tiny idiot

thirty-five | kentucky

[toastdd-skittles]

yes hello I would like attention pls but no I don’t want to give any back, okie thank u <3

[toastdd-skittles]

[toastdd-skittles]

7:29am

and the light with all the shadows, combined

[toastdd-skittles]

*cries*

[scottlangs]

thanks for following me but you’re gonna regret it later

[toastdd-skittles]

sometimes it takes me a minute to respond and then other times it takes me 2 years. I do not know what determines this. yes, I really hate it too. thank you for understanding 😅

[toastdd-skittles]

ope

[toastdd-skittles]

5:49pm

[toastdd-skittles]

hi

[toastdd-skittles]

seeing doubles I focus in, feel the warm embrace of skin, twist tongues, feel you in my throat, collapse in the bed held by your ghost

[toastdd-skittles]

9:17pm

[toastdd-skittles]

(blessed be the thief, disguised in skin, and blessed are the fingers that gesture him in.)

[toastdd-skittles]

it’s been an entire year since my dad died, and it feels like no time has passed, yet all the time has passed. grief is such a bitch.

[wolfslambs]

i hate texting let me taste ur blood

[iambad]

obsess over me or die

[toastdd-skittles]

6:09pm

body's numb and I don't feel a thing

[toastdd-skittles]

well I would rather have a broken arm than have my arms around you.

WELL I WOULD RATHER HAVE A BROKEN ARM THAN HAVE MY ARMS AROUND YOU.

[toastdd-skittles]

….My dad died unexpectedly Sunday morning, and my entire world is shattered. …nothing feels okay.

I don’t know why I’m sharing but I feel very alone in this grief, and like everything is too much. Everything feels wrong.