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Why? That is my biggest question. I find myself always coming back to this one word. Why. And I found out what's going on with this word... No one knows or can predict the future to the point of why what's going on or how come this happened. Fuck it; I'm drunk. I'm sorry Do not for one instance think I don't love you. You are my best friend. I've had plenty of friends in my life but honesty; you're it. I cannot stress that anymore than I have I hate that when I act like a sadist,you fall short of everything that I personally am trying to achieve. I have come to the realization that I get pleasure from slight pain. I'm sick and that's not fair One thing I also came to realize is that I should not get pleasure from your emotional distress. You know I will fall to your feet and worship the ground you walk. I'm hurting you became I'm hurt. I don't know why but I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.
