Toni- "I'll get there when I'm ready."

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My new favorite snack. Thank you

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Sometimes being alone with your thoughts is the worst.

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Each step makes a difference.

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Self motivation is hard

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Sometimes just feel like taking a picture

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So happy to wake up not in pain. Dry socket is no joke.

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Been a week since my wisdom teeth have been removed still having what I think is too much jaw pain. But I am told at this point that it’s normal... I don’t like it. So due to the pain and pain medication this last week before going back to work next week has not been productive. Though not going to lie being able to just lying around has been nice, though is now beginning to make me feel lazy. Funny how doing the thing you should be doing makes me feel bad 🤦🏽‍♀️

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What’s a Thursday without a heavy pit of depression.

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Breakfast journaling. Time to get the thoughts out.

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That prefect combination of coffee and creamer, let’s me know things are gonna be alright ☺️☕️... at least for this moment 😛

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Almost two months into the quarantine. Can’t say that I am mad about being “forced” to stay home. Now I just don’t feel guilty about not doing things. Though I do feel regret for not doing things prior to. So yeah lots of emotions all jumbled up together. I know this time is very stressful and has put people in dangerous situations. Me and my family are very fortunate during this time.

#BlessedBe

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Rough start to the New Year

January was not my friend.  The sudden passing of my niece, passing of Nathan’s grandfather, and Bristol.  So much loss and heart ache in a very short period time. The mixture of sadness and guilt weighs heavy on me. I never seem to be in the right place at the right time. 

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End of of October and trying to get back on track. Year 40 did not start out well for me but time to take back control

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https://thefab.page.link/XL7s

Gettin my shit together