It is only when you fall

Yes....you do actually. Starting to think it's on purpose at this point. And I don't know. I think he's just busy on a case or something. Oh.....I'm not speaking to him because he wanted to screw my ex. Think we had this discussion before. Everyone thinks it's not a big deal but it's the way I feel. Nothing much to really say about it. But I guess since I'm sleeping with a friend's ex I lose my ground to stand on. [shrugs] I'm selfish and do what I want. Nothing new there.

#nothing happened #i moved in with her cause jess was letting some i hate stay here so jessie let me live with her #and llike a week ago i finally moved back home #and jessie is just anti social like a rude bitch

[laughs giving his best attempt at an innocent smile] He disappears for a month at a time while working on a case? That's crazy. We probably did. Yeah, probably not a smart move if you're gonna be pissed at your brother or same thing. [takes out a cigarette] Back to your old ways then?

[reads the newsletter]

Well…when it’s called for I have no other choice but to be less than my normally nice self. [sighs] No, that’s Gabriel. I haven’t seen him in over a month. I kind of miss having him around to be honest. [Izzy and Jerre are sad because their miss Gabriel and Jessie] I had bunch with my brother ‘lijah who I’m not really speaking to presently.

I bring that side out of you a lot then. [Nods] Right, did he move out? [Lorii is sad too she moved out of that Jessie's house and now hasn't seen her in days cause she's anti-social] Why aren't you speaking with him?

#c: isaiah

[reads the newsletter]

Hey! I’m so nice! [pokes Tobias hard in the side and spreads the herpes outbreak….kidding, I hope] Not much. Had an awkward Christmas Brunch with my brother and father. There was a lot of silence and side eyed glances the whole time. Reminded me why I don’t miss family time that much.

You have your moments. [groans swatting at Isaiah's hand.. whatttt?] And now is clearly not one of those moments. Sounds like fun, which brother did you have lunch with? The werewolf one?

#c: isaiah

[reads the newsletter]

Do I have to be jealous to want to hangout with you now that we’re friends again? [shakes his head] Nerds are so rude. But yeah I get it. I do the same when I want to go visit Grandma Anyanka in Rio. Always good to see the people you miss when you have the free time.

#thats a good thing right now bc my gifs are taking forever to loa #load*#c: isaiah

Nope. [laughs rolling his eyes] And models are so polite. Mhm and holidays always seem like a good time to visit. What did you end up doing?

@Tobias

No. I didn’t want to be close to alcohol, but also glad I didn’t anyway because it is not my type of party.

You don't drink either?

#c: alec

[reads the newsletter]

Cool. So you’re saying your LA friends deserve more time with you than your New York ones? So not fair.

You almost sound jealous, Is'. I've been spending most of my time here and when I do go to LA it was for work, figured it was time to be social.

#c: isaiah

[reads the newsletter]

So I know what’s being said and when I need to be ready for some sort of backlash. [shrugs] Doesn’t matter. I’m more interested in where exactly you’ve been lately?

#good job bby #sleep is important! i loves it #months later :P #c: isaiah #brb going to the store and stuff

Sounds annoying. I've been in LA, figured I should head home see my friends over the holidays and spend some time at the office.

@Tobias

There was a a party here. Good that you didn’t go, I think. It was just a place for everybody to have sex.

Ahh, not really my thing so you're right, good thing I didn't bother going. Did you end up there?

#c: alec #kay

[reads the newsletter]