to!) Also, I encourage you to read the other prayers, and pray for those who share their burdens with us. Jesus gave us one another for a reason. :)

When Your Faith Is Smaller Than A Mustard Seed was originally published on To All You Princesses

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There have been so many moments in my life where I really needed to feel the presence of God. I needed to know He was there with me, that I was making the right choice, that I wasn’t facing these trials alone. But I felt, heard and saw nothing. Sometimes, if I’m honest, I wondered if God had left me. I would think that maybe I went down the wrong path, and He was thinking, “Nope. Not going there with her. Hasta la vista, I’m heading back to heaven.” • But that’s not true at all. The bible says: “No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 8:37-39 • In those moments, when there is no tangible proof God is right there with you, this is when your faith will be tested and where you will grow closer to God than you ever have been. Here’s what I want you to do: You can’t hear Him, so let Him hear you. You can’t feel Him, so seek His face. You can’t see Him, so let Him see your praise. Yes, this is what I encourage you to do in those times: praise Him, say in faith, “ God, you ARE here with me,” keep praying and having quiet times reserved for you and Him, and read the word, reminding yourself of the truth. • This isn’t a formula to get what you want, but this will keep your faith strong when you want to give up hope. It will keep you focused on Christ, and that’s ultimately what will be your strength in these times. Stand in faith. Be encouraged. I’ve been there, some days I still go through this, so let me remind you that God loves you so much. • Seek out the goodness of God in your life. There IS good, and that is God. He’s still here. • #ToAllYouPrincesses #TAYPDevo #TAYP #QuotesForGirls #ChristianQuotes #BibleQuotes #GoodNewsFeed #WordOfTruth #DontGiveUp #ReadyToDie #SaveMe #shereadstruth #BeFoundMag #womenwriters #LifeQuotes #LifeGoals #IdentityInChrist #DaughterOfTheKing #WordOfGod #Devotional #soworthliving #HolySpirit #LoveStory #YouGotThis #IAmLonely #worthit #BeBrave https://www.instagram.com/p/B5IdQX_nK-O/?igshid=9hc1xwfhmpot

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You will go where God said you will go. • Just felt to share an excerpt of a poem I wrote two years ago. Be encouraged, all you Princesses. • I AM the I AM, The Majesty on High I abide in you, not in a castle in the sky I am with you, My daughter, do not be afraid I will not leave you in the waters you wade You will not drown nor will you go under For My hand will sustain you with power like thunder A flash of light will follow you everywhere you go For when you go in My name, My light will flow All around you, inside you, to people on the street Miracles will happen as you abide in Me They’ll ask you why you are this way Tell them, “It’s Jesus, I just obey.” How pleased I am in you, Child of Mine How you desire to do My perfect will and in My perfect time You will ask and I will hear you You will seek and you will find You will knock and I will open For My love is always kind Be not afraid For I am with you If you hold to My hand You will see impossibility Happen through you. • Link to full poem: https://www.toallyouprincesses.com/2017/05/ask-me-anything/ • #ToAllYouPrincesses #TAYPDevo #TAYP #QuotesForGirls #ChristianQuotes #BibleQuotes #GoodNewsFeed #WordOfTruth #DontGiveUp #ReadyToDie #SaveMe #shereadstruth #BeFoundMag #womenwriters #LifeQuotes #LifeGoals #IdentityInChrist #DaughterOfTheKing #WordOfGod #Devotional #soworthliving #HolySpirit #LoveStory #YouGotThis #IAmLonely #worthit #BeBrave #BeEncouraged #LetsPray #Poetry https://www.instagram.com/p/Byo_6YYnPeG/?igshid=4zjsb9y1g9kl

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Your worship yesterday does not praise God today. Sing Him a new song. • Oh sing to the Lord a new song, for he has done marvelous things! His right hand and his holy arm have worked salvation for him. The Lord has made known his salvation; he has revealed his righteousness in the sight of the nations. He has remembered his steadfast love and faithfulness to the house of Israel. All the ends of the earth have seen the salvation of our God. • Make a joyful noise to the Lord, all the earth; break forth into joyous song and sing praises! Sing praises to the Lord with the lyre, with the lyre and the sound of melody! With trumpets and the sound of the horn make a joyful noise before the King, the Lord! • Let the sea roar, and all that fills it; the world and those who dwell in it! Let the rivers clap their hands; let the hills sing for joy together before the Lord, for he comes to judge the earth. He will judge the world with righteousness, and the peoples with equity. Psalm 98 • #ToAllYouPrincesses #TAYPDevo #TAYP #QuotesForGirls #ChristianQuotes #BibleQuotes #GoodNewsFeed #WordOfTruth #DontGiveUp #ReadyToDie #SaveMe #shereadstruth #BeFoundMag #womenwriters #LifeQuotes #LifeGoals #IdentityInChrist #DaughterOfTheKing #WordOfGod #Devotional #soworthliving #HolySpirit #LoveStory #YouGotThis #IAmLonely #worthit #BeBrave #BeEncouraged #Psalm98 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvb5vRVHlVI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=19kifaz576ent

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Lord, help me to love my family better. • We all fall short in our lives. You know it as well as I do. Our best efforts are not enough, and that’s why we need the Lord’s help. The good news is He is with us (John 16:13). • I used to feel ashamed to ask for help from God because I felt like I was bothering Him or that I was failing His expectations of me. Do those thoughts sound like they came from God? They did not, and the Lord was quick to remind me that Jesus died for me to be able to come to the Father without hesitation. Jesus opened the door for us to come to God at anytime of the day, in any place we are, and through any circumstance around us. • Many people have told me we should have an order in the way we come to God. First, praise; second, gratitude; third, repentence and lastly, asking requests. I think all those things are good, but I feel sometimes I focus more on the first three because they seem holier than asking God for help. In reality, humbling yourself to say, “God, I cannot do this alone,” is a state of heart that is pleasing to the Lord too. (Psalm 25:9) • Recently, I have asked God to help me love my family better. This is one place I struggle often and need more of Him. Today, I want you to know it’s okay to ask for God’s help in this life (Psalm 121:1-2). He’s there with you, waiting for you to come to Him (Psalm 46:1). We need God to follow God! • If you are struggling to break an addiction, come to Jesus (Psalm 50:15). If you have a hard time obeying God, come to Jesus. (Psalm 143:10) If you can’t see how to fix your relationship, come to Jesus. (Psalm 24:4-5) If you feel empty, come to Jesus (Psalm 23). If you need rest, come to Jesus (Matthew 11:28-30). • #ToAllYouPrincesses #TAYPDevo #TAYP #QuotesForGirls #ChristianQuotes #BibleQuotes #GoodNewsFeed #WordOfTruth #DontGiveUp #ReadyToDie #SaveMe #shereadstruth #BeFoundMag #womenwriters #LifeQuotes #LifeGoals #IdentityInChrist #DaughterOfTheKing #WordOfGod #Devotional #soworthliving #HolySpirit #LoveStory #YouGotThis #IAmLonely #worthit #BeBrave #BeEncouraged #AskGod https://www.instagram.com/p/BvUSofZHuvW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nc5ke1x7ucil

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God Called Me A Pineapple.

Today, I’m going to share something God has been teaching me. If you don’t know, I went back to school last year, and I’m working towards my Master’s degree in teaching international languages. I know it sounds fancy but you see, I never wanted to go back to school. I’ve been (mostly) happy working from home as a web designer these past seven years. Who would have thought I would want to change careers? I never saw it coming, to suddenly have such a strong desire to go back to school and become an English teacher. Well, God is full of surprises. So, here I am, finding a way to roll through this season.

While registering for classes this semester, I said, “God, how am I going to do this?” Princesses, on top of school, I also have three jobs. I know that following Christ into the unknown takes a lot of faith, but it’s hard work too. My heart kept saying, “Lord, I know this is your will, but how can I do this, all these things you’ve asked of me?”

A few days after registration, God showed me a vision.

I saw a pineapple trying to roll along steep, rocky hills. It couldn’t get over them. The pineapple was too spiky, and the path was not easy. Then I saw a huge double-edged sword horizontally laying in the ground, half of it above ground and half of it under. Then I saw the pineapple begin to roll on this sword. As it rolled, the part of the sword that was sticking up above ground began to cut off the rough edges of the pineapple and make it smooth. Once this pineapple was spike-free and completely polished, it rolled off the sword and onto level ground and was able to roll forward, with ease and agility.

He said to me, “Daughter, you are this pineapple.“

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. – Proverbs 3:5-6

“For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart. And no creature is hidden from his sight, but all are naked and exposed to the eyes of him to whom we must give account.” -Hebrews 4:12-13

First, let’s focus on the fact that God just called me a pineapple. (What happened to “princess”?) Second, on a deeper note, He began to speak to me and said if I gave Him the first part of my day, honor His Sabbath, and watch no TV all semester (this was Him cutting off all the edges of my pineapple life), He would help me do everything I need to do. He said through this process, He would make the rough paths smooth for me. He would give me favor, where I lack He would provide, and what was once challenging and difficult to understand would become easy. His request was that I would, in exchange, give Him the first moments of my day, spend one day per week without doing school work or working, and let go of watching TV. In other words, if I give Him my time before anything else, He would give me everything else.

Abide Rhymes With Hide

He is teaching me that the only way I can do what He’s called me to do is through abiding in Him.

Note: Actually, He's taught me this plenty of times before. I'm just a silly little human that forgets, begins to think I'm strong and have it all together, until I realize I don't and need God. Again. :) Same lesson, new season. Also, I think it's cool that "abide" rhymes with "hide", because that's what abiding means - hiding/surrounding yourself with God.

Everything that God calls us to do is absolutely impossible on our own — that’s why it seems scary and daunting — but at the same time, it’s absolutely possible when we do it with God. He wants us to be one with Him. There’s no substitution or excuse that we can use to hide from Him, because He’ll pursue us until we are hidden in Him, and until then, we can do nothing.

“Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me. I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not abide in me he is thrown away like a branch and withers; and the branches are gathered, thrown into the fire, and burned. If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. By this my Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit and so prove to be my disciples. As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Abide in my love. If you keep my commandments, you will abide in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commandments and abide in his love. These things I have spoken to you, that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be full.” – John 15:4-11

This semester, I decided to try this out, like an “experiment”. I would do what God asked and see what would happen. I let Him adjust my life, cut away what He wanted, while I rolled along His sword, molding me into who He wants me to be. Princesses, He is faithful. I’ve been more joyful this semester; I feel at peace. There’s no resemblance of my stressed, almost-pulling-out-my-hair, self from last semester. Although, I must say the temptation to disobey is strong. I’ll say to God, “It’s been a long day, can I just watch one show?” (No.) Then when I know my homework is due Monday, but I promised God Sunday I would take to rest, to take out my book and start reading is so tempting. Though, you know what surprises me? Every time I refuse the enemy’s voice and say, “Lord, I don’t know how, but I believe you’ll make a way if I obey,” He absolutely comes through in the most insane ways.

A few weeks, my professor told us we needed to observe and co-tutor with someone in the writing center and write about our experience. Well, for two weeks, every time I went in there were no students. Then last Monday, my professor said he wanted us to have our observation notes ready by Wednesday to discuss what we had learned. I begged God to send a student to the center. Tuesday – no students. Wednesday, I went to the center a few hours before class, desperate. I heard God tell me to ask my friend if I could co-tutor with her if anyone came in. I did and then waited for two hours. ONE hour before my class, this girl walks in with an assignment. Someone else from my class jumped up and asked to tutor with my friend, but she said she already promised me I could sit with her. THANK YOU, JESUS! We had the best session, and sure I barely made it to class, but I made it and had all my notes ready for the discussion. God did it!

I don’t know what to say. I’m surprised by the love of God.

Who am I that God should care? I’m just some girl in the world, one in seven billion, studying to be an English teacher. There’s nothing that extraordinary about me, I’m average, a pineapple. Then, He comes and says He wants more time with me, to help me write my papers, to do my classes with me, to be the shoulder I can lean on. He wants to make me a better person. He wants to create with me. He wants me to rest in His arms. What kind of God is this that He would love us so intimately, so beautifully and patiently? I’m in awe. He loves us so much.

What Is God Saying to You?

Wherever you are, however your day looks, take a moment to stop and listen. God has something to say to you, and it’s probably not what you think. Be still. What is He is saying?

Are you tired, friend? Do you feel far from God? Have you been stressed and anxious these days? Do you need rest and peace? Come to the Father. Give Him your time, and He will give you what you need. Letting Him have the beginning of my day was His request of me, what is He requesting of you?

Father, I thank you for being good, for giving me this grace to grow with you. Thank you for asking for my time, for disciplining me, because I know that the fruit of this process will be worth the sacrifice. Nothing is more important than you. I say this with my mouth, but I want to show you with my actions. Father, bless these girls to walk in righteousness, to walk in a deeper understanding of your love for them. I thank you for creating each of them, precious and royal, formed in your hands. I ask that you continue to mold us, Lord. Help us to be more like you, Jesus. Take away anything that would hinder us from being near to you. Speak your truth to these princesses, and may they hear you with such absolute clarity. May we go into this world, shining bright, because we have first chosen to abide in You. We love you, God. In Jesus’ name, amen.

With all my love, The Pineapple Princess

Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?…. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? Therefore do not be anxious, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. 3But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. -Matthew 6:26, 30-33

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God will not give up on you so don’t give up on yourself. • God has a specific purpose for each of us but without fail the enemy tries to turn our cheek to the left and right so we swerve off the path God has set before us, or stop running altogether. The enemy wants us distracted and discouraged so we take our eyes off Jesus, who enables us to do the impossible and empowers us to run this race. What the enemy fails to understand is that we do not run alone. • When the enemy puts blockades in front of you, God yells, “JUMP OVER IT! You can do it, I’m with you!” When people from the crowd say or do things that take you off guard, God shouts, “DON’T LOOK AT THEM! Listen to me, Child. Follow me, I’ll show you where to go and how to do what I’ve called you to do.” When things begin to happen all around you, the Lord says to you, “Do not fear for I am with you, Do not be afraid for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you, I will uphold you with my righteousness right hand.” (Isaiah 41:10) • Princesses, be encouraged on this day. I know life comes with many challenges, but keep going, continue to praise God in every circumstance. He will surely help you in all that you have to do. He will give you wisdom, grace, and faith on this journey. Don’t quit. Don’t loose focus. God will not leave you. Just keep going back to Jesus, back to your love, and by faith, mountains will be moved. • Hebrews 12:1-2 “Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.” • #ToAllYouPrincesses #TAYPDevo #TAYP #QuotesForGirls #ChristianQuotes #BibleQuotes #GoodNewsFeed #WordOfTruth #DontGiveUp #ReadyToDie #SaveMe #shereadstruth #BeFoundMag #womenwriters #LifeQuotes #LifeGoals #IdentityInChrist #DaughterOfTheKing #WordOfGod #Devotional #soworthliving #HolySpirit #LoveStory #YouGotThis #IAmLonely #worthit #BeBrave #BeEncouraged #DontQuit https://www.instagram.com/p/BtK5O5vnApC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pr50649mxns5

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Do not end your “I don’t know” with a period, but with a prayer. • For all those times you feel a sense of hopelessness, or when you simply do not have the answer, this poem is for you. • I do not know I cannot see My questions are Crowded in front of me Where should I go? Or should I stay? I do not know Where my head should lay I do not know How I can provide or If I am in relationship With the right guy What is my purpose? Why is there pain? What is the truth? My “I don’t know” remains. Yet, one thing I know This will stay true Though I do not know I always have You Lord, you know it all You know when I rise Where the flowers fall Where the sparrow lies Help me to understand If not, then to trust To have faith in You When I feel like giving up I do not have the answers My Jesus, I seek You This ends not with a period But with an exclamation of truth! I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to say But I give you my “IDK” Lord, show me your way I welcome you, today. • “And those who know your name put their trust in you, for you, O Lord, have not forsaken those who seek you.” Psalms 9:10 • #ToAllYouPrincesses #TAYPDevo #TAYP #QuotesForGirls #ChristianQuotes #BibleQuotes #GoodNewsFeed #WordOfTruth #DontGiveUp #ReadyToDie #SaveMe #shereadstruth #BeFoundMag #womenwriters #LifeQuotes #LifeGoals #IdentityInChrist #DaughterOfTheKing #WordOfGod #Devotional #soworthliving #HolySpirit #LoveStory #YouGotThis #IAmLonely #worthit #BeBrave #BeEncouraged #TrustintheLord https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs38LY2H6_G/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1h54bv52utn0t

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Attitude Speaks Louder Than Words

It’s all in the tone, the way you say it. It’s in the care, the way you do it. It’s the intention, the why behind what you are doing. We can do the actions, say the words, “walk the Christian walk” (so to speak) but how’s our attitude? Princesses, God is looking at your heart, not just your good behavior.

I’m one of those people who cannot hide what they are feeling. I’m like an essential oil diffuser – whatever is inside is going to come out, and spread throughout the house. People know when I’m happy, frustrated, tired, angry, etc. – even strangers! Needless to say, if my heart is not in the right place, my attitude stinks. I believe in Luke 6:45, where it says, “The good person out of the good treasure of the heart produces good, and the evil person out of evil treasure produces evil; for it is out of the abundance of the heart that the mouth speaks.” In other words, for better or for worse, what is growing within us will be produced. God wants us to cultivate fruit to bless those around us, not weeds which choke and hurt others.

God tested my attitude recently when I had a friend stay with me for a week. For some reason, everything she did got on my last nerve. I was so irritated with her. She hadn’t done anything specific to upset me, it was a bit of everything, and God knows, I just wanted to be alone. I was tired, frustrated, and yet, that did not excuse me from behaving any way I wanted.

I’m sure Jesus was tired too carrying that cross. I’m sure he could have killed his tormentors in the blink of an eye, but no, He forgave. He forgave them, He forgave me, and He told me I needed to forgive and love my friend. I wanted my attitude to change on the outside, but I needed to first respond to the emotions within myself – to change the essential oils in this diffuser from sour to sweet fragrances.

So when she ate my food, I thanked God for blessing us with food and that I had enough food to share. When she hogged the TV to play video games, I took a deep breath and thanked the good Lord that she had time to relax and chill after a tough semester. When she did other things that ignited some unpleasant feelings, I blessed her. I served her. When I felt my voice rising in frustration, I stopped talking and stayed silent. I knew it was better for me to remain silent, then say something potentially hurtful because of my emotions. I still love my friend, you know. Moreover, God was teaching me to love, despite what I feel, to have a true attitude change on the inside so my external attitude towards her was good and kind.

Litte Note: Remember, everywhere we go, we represent Christ - in our home, at our job, at school, on the street, with strangers and with friends. I always think, are people getting to know the Lord based on how I am living? Is His kindness showing through my life? His love? His patience? His joy? If not, then I need to be closer to the Lord, and continue to learn and let Him change those areas in my heart. We aren't perfect, but it's so good to find those little ugly places inside of us, because then we can repent and welcome Holy Spirit into those areas, allowing God to do the work He wants to do in us. (2 Corinthians 7:10)

The Holy Spirit helped me, one day at a time, to keep my attitude in check. On the inside, my heart was a knotted ball of yarn, but He began to untangle the mess and what came out (through God’s grace) was a single, clean thread of kindness and gentleness towards her. Sure, there were times when I was tempted to speak how I felt, especially for some things she did and said, but God reminded me that He loves me when I am imperfect, and as He loves me, so I must love. In those moments, the words I wanted to say would have been weeds and not fruit.

“And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.” – 1 Corinthians 13:13

It’s easy to love people who are sweet, kind, considerate, grateful, and fluffy and cute – like puppies. Who doesn’t like puppies? But love our enemy? Sometimes, our enemy is the hard-to-love person and not our persecutor. Sometimes, our friends feel like the enemy. Yes, through Christ, all things are possible (like loving your enemy) but trying to do the impossible without Him is useless; we cannot love unconditionally without Him.

She texted me after she left to apologize. She said and did some insensitive things and she sincerely was sorry. I called her later and told her I forgave her, told her how much I loved her and asked if she could forgive me too if I did anything to hurt her. She said she couldn’t think of one thing. She said she felt such love from me and kindness during that week. Ladies, I’m not perfect, and I know there were times I was snappy and didn’t have a perfect attitude but look at the grace of God. Though I struggled, she felt loved regardless. That week could have been different – with us arguing, hurting each other with our attitude and words – but love is greater and God gave me the grace I needed for each day. He forgave me and helped me to forgive and love.

God cares about our attitude, not just what we do. He cares about the state of our heart. I could have said the right things, but if my tone wasn’t right because my heart was bitter, then it’s meaningless. 1 Corinthians 13:1 says, “Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love I am only a resounding gong or clanging cymbal.” It doesn’t matter who we are – royalty, called, chosen, Christian, princess – if we are not first ambassadors of love.

The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart. 1 Samuel 16:7

Princesses, people are going to try your patience, push your buttons, but God is paying attention to how you respond. You aren’t responsible for other people’s behavior, but you are responsible for your own. It’s hard, believe me, I know, but it’s possible with Christ to keep your love turned on. Having the right attitude will serve you well in life, with your family, in your relationship, at your workplace, with strangers, with friends and of course, with God. Don’t let your emotions control you, but ask God to help you master your emotions so no matter what life throws your way, you can throw love back at it.

Love is powerful; it changes everything.

Lord, thank you for these girls. Thank you for love and for sending your Son to us, out of love for us. Thank you for being with us in this life and helping us to live life in a way that is pleasing to you. Thank you for helping me to love my friend when it was hard. Thank you for helping me to forgive and let go. God help us to be quick to forgive and slow to anger, quick to love and slow to hate. Help us to shine your light in this world, starting with the people right in front of us. We desire to obey you and please you, Lord. Thank you for faithfully loving us, even when we aren’t loving ourselves. You are amazing, and we are so grateful to have the privilege and honor of being your daughters. Give us the grace to follow you in all we say and do. In Jesus’ name. Amen.

With all my love, Katya

Attitude Speaks Louder Than Words was originally published on To All You Princesses

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Here Comes 2019

This year was tough. No, scratch that, it’s been the hardest year of my life. No exaggeration. I’ve been waiting for this day for so many months and it’s finally here! The last day of the year. 2018, hello and goodbye, and may we never met again.

Happy New Year.

I love the fresh smell of January 1st. It feels like there’s so much hope in the beginning of the year, right? We create our resolutions, make promises, leave our junk behind and look towards the future – where the grass is surely greener. Even if last year was the great year of your life, the best is yet to come in the new year, right? Of course. It’s a happy new year. What could go wrong?

Ha.

Everything.

I know, because it’s December 31st, and I just lived through – barely survived – this year. You know what though? God is good.

God is God in the Middle of Pain

That’s right. I’ll say it again, God is GOOD. I had to evacuate from a country that was going through a nationwide strike – God is good. My mom had surgery because of a tumor – God is good. My aunt died the week of my mom’s surgery – God is good. My teacher has cancer and is fighting for her life – God is good. I learned this year that no matter how tragic life is, how upsetting and unconventional, how completely unpredictable and unprepared you are for what it throws at you – God is here and He can be trusted through all of it.

I barely skimmed the top of the list of tragedies, you have no idea, but that list is nothing compared to the list of the things God has done in 2018. I am able to recall the difficulties this year, and God’s victories far outshine them. Thank you, Jesus! 2018 is over.

Honestly, I want this new year to be easier, a little less drama and trauma, you know? But I was thinking about it recently that what if it isn’t? What if it’s just as challenging or worse? My pastor recently said that peace without Christ is the absence of pain but peace with Christ is found in the middle of pain. That hit home for me.

For some months, I’ve felt if I could just make it to 2019 things would be easier – I would find peace. But hearing my pastor say that recently, reversed my thinking and I remembered God is my source of my peace, my rest, my joy and my hope.

This year taught me that in order to get through life, I’ve got to choose to find Jesus in every situation. I’ve got to choose to seek beauty, to be grateful, to lift my hands up when my heart is broken in pieces on the ground – to praise God when that’s the last thing I want to do. I’ve got to trust Him, whether in the calm waters or in the storm.

“My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.” Psalm 62:1-2

God is good in the Nightmares

A pastor once talked about nightmares. He said God never leaves you, even in your darkest hour, even in your nightmares. A few nights ago, I had a nightmare about drowning. I was struggling to breathe, water was everywhere, I had nowhere to go… but something got me out. I rose to the surface somehow. From there, I encountered other challenges but listen, Jesus was there. I didn’t see Him but I can look back at that moment and see He made a way for me, God helped me rise to the surface. That’s literally how I can look back at this year. God has helped me to rise above it. He was there, even when it was hard to see it.

Check out this verse I found:

Some went out on the sea in ships;     they were merchants on the mighty waters. They saw the works of the Lord,     his wonderful deeds in the deep. For he spoke and stirred up a tempest     that lifted high the waves. They mounted up to the heavens and went down to the depths;     in their peril their courage melted away. They reeled and staggered like drunkards;     they were at their wits’ end. Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble,     and he brought them out of their distress. He stilled the storm to a whisper;     the waves of the sea were hushed. They were glad when it grew calm,     and he guided them to their desired haven. Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love     and his wonderful deeds for mankind. Let them exalt him in the assembly of the people     and praise him in the council of the elders.

Psalm 107:24-32

Notice their response. First, they cried out; they sought God. They surrendered and humbled themselves, let God know they couldn’t do it alone. Then when God came through for the merchants, they praised Him, they thanked Him. Princesses, let’s thank God, but not only for what He has done, but what He will do and what He is doing now.

This morning I was reading 1 Thessalonians 5, and God reminded me of this verse: “Rejoice always, pray without ceasing and give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you… Now may the God of peace himself sanctify you completely, and may your whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. He who calls you is faithful; he will surely do it.” – 1 Thess. 5:16-18 & 23-24

God is good in 2019

Princesses, this next year may be difficult, more challenging, and it may be wonderful, full of the greatest blessings. This year may bring people into our lives who will uplift us and those who will try to tear us down. This year may bring life and it may bring death. I don’t know what it will look like, but what I do know is this: God will be with us. My prayer is that He would refresh us this night as we walk into 2019 and grant us grace to continue walking towards Him as we enter this year.

Father, I want to thank you. You have been so good to us this year. We are alive. We have purpose. You died for us and are with us even now, as I type these words. Jesus, I thank you. I honor you. I praise you God, because though we walk through the valley of death, fear will not overwhelm us, for your love conquers all fear. Holy Spirit, come and fill us afresh. We need you, God. We can not make it through the highs and lows without you. You are faithful. We will not leave you as you will not leave us. Give us renewed boldness and strength, to be mighty warrior princesses. Be the Lord and Master of our life. Help us to trust you when it’s dark. Help us to find the goodness in everyday. Help us to stay grateful, rejoicing always, praying without fail, and trusting in You. You are our only Hope, O Savior of the world. Jesus, we love you. Go before us in 2019. Amen.

God loves you, Princesses. Whatever may come, He’ll be with us.

Here comes 2019. Let’s do this.

-Katya

Here Comes 2019 was originally published on To All You Princesses

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“'Lord, what about this man?' Jesus said to him... 'What is that to you? You follow me!’” - John 21:21,22 • “One of our severest lessons comes from the stubborn refusal to see that we must not interfere in other people’s lives. You see a certain person’s suffering, and you say—He shall not suffer, and I will see that he does not. You put you hand straight in front of God’s permissive will to prevent it, and God says—“What is that to thee [you]?” If there is stagnation spiritually, never allow it to go on, but get into God’s presence and find out the reason for it. Possibly you will find it is because you have been interfering in the life of another; proposing things you had no right to propose; advising when you had no right to advise. • When you do have to give advice to another, God will advise through you with the direct understanding of His Spirit; your part is to be so rightly related to God that His discernment comes through you all the time for the blessing of another soul. • Most of us live on the borders of consciousness—consciously serving, consciously devoted to God. The mature stage is the life of a child which is never conscious; we become so abandoned to God that the consciousness of being used never enters in. • When we are consciously being used as broken bread and poured-out wine, there is another stage to be reached, where all consciousness of ourselves and of what God is doing through us is eliminated. A saint is never consciously a saint; a saint is consciously dependent on God.” - From Oswald Chambers’ Daily Devotional: My Utmost for His Highest • #ToAllYouPrincesses #TAYPDevo #TAYP #QuotesForGirls #ChristianQuotes #BibleQuotes #GoodNewsFeed #WordOfTruth #DontGiveUp #ReadyToDie #SaveMe #shereadstruth #BeFoundMag #womenwriters #LifeQuotes #LifeGoals #IdentityInChrist #DaughterOfTheKing #WordOfGod #Devotional #soworthliving #HolySpirit #LoveStory #YouGotThis #IAmLonely #worthit #BeBrave #BeEncouraged #oswaldchambers https://www.instagram.com/p/BqQD2PlhYZy/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2vj6zwnwqtzk

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The Communal Pursuit of God

I met with a girl today who had spent a year studying abroad. During her time away, she expressed to me how empty she felt during that time. It was hard to find a church family where she was located—especially in a primarily atheist nation (I am purposely omitting the name). As much as she felt distanced from Christians, she felt distanced from God. Far from home, in a foreign nation, with Christians few and far between, she felt so isolated. Why couldn’t she feel God like she did back home? How could she grow when there was nowhere to plant her roots?

I could have told her, “Of course you weren’t alone—God was with you,” and though it is true, God intentionally created more than one person on this earth. She knew God was with her, but she desired to be with other Christians. There are moments when our faith in God grows because we cannot lean on others, and there are times when we long to worship and pray with other believers. Those feelings are completely normal. For some, God gives grace to live in isolation, but for the majority of us, we are created to live among others.

It’s incredible how powerful a community can shape our view of God and ourselves. My friend has been home for some months now and expressed to me how overwhelming it has been to hear God speaking to her daily. She sees growth in her walk as she is meeting with other Christians, studying the word together, praying and pursuing Christ as a family. She no longer questions God’s whereabouts because she is feeling Him in the embrace of the girls in her small group, His joy in their laughter, His care in their eyes, and His presence in their midst. Her thoughts have drastically changed since she has physically not been alone.

Community, when done the right way, can be the most nurturing, encouraging, and strengthening environment. I have a theory it is God’s homeopathic medicine for the pain and brokenness that happens in this life.

Recently, my mom had major surgery, my aunt died of cancer, and I discovered my professor has terminal cancer—all within two weeks. The grief I felt was unmatched with anything I’ve faced yet; my heart was broken for so many reasons. I knew God was with me, but I was not okay. I was so far from being okay, or feeling strong, or hanging in there. I was a mess, to say the least. Do you know what helped? I texted a friend and asked if she was free to talk. She called me and I ugly cried, and I poured out everything that I was fearing and feeling. The next day I spoke to another friend for three hours, crying but even laughing a little. Then the next day another friend drove to my city to spend the weekend with me. By Monday, I was smiling and felt lighter, stronger, and sprinkled with goodness, hope, and love.

God was with me, but it was the people He put into my life that He used to uplift and encourage my heart.

Community is a gift to us from God.

If you think all this is a silly overstatement, perhaps you have been hurt/betrayed by other Christians—the community you wanted to trust and be vulnerable with—and found more pain instead of healing. Perhaps, you deeply love God but feel it’s unnecessary to meet with other Christians because God is enough for you. Maybe, you are one of those gifted with spiritual sensitivity and being in the church environment is an overload because of what you feel when you walk into a room full of people. Perhaps, none of these apply to you, and you simply haven’t experienced what it feels like to be part of a community, so you feel indifferent about it.

I don’t know you. I don’t know your story, your past or your present situation, and I’m not going to try to present you with a 3,000-word essay on why all Christians need to go to church every Sunday; this is not the point of this letter. I want you to know you aren’t alone, that Jesus loves the church because it is full of us. We are His church; the people of God. The church is not a building, not a steeple, not a cathedral, not a baptismal site, not anything immobile and breathless. The church is you, and the church is me.

Some personal thoughts I want to make known to you:

If you have experienced pain from us, first I want to ask your forgiveness on behalf of the church body for those who have hurt you, betrayed you, promised you something that never happened, ignored you and all the ways your heart has been broken by the way we lived or behaved towards you.

Second, being part of a church community does not have to look like going to a church meeting on Sundays. I believe the purpose of those meetings, at its core, is to have a safe place where we can gather to express our love for God together and learn from each other in our pursuit of Christ. This could look like meeting at someone’s house on Tuesday evenings with other Christians or in a tent with a crowd on a Friday afternoon. The location and day are irrelevant, because again, “the church” is a people, and it’s where two or more are gathered, God is in the midst. What’s most important is that we gather together, we seek God as a body, we worship Him in one voice, and we go through this life as a team; i.e., “doing life together.”

Third, your spiritual gifts are needed in this community of believers and beyond. Whatever you are feeling, sensing, seeing, dreaming about, creating, writing, hearing—those things you’ve been quiet about, kept hidden, out of fear or even obedience to God—know that those also are a valuable part of this community. I have a friend who can go into any place with people, and the Lord begins to reveal to her what is going on in their lives. Imagine going to a church meeting! It’s sometimes difficult for her, but she asked God to help her to mature in this gift so it would not overwhelm her and show her how she can use it to help others. Now, she has found others with similar gifting, and they commune together. Go at the pace God has set before you and do not be afraid in the ways He has called you. Your gifts are precisely that: a gift to us.

Lastly, I believe there are some who God has told not to attend a church service for a while, and I want to encourage your heart and tell you: you are not crazy, it is only for a season, and God will bring—if He hasn’t already—people in your life who will encourage you on the way. God may be preparing you, filling you, or healing you. In any case, keep going and obeying even if everyone doubts you or questions you. I’ve been there, and know there is such a sweet reward in the end.

Little notes to keep in mind about life within church community:

Embrace the awkward! People are weird, funny creatures and sometimes awkwardness happens. Let it happen and soak it in because it will get better, and those wonderfully awkward moments will soon be few and far between… we hope. That moment when you first meet someone and experience “the awkward hug”? Yep. Embrace it. Literally.

It’s a Give-and-Take environment. Just as you have a desire to be loved, know that others do as well. Community is not only about receiving but about what you can give. You have so much to offer, more than you think. Check out some ways your local church helps the community and consider volunteering once or twice a week. Look for opportunities to bless those around you in the way that feels right to you.

Let people get to know you. Guard your heart, but don’t be afraid to be transparent and vulnerable. Your trust should be earned, but as people gain your trust, let yourself be known to them, little by little. Vulnerability and trust is risky business but have the potential to cultivate deep connections between you and others.

Don’t wait to be pursued. This sounds a little harsh, but I’ve discovered we are all desiring to be known by others, but until one of us decides to be brave and seek out another, we’ll all be waiting around, gathering dust while being un-known. It’s as simple as this: when you want someone to talk to you, talk to someone or when you want another girl to ask you to coffee/tea, invite her to join you instead. Be brave! Take a risk! You never know what it could lead to.

Hurt still happens. I’m sorry, but there is no perfect church, no perfect small group, no perfect bible study or worship team. We are people and imperfect. We are going to say things we wish we could take back, do things that can’t be undone, and make choices that have a profound impact—for better or worse. God’s answer to our choices is Jesus. He will give you what you need and guide you on what to say/do when you hurt others or when others hurt you. Hint: it starts with forgiveness.

Get ready to learn. Bring your ideas and believes to the table but be willing to listen to others—even if you don’t agree with them. Humility will get you further in life and within a community than hanging on to your good ol’ pride. Let people help to lead you, teach you, train you and equip you for this life with God. If you are willing to be open, while never compromising God’s truth, you’ll find even children can become your greatest teachers.

Goodness, I have a lot to say about community! Princesses, thank you for taking the time to read through this letter. My desire is for it to encourage you to pursue God individually AND with the church. I know I speak a lot on this blog about the individual pursuit of God, so the Lord put it on my heart to talk about the communal pursuit of Him. Also, community is truly something God established, for more reasons than just sitting next to each other on Sunday mornings. It’s a source of healing for our spiritual lives, as well as emotionally and physically.

You were created to love and to be loved. Let it happen! There is a place for you here, and so much goodness waiting for you.

With love, Katya

p.s. Today is my birthday, and I’m celebrating it with my friend!

The Communal Pursuit of God was originally published on To All You Princesses

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My Feelings Are Not The Truth

With the start of a new school year, a million thoughts have been running through my head – most of them filled with some vanilla-flavored doubt and topped with a cherry of fear. I’m realizing that these thoughts or feelings are neither my friends nor reality, even though this anxiety feels so real. Lately, I have felt the imposter syndrome, as though I do not belong at my university. Everyone else is brilliant and then there’s me, asking silly questions and already overwhelmed with the work… and it’s only been two weeks. How can I survive four months, 12 months, or two years here? I think about it and I crumble. It’s impossible.

Though I feel this fear, I am choosing to speak the truth:

The Lord is near, this I do know.

I am loved, I know this too.

Jesus has helped me in other impossible situations, I can remember them well.

Has my God ever given me more than I can handle alone? Yes, all the time.

But with Him? I can do all things.

And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. – Philippians 4:7

I declare that my feelings are not the truth, and what I see and feel is not the truth. Only Jesus is the truth.

My hope that all will be well is knowing God has always been with me, will always be with me, and whatever comes my way, He will be there with me too.

My heart may be fluttering but I will lift my hands high and give Him praise on this day.

My knowledge may be lacking but I serve a God of infinite wisdom and understanding who is able to make known to me the things I fail to understand.

Others may see things I do not, but God has created me to see with a unique viewpoint and the ability to celebrate the differences.

My identity is not in my grades or experience but in who God has called me to be: a warrior princess in His army.

God has more in store than I can imagine and will reveal His love and glory to the people on my campus.

I am with Him and He is with me.

This is the good news.

Princesses, you may be feeling similar things or facing other thought-battles, and I may not be able to take away your feelings of panic, fear, or stress but I encourage you to turn to the One who can replace those things with peace, rest, and love and show you the marvelous ways in which He is ready to use you where you are. God’s thoughts and ways are forever greater and higher than ours. There is so much more to come, which is why we face the battles that we do. Be encouraged, my sisters, and look to Jesus and listen to His voice. We can only do these things He has called us to with Him and through Him.

May God give us grace to run this race with excellence, but mostly, to run it with Him, every step of the way.

God bless you.

With love, Katya

My Feelings Are Not The Truth was originally published on To All You Princesses

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Go at your own pace. • Remember the story of the turtle and the rabbit? The rabbit was going so fast down his lane, he felt he had all the time in the world to finish the race, afterall, he was a rabbit and his opponent was a turtle. He took time to eat his snacks, take a nap, explore some other paths, and eventually decided to get back to the race. Lo and behold, that little turtle who was far behind, didn’t detour but kept on his path, he didn’t stop but continued on and you know what? He won that race. • When it comes to writing, I sometimes feel I ought to write more like all these other Instagrammers who write daily. But then God reminds me that I am not in their lane, He has a different schedule for me. Sure, it may look slow to others, but actually, if I go any faster I’ll get a ticket for exceeding God’s speed limit. So, I go at my own pace. • And Princesses, YOUR own pace is perfect. It may look like people around you are superceding you in their life, but stick to your lane, keep going and don’t stop. Climb over the bumps in the road and keep your eyes on the finish line. Don’t worry about what others have already done or all the things they have going on, just do what God has called you to do. Follow Him, be faithful and finish well... and forget about the rabbit. • #ToAllYouPrincesses #TAYPDevo #TAYP #QuotesForGirls #ChristianQuotes #BibleQuotes #GoodNewsFeed #WordOfTruth #DontGiveUp #ReadyToDie #SaveMe #shereadstruth #BeFoundMag #womenwriters #LifeQuotes #LifeGoals #IdentityInChrist #DaughterOfTheKing #WordOfGod #Devotional #soworthliving #HolySpirit #LoveStory #YouGotThis #IAmLovely #worthit #BeBrave #BeEncouraged #rabbitandhare https://www.instagram.com/p/BnKGVrsn1kI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=okz4k6h6ep7c