Roommate Keyholder - Chapter 15
That night I was tossing and turning. Having my cock locked again so soon after my first orgasm in three weeks had quite the effect on me. I really couldnât collect my thoughts. I was swinging between arousal and anxiety. On the one hand, I was super happy that I was in this situation, to have a boyfriend and a keyholder. Two amazing guys that gave me exactly what I had been fantasizing about all this time. Still, there was this nagging voice in my head that made me question whether I had rushed in this situation too fast. Was I really ready to give up so much control over my sex life?
Greg must have felt that something wasnât sitting right with me, because he asked me the next day if everything was all right. I hesitated.
âPaul, part of our agreement was that you would be honest with me. This whole domination thing canât work if I donât know what goes through your mind.â
He was right. So, I explained my concerns as best as I could. I tried to make sure that he knew that this wasnât his or Mikeyâs fault. That they were doing everything exactly the way I had always hoped. That it was just that the reality of my situation was setting in and I was having a small moment of panic.
âIf you want to, we can set pause this thing?â, he offered. âMaybe we did rush things a bit.â
âNo!â, I almost shouted. As soon as he had said it, I knew that that was absolutely not what I wanted. We talked some more and Greg was really understanding that it was just a bit much. I was sure that this wouldnât last long and was partially because I had just shot my load and was back to square one. Once I was locked for a few days, I would be back to my submissive, horny self, I assured him.
Still, he reiterated that he would be willing to let me off the hook for a while until I was sure again that this was what I wanted. Even that kind of helped. Knowing that he cared enough about my sanity in this situation was a comforting feeling.
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