hi, welcome to my headcanon based elle tomkins of netflix's the society. my name is reh , 20 , she/her. elle is an a.buse survivor and while I won't rp it whatsoever, it might be mentioned. proceed with caution.
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@tohmkinss
hi, welcome to my headcanon based elle tomkins of netflix's the society. my name is reh , 20 , she/her. elle is an a.buse survivor and while I won't rp it whatsoever, it might be mentioned. proceed with caution.
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— @irreparabiles sent : “ you’re still healing. it’s only natural you don’t trust anyone, yet. ” / helena
the ballerina crosses her arms, a discreet way of comforting herself. something she learned to do so she wouldn't lose her mind. sometimes elle feels hopeless, like even though she's not under his grasp anymore he's still there to torment her, like he still won. “ I just… they can't all be like him. I know that, I know it. ” there's no one like him, it's the truth. there can't be. “ but still… it's like, everytime someone tries to get close I just begin to wonder, you know? like, why me? because he picked me… ” her voice becomes shaky, tears welling on her eyes, as she remembers the past. “ he picked me for a reason and I'm just sitting here wondering if the next guy will end up doing the same. and it's not fair. ” shaky hand reaches up to wipe the falling tears. “ when will I ever be free from him, helena? ”
verse specific starter call. comment an emoji for starter in one of the following available verses. multis specify.
modern / fandomless 🏙️
the society 🩰
euphoria ✨
fear street pt 1 🚑
fear street pt 2 ⛺
scream 💀
— @irreparabiles sent : “ do you think you’ll ever be able to forgive him for what he did? ” / allie
the question is not out of the blue but it still caughts elle off guard. she never thought about it because she never needed to, she already knew the answer. “ no, I don't think so. ” it's clear by her voice that that is final. she won't forgive him, she has no intention to. “ there's no forgiving a person like him. he doesn't deserve it and I don't think he will ever be sorry, so no. ” it invokes a deep seeded anger in her to admit that, to think about how she'll never get any sort of apology from campbell, who took so much of her. for most people, an apology equals a closure. the sort of thing someone needs in order to move on. but she doesn't believe anything he says will give her closure anyway, so she would rather settle for helping take him down. “ I meant what I said, you know? I'll make sure you get what you deserve. you and him. ”
𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝙳𝙾 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙽𝙴𝙴𝙳 𝚃𝙾 𝙱𝙴 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴𝙳 ?
carefully, like a gentle rain on dry earth
you've been left beaten down and by someone you really trusted and loved, so now love doesn't come easy for you. you want it to. you want to love and be loved, but you're not sure you remember how. so you need someone else to take the lead. they have to be gentle and sweet and patient. they have to watch out for you, and make sure youre doing okay, because most days you feel a little fragile, if not totally shattered. but someone will come along who will put those pieces back together again.
people being nice to elle | request by anonymous
Euphoria S00E02 ‘Fuck Anyone Who’s Not a Sea Blob’
i thought the "fatherr when can i leave to live on my ownnnn" was just a tt audio,, but its actually a trailer for a movie 😭😭
Send in 📜 and I’ll use this incorrect quotes generator using your muse and my muse. (Please specify how many muses//which muses for multimuse blogs!!)
to learn what we fear - is to learn who we are ( horror defies our boundaries & illuminates our souls ) / hauntsings : a multimuse by aria .
UNREQUITED, FALSE ASSUMPTIONS & PINING PROMPTS
TO EACH OTHER
❝ i love you. and i know you don’t feel that way about me and that’s okay i just. i wanted to get to say it at least once. ❞
❝ what are you talking about— of course i love you? ❞
❝ but i do love you. i always have. i just thought you didn’t feel that way so i never said anything. ❞
❝ look i…i do care about you. a lot. and i wish i could love you that way. i really do but i just, i’ve never seen you like that. ❞
❝ …you love me? ❞
❝ why didn’t you ever say anything? ❞
❝ i did! i loved you. and i thought you didn’t feel that way so i moved on. i’m with someone now. why…why did you wait so long? ❞
❝ why did you wait so long to tell me how you feel? ❞
❝ i love you! okay? i’ve been so fucking in love with you for longer than i can remember. ❞
❝ you should have told me how you felt. ❞
❝ actually i…there was a little while there where i had this horrible crush on you. if i’d known this was how you were feeling i would’ve gone for it. ❞
❝ please don’t say it. i know you don’t love me. i don’t expect you to, but just. don’t make me have to hear you say it. ❞
❝ i’ve loved you for so long…i don’t remember what it was like to not be in love with you. ❞
❝ i can’t say no to you. and it’s just not fair. ❞
❝ please, don’t be cruel. i love you. like really love you. so if i’m just some passing curiosity for you…don’t. don’t say anything at all. ❞
❝ you don’t get it. i want the whole package with you. i don’t wanna be some fling you forget about in a few months. ❞
❝ do you know how long i’ve waited for you? ❞
❝ i don’t need you to love me back. i just want you to be able to accept that this is how i feel. ❞
❝ why did you think i wouldn’t love you back? ❞
❝ will you just slow down a minute! i’m trying to tell you i love you too. ❞
❝ i wouldn’t have been messing around with anyone else if i knew about this sooner. ❞
❝ will you stop crying so i can kiss you already? ❞
❝ honestly i’d never thought about it…i just need time to think it over. ❞
❝ i hadn’t ever taken the time to think about it. but…that doesn’t mean i couldn’t love you. ❞
❝ i just need to know. do you love me? or have i just been making this all in my head? ❞
❝ i love you. please don’t say anything yet. you don’t need to say anything. ❞
❝ no— they weren’t lying. i do. i love you. but i didn’t want you to find out like that. i didn’t want you find out at all, actually. ❞
❝ look can you just forget about it? okay? yeah i’m in love with you. big deal. it happens. ❞
❝ yes i love you. i’ll get over it. ❞
❝ are you…are you really over me? cause, that’d actually really suck because i’m not over you. ❞
❝ look, i know you love me. but you shouldn’t. ❞
❝ you are far too good to love someone like me. you’ll find someone better. ❞
TO/FROM A THIRD PARTY
❝ if that’s how you feel about them why not just say it? take a chance. wouldn’t you rather know one way or the other? ❞
❝ this whole time i didn’t see them…i didn’t see what was right in front of me and now it might be too late. ❞
❝ i love them so much it hurts. ❞
❝ love shouldn’t hurt this much. this whole thing is just consuming you in a way that isn’t healthy. ❞
❝ you either need to make a move or let them go. ❞
❝ this isn’t good for you. you can’t keep pouring yourself into someone who doesn’t even know you exist. ❞
❝ you do see how they look at you, right? ❞
❝ don’t you realize they’ve been in love with you for years? ❞
❝ they love you, dumbass. ❞
❝ look i’m so fed up with everyone knowing you two love each other except you. go kiss them or shut the fuck up about it. ❞
❝ just take a chance. you might be surprised. ❞
ACTIONS/SCENARIOS
[ CONFESSION ] for sender to interrupt receiver’s confession of love by kissing them.
[ CONFESSED ] for receiver to interrupt sender’s confession of love by kissing them.
[ STOP ] for sender to try and walk away, afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but receiver grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss.
[ STOPPING ] for receiver to try and walk away, afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but sender grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss.
[ CONFRONTING ] for receiver to confront sender after a third party told receiver that sender is in love with them.
[ DRAMATICS ] for a near death experience to drive receiver to confess their feelings to sender.
[ SEE ] for receiver to be hurt and realize sender loves them because of the way they’re taking care of them.
[ EAVESDROP ] for receiver to overhear a conversation where sender talks about their feelings for them.
[ HUSH ] for sender to ramble about their feelings and how they know it isn’t requited only for receiver to put a hand over their mouth so they’ll be quiet long enough for them to explain they love them too.
[ AWAKEN ] for receiver to not think they feel the same way but realize after a simple hookup with sender that they’re in love with them to.
[ CASUAL ] for sender to want to sleep with receiver to get it out of their system. but receiver winds up catching feelings to because of it.
[ TENSION ] for muses who have been pining for each other to finally have sex for the first time.
[ BREAK ] sender can’t take it anymore and kisses receiver out of nowhere.
[ FREE ] receiver can’t take it anymore and kisses sender out of nowhere.
[ TRY ] sender has confessed their feelings and receiver tries kissing them to see how they feel.
[ TRYING ] receiver has confessed their feelings and sender tries kissing them to see how they feel.
— @waesteland sent : ❝ what are you doing— come inside before you catch a cold. ❞ ( gwen )
elle stood outside, rain falling down heavily, showing no signs of stopping. with eyes closed and head tilted up, elle let herself enjoy the light pour. she takes a deep breath as she realizes that this, the soft touch of the raindrops on her skin, is the softest she's been touched in a long time. it reminds her of a taylor swift song, from an album she got for her birthday a few years ago. in this increasingly pouring rain, she can finally breathe, if only temporally.
elle's eyes open up again with the sound of gwen calling her, and she doesn't respond to it at first, wanting to enjoy just a little bit more. but she knows the other girl is right, and she really can't stay there forever, as much as she wants to. “ yeah, I'm going. ” with a last glance towards the sky, elle walks back inside, she reaches up towards her face, wiping away the droplets with the sleeve of her sweater. “ you don't have to worry about me, you know? I'll be fine. ”
pre-dawn raid aka the best fucking scene of the series
for those who’ve been hurt … sentence starters
tw: victim-blaming / dismissing hurt. change pronouns / wording as needed
“You deserved better.”
“You’ve lost a lot, haven’t you?”
“I mean, you hurt them a lot, too.”
“I won’t hurt you the way they did.”
“You deserve to feel safe. And happy.”
“There’s nothing wrong with being wary.”
“You never shouldn’t been treated that way.”
“They aren’t here. they can’t hurt you, again.”
“How long are you going to let this affect you?”
“I know you don’t trust me, yet, and that’s okay.”
“I’m sorry. I want to earn your trust back. Please.”
“No, I’m not upset with you, why would you — oh.”
“You’ve been through a lot. It’s okay. We’ll take it slow.”
“Why can’t you just get over it? It happened so long ago.”
“You haven’t said a word since it happened. Are you okay?”
“You’re still healing. It’s only natural you don’t trust anyone, yet.”
“Why didn’t you ever tell someone what you were going through?”
“What happened to you was unfair… it’s okay to be angry about it.”
“Do you think you’ll ever be able to forgive them for what they did?”
“You’re a better person than they ever were, and this just proves it.”
“If you ever want to talk about it, you know I’ll always be here to listen.”
“You’re safe here. I know it’ll take you a while to believe it, but you are.”
“Just because they hurt you doesn’t mean everyone else is out to get you, too.”
“I know you’ve been hurt in the past, and I promise, I’ll never let that happen, again.”
“Cry. Scream. Break something if you need to. Just… you need to process this somehow.”
do you guys ever get anxious about following new blogs??? like i want to follow more people and such but whenever i get like "uhh should i follow them?? what if they don't want ME to follow them???" and i know that couldn't be more far from reality but uhh idk
— @fezcko : ❝ can we just table this conversation? ❞
there's a quick sinking feeling in her stomach, it happens everytime someone politely (and other times not very politely) cuts her off, when they try to be nice about it but she knows they just want to stop talking or go away. she started policing herself because of it, never being too big, but sometimes, when she gets even a little comfortable around someone, elle forgets it. “ y-yeah, sure. no problem. ” she awkwardly sits there for a second before reaching into her pocket, might as well just rush up. “ uhm, here. ” she extends a hand with the money, figured she'd just pay for the small amount of substance she had bought and go back to her own hidden spot and leave him be.
WHILE SHE STARTS TO CRY, MASCARA RUNNING DOWN HER LITTLE BAMBI EYES.
[ … ] HOW I HATE THOSE GUYS.
ind. & priv. elle tomkins of the society, fandomless based & multifandom friendly. loved by reh.