lit rally what is happening you guys

I am bisexual and STUPID. I use female pronouns and BNHA MEMES to get me to my goals. Every life I have ever lived was buck wild from start to finish and this one better commit. Hello world I am small and weak and STUPHED please shake me a little bit gentler than the others thank you.

[toastmasteryep]

Horizon Zero Border Control

In the first area of the game, by Devil’s Grief(?) and around the map border part of the lake, there are HUGE GROUPS OF CORRUPTED SNAPMAWS LINING THE ENTIRE WORLD BORDER IN THE WATER.

[cherrydanish]

Purple.

[toastmasteryep]

Green math, purple English, blue science. People who use orange and pink folders fear nothing and take two AP classes in one year.

[kimboltart]

Bnha Animals +

Aizawa/ Panther, Eri/ Goat, Nejire/ Gazelle, Mirio/ Golden Retriever, Tamaki/ Snow Leopard, Fatgum/ Blakiston Fish Owl, Sir Nighteye/Cat. 

Spinner/ Gecko, Kurogiri/ Elk, Shigaraki/ Rat, Dabi/ Cat, Twice/ Pitbull, Toga/ Vampire Bat, All might/Bald Eagle, All for one/Andean Condor.

[toastmasteryep]

Okay but elk Kurogiri wasnt what I thought i needed but CLEARLY I DID. Also goat Eri im weak

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Hyrule Warriors Egg of Calamity

OKAY BUT CAN WE P L E A S E TALK ABOUT THE GUARDIAN EGG OH MY GOD

[toastmasteryep]

this is our peak ig

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[hyrule-adventurer]

It’s so beautiful 😍

[toastmasteryep]

EGG?? WHAT’S WITH THE EGG?? HEY GUYS WHAT’S GOING ON WITH THE EGG??

[whxtefxngg]

aizawa literally finding the fearless strength to cut his own leg off because he wants to keep protecting and nurturing eri...

[toastmasteryep]

literally all i did was wake up this morning why do i deserve this

[royai]

nothing beats edward elric’s cos look. nothing. literally nothing. i dont want to hear it. whether you like the movie or not. im feral for 1920s parallel universe ed. you will not convince me otherwise. you cannot top this look. i dont wanna hear it. i am plugging my ears

he looks amazing with the vest and the naturalistic prosthetic! he’s a little feral! he looks bored and diluted until he gets that funky vinyl arm whirring! the little clip around his forearm!

THEN THEY GAVE HIM HIS AUTOMAIL. HE PUSHED UP HIS SLEEVES. FERAL FERAL FERAL FERAL FERAL

the cut on his face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[toastmasteryep]

And that’s the facts, can’t argue with that.

[toastmasteryep]

Me: I have the biggest phobia of the ocean and like. It’s depths. And what’s.... in it.... Also me: ....”Top Ten Strangest Noises Heard Underwater”

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Weird Dream I had

people do the @one-time-i-dreamt thingy and im jumping on the wagon because this was odd

So I was a cop/security guard working with a team to protect this expensive whatever-the-fuck from thieves, but like. At a really fancy place? In Britain I guess? But this is where it gets WILD. So the whole thing is SUPER vivid and then a British guard with a spear mistakes me for a thief, I get stabbed, and then I FEEL PAIN. IN THE DREAM. And then I touched the wound later on in the dream, FELT A STICKY LIQUID ON MY HAND, and it HURT AGAIN. I woke up unharmed but confused.

[toastmasteryep]

Fellow Feeling and D:BH

Okay guys time for a deep rant let’s get this bread. So I was walking home from my run when Porter Robinson’s masterpiece, Fellow Feeling, played on my phone. Now if you read the comments on youtube there’s a lot of insightful talk about Porter’s meaning behind the song, and I don’t want to downplay that, but today it reminded me of some things from Detroit: Become Human.

So usually lots of people are most moved by Connor and Markus’ stories, but this time I felt that this song could only truly describe Kara’s route best.

You see, both Connor and Markus’ stories are about being human, when to the eyes of other’s you are nothing but an android; a being incapable of feeling. Kara’s story isn’t like that. Her journey is one of found family and the unconditional love of a mother towards a girl she risked her life to protect.

At the beginning of “Fellow Feeling,” we’re greeted by a gorgeous strings arrangement, not something you’d often see from an EDM artist. This is important, as Kara is the first to truly show humanity and move against her code with almost complete disregard for her own safety. She’s the furthest from robotic from the very beginning. But then we get into the (purposefully) ugly, grating drop. It’s mechanical, harsh, and unforgiving. Nothing like the heart wrenching piece from earlier.

So what does this mean? I said earlier that Kara’s journey is not about choosing to be “human” or “Android,” it’s about love, and protection, who to trust and who is deserving of love. Despite this, despite Kara’s only wish being to protect her daughter, not even to be seen as human- she’s still treated as though she’s damnable for making a choice. For “trying” to be human.

This is where that drop comes in. Kara is surrounded by hatred towards androids, especially deviants, and without even picking a side, one is forced upon her. Her love, her desperation; fought back by ignorant humans’ hatred towards the choice she never actually made. 

There’s never a middle-man, in life. So often we’re forced to pick a side in a war we didn’t start. Kara’s journey is always affected by the choices of humans and deviants alike. Throughout D:BH we fight both sides of the war; Connor’s obligation towards humanity (which, if played right, eventually switches over), and Markus’ dedication to his people, androids who wish to be free, like him. But Kara plays neither to humanity nor to androids; her only wish is to keep Alice safe, and bring her to freedom.

It’s only now that I truly realize how close to real life Detroit: Become Human truly is. How often is it that we force people into two sides of one stupid war? How often is that those people are harmed because of ignorance, and bad choices?

At the end of the day, this post is too long and I am too emotional. But what I really, really want to drive home is this; Kara is every single person who could never just be. Every single person who was either one way or the other, never just a bystander trying to live their life. Kara is the most human character in the entire game, because she represents every single person, at least once in their life.

Fellow Feeling - Porter Robinson: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ardc3nrQMxw

[ap-kinda-lit]

Brain: Hey

Me: No

Brain: I feel like reading fan fiction

Me: I’m literally in the middle of a freaking test right now

Brain: Fine

Me: Thank you

Brain:

Brain:

Brain: Then how about imagining fan fiction?

Me: OH MY GOD I FUCKING SWEAR—

[etchlordsketches]

how?? why are my thoughts copy and pasted onto tumblr???

[toastmasteryep]

shhhhhhhhhhh there is no cause for concern :))

[soothifying-sounds-asmr]

Merry-Go-Round of Life covered by Salma Attaqy

[toastmasteryep]

Merry Go Round of Life is my favorite Ghibli film piece. Nothing calms me down like this song does.

[arriettvs]

spirited away + favorite soundtracks

[toastmasteryep]

Okay but real talk, Joe Hisaishi’s music is absolutely gorgeous. All the music in the ghibli films are heart wrenching and breathtaking. If you’ve never listened to the soundtrack of a ghibli film on it’s own, you’re missing out.

[toastmasteryep]

Y’ALL I finally got out of the boring class I didn’t like fingers crossed “business law” isnt going to be COMPLETELY awful

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update: It’s not completely awful!

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Five minutes after eating my mochi I went “I brought a Popsicle up here too lmao” ....

“OH FUCK ME I BROUGHT A POPSICLE UP HERE TOO-” if not for the chocolate covering it, my popsicle would have been irredeemable