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felt like i should make a new pinned post thing.......

so like....yo im toki, but u can also call me shigo, fear, n lee. i go by, xe/xym, they/them, it/its, n sometimes he/him. im bi-greyromantic, lithrosexual, n polyamorous. im dating some1 irl, but i might date more ppl in the future.

i have a bunch of f/os, u can find my list of them here 

https://mypreciousss.carrd.co/

if we share any romantic 1s thats completely fine, but if me sharing a romantic f/o w/ u makes u uncomfy feel free 2 block me!! i dont mind!!

yes im a kinnie, n lisas my id kin (if u didnt guess by the url)

also plz read my carrd, its very epic

extra image:

s-s-sorry, b-bye.........(cries emo-ly)

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thinking about the bpd azula canon your honor

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LOVELY LAUREN IS STILL A PRICK

posting it here bc i know i have more followers on this account

im so fucking done w/ ppl not calling out her shit <3

(the video is of a guy saying “you need to shut the fuck up”)

JESUS. FUCKING. CHRIST.

done w/ this shit

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came back onto tumblr just to say this

hey!! maybe implying that im using my trauma as an excuse to attack people is a dick move, especially since thats what you just did!! oh, and ALSO especially when the op (me) is a severely schizophrenic nonbinary 15 year old!! 

YOU ARE 19. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOW BETTER THAN TO FUCKING ATTACK ME, A MINOR, WHO IS FOUR YEARS YOUNGER THAN YOU <3

anyway waiting on that apology asshole <3 <3

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rbing this until my attacker owns up 2 their fucking actions. i dont care if i do this 4 10 fucking years, i just want my fucking apology already

also, im not calling your trauma propaganda, im calling your romanticization of pedophilia and incest equivalent to the effects of propaganda. just a pro tip <3

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we r only mutuals but,,,, h people treating u like this is pretty bad esp after your on hiatus/leaving

sdfghjhfdfgh yeah tbh

sorry i dont have much 2 add sdfghjhgfds

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xcvhjhdfgdfghjmkjh ty,,,this shit brought back anger from back when i 1st got out of my bio fathers custody that i thought i got rid of n honestly??? im in hell <3 so i rlly appreciate all of the support

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I’m so sorry people are being absolutely gross to you, I hope your feeling better soon dude <3

sSDFGHJSDFGHJHGFD TY,,,n dont worry im trying 2 deal w/ this shit. wont stop until i get my apology <3

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came back onto tumblr just to say this

hey!! maybe implying that im using my trauma as an excuse to attack people is a dick move, especially since thats what you just did!! oh, and ALSO especially when the op (me) is a severely schizophrenic nonbinary 15 year old!! 

YOU ARE 19. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOW BETTER THAN TO FUCKING ATTACK ME, A MINOR, WHO IS FOUR YEARS YOUNGER THAN YOU <3

anyway waiting on that apology asshole <3 <3

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came back onto tumblr just to say this

hey!! maybe implying that im using my trauma as an excuse to attack people is a dick move, especially since thats what you just did!! oh, and ALSO especially when the op (me) is a severely schizophrenic nonbinary 15 year old!! 

YOU ARE 19. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOW BETTER THAN TO FUCKING ATTACK ME, A MINOR, WHO IS FOUR YEARS YOUNGER THAN YOU <3

anyway waiting on that apology asshole <3 <3

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im gonnastop posting in a bit but i stil have something 2 say

4 the person who implied that my truama was an excuse 2 attack ppl??? thats exactly?? whaht u did??? also???

im sorry????? 4 being sexually ab/sed??????? by myb iological father?????? 4 six fucking years???????? n going thru unimaginalbe fucking trama??? n destorying friendships n even trying 2 fucking kill myslef @ 1 point???????? oh my god fuck u i coudlve tried 2 killed myself again 2night

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anywauy i might be omoving accounts or just leavinig tumblr entirely

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Honestly, just stop playing the victim already 🤦

OH IM PLAYING THE IVCTIM?????? AS IF OYU GUYS ARENY OPENING UP OLD WOUNDS THATH AVE TKAKEN YEARS TO HEAL

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one of these days my ipmulisiveness and inability to ithkn befoe i act is gonna kill me nad aybe thats for the bettertr :)

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a pro-shipper just reblogged 1 of my posts which was hm! not good! so just a reminder 4 ppl w/o common sense: fiction does, in fact, affect reality. as a csa victim it makes me feel like shit 2 know that shit like incest, pedophilia, abuse, n r/pe r sexualized n when said fetishizers r told 2 stop theyre just like “nO bEcAuSe FiCtIoN dOeSnT aFfEcT rEaLiTy!!!!!!!11!!111!!111111!1111!!!!!!!!” like yeah it does wtf. stop fetishizing shit like csa plz. yet again this is coming from a literal fucking csa victim plz stop.

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an important addition:

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@the-cartoonangel fuck you <3 i have no fear in mentioning u in this. yet again this is coming from an actual csa victim so in the end all of ur arguments r bullshit bc some1 who has gone thru the exact shit that u romanticize is right in front of u. also yet again, fuck you.

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What was your post so I could delete it

You could have ask me to delete your post and I would have

You don’t need to call me out on it I happily deleted it

I’m not going to fight with you or argue I’m sorry that I share your post

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you didnt rb any of my posts. however some1 elses post appeared on my dash detailing some shit uve said lol <3 as a csa victim it hurt me 2 know that some1 would genuinely romanticize that shit. so like. stop mayb? or get off of tumblr

[piccolozonlyhusband]

Hey, sexual abuse survivor here. Your gross for making it like they don’t got csa, maybe… Don’t.

[moopityscoop]

Hey, another CSA survivor here, op is disgusting. For calling out someone that would have gladly taken down their post, and for comparing irl abuse to fictional abuse.

[pleasedonthurtcjstar]

I am not a survivor so I don’t think I have the right to say anything but I will reblog because I agree with moop

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Well I AM a survivor and OP is intentionally trying to traumatize someone else and use their abuse to justify it which is 💖 nasty 💖 and makes the rest of us look bad. Also! The fucking audacity. Just because YOU like reducing YOUR trauma to the impact of a 13 year old fangirls wattpad fanfiction doesn’t mean the rest of us do! In fact, I PERSONALLY find that to be a cruel and rude attack on trauma that diminishes and makes a mockery of what I went through. The fucking audacity.

What I went through was REAL. What I went through was HURTFUL. What I went through will follow me until I DIE.

YOU can say that YOUR trauma was as impactful as someone’s fanart but MY trauma was more and you are NOT allowed to imply it was anything less than real, impactful, and SERIOUS.

The fact you can sit here and say otherwise is sick. Fuck you, OP. My trauma is more than that. Never even fucking imply otherwise ever again.

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OHM YO GDO

STOP TRELOBGING TIHS

I MAIDE ITIHS WHEN I WAS UFKCING NAGRY OVER OSMETHING PLEASOE OSPT

IM OABUT TO FUCKING CRIY PLEAAAAAASEEEEEEE

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a pro-shipper just reblogged 1 of my posts which was hm! not good! so just a reminder 4 ppl w/o common sense: fiction does, in fact, affect reality. as a csa victim it makes me feel like shit 2 know that shit like incest, pedophilia, abuse, n r/pe r sexualized n when said fetishizers r told 2 stop theyre just like “nO bEcAuSe FiCtIoN dOeSnT aFfEcT rEaLiTy!!!!!!!11!!111!!111111!1111!!!!!!!!” like yeah it does wtf. stop fetishizing shit like csa plz. yet again this is coming from a literal fucking csa victim plz stop.

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an important addition:

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hey can uh??? ppl stop interacting w/ this post??? cuz i??? h8??? getting notifications 4 it???

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there wasnt an iceberg 4 lisa yet so i did what i had 2 do

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@dilsaoz​ oh yeah fuckin go 4 it. also abt it salvation ranger thing i sorta ummm was running out of space 4 the higher up 1s,,,so i may or may not have just shoved it @ the bottom rip

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NKBFNKGNKF That’s understandable!

Maybe I’ll ask a few friends who are into LISA to contribute to it! It’d be really cool if a bunch of people just got together and compiled a bunch of stuff! (I’d also love some explanations for a few of the things on this list - if you’re comfortable IMing or something it’d be cool!)

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Check out the hopeful server but no1 will call u slurs community on Discord - hang out with 10 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

more n more ppl have been getting in2 hopeful lately so i might as well repost the invite 4 this

the official hopeful server SUCKS dont go in there