[tombees]

freddie he/him toxic tubbling

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[tombees]

just be glad ur heated rivalry hyperfixation didn’t become an actual hockey hyperfixation like for me. genuinely awful

im definitely hockey adjacent rn but i don't have the attention span to ever sit down and watch a game which is probably the only thing saving me. but i absorb a lot from hockey stantwt which my twitter thinks i want to see

[tombees]

Also still smoshin it in general. amangela (lesbian smosh rpf) has gone somewhat mainstream lately which makes me feel crazy because ive been shipping it for yearssssszzzz and it just reaffirms my world view that rpfing is A precious ritual to be kept close to the heart not broadcast across the world. because when you get too big for your boots you get the real people involved saying "guys this is weird you don't know what friendship looks like 🙄"

[tombees]

what freddie tombees has been up to

- finished my first year of college through much strife

- taking summer classes now fml

- turned 20 (which makes it 5 years/half a decade since i started this blog)

- heated rivalry hyperfixation that has lasted more than eight months yeah it's bad.

- also still into marvel/sambucky against my will. i think it's calcified in my soul now

- working on sewing a sayaka miki cosplay

- writing a lot of fanfiction still& never putting that damn pen down

- listening to audrey hobert

[tombees]

Also now I'm getting averageharry edits on my fyp. We are never getting out of here man

[tombees]

The issue with clingyduo nostalgia is you can miss it but you can never ever rewatch half of it. you know what they say. you can go back to the past but wilbur soot will be there

[tombees]

when a clingyduo edit uses that clip from when they first met and tubbo goes he just got me 10 followers!!!!!! I actually want to pull out every single one of my hair follicles

[tombees]

i can't get in the tommy squad. There are real genuine tears in my eyes as I type this

[tombees]

when a clingyduo edit uses that clip from when they first met and tubbo goes he just got me 10 followers!!!!!! I actually want to pull out every single one of my hair follicles

[tublinu]

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8tYPR6q/

saw this and thought of you

clingyduo my clingyduoooo :(

[tombees]

its the first day of my period and i just spent half an hour scrolling clingyduo edits on tiktok instead of doing my psychology homework

[tombees]

i cant stand it guys i miss clingyduo mcc i miss tubbathon i miss the dream fucking smp. No I don't miss the dsmp actually i miss origins though. i miss clingyduo. I don't want to go to college

[tombees]

its the first day of my period and i just spent half an hour scrolling clingyduo edits on tiktok instead of doing my psychology homework

[tombees]

i've seen a bunch of posts on main comparing tubbo with angela after his crashout and then saying it's just minecraft and i'm an adult today

i think they're actually kindred spirits like their souls came from the same little ladybug in a past life. And I was an aphid that they ate.

[tombees]

Also I think it's really funny how much the general cultural consciousness has come around to rpf and celebrity sexuality truthing. We got our asses beat in my day for saying in private what people are saying in broad daylight now. Don't they know I paved these streets for them?

[tombees]

Despite everything this blog was lowkey the ideal fandom experience for me. Well not really the death threats were bad. But it was really fun to be able to speak my mind and have a constant dialogue about fandom culture and be able to observe everything from my little tower. I find even now that fandom and fame continues to fascinate me and I always want to talk about it but there will probably never truly be a space like this again.... Wild the things we take for granted when we're 15

[tombees]

happy birthday tubbo. got my wisdom teeth out today in his honor<3

[tombees]

I FELL ASLEEEERPPPPP but im so happy

[tombees]

Something abt jack presenting the award is making me really emotional like my streamer men....they didn't know when they met they'd be winning awards for playing their favorite game... and everyone's reaction to tubbo winning like everyone's soo happy for him 😭😭 im so glad despite everything he's still surrounded by people who love him that's all i ever want

[tublinu]

i’m genuinely going to cry tubbo toby smith tubbolive you deserve everything good in the world