ok so i might come back to this blog someday but if youre still active n follow me i just wanted u to know, i moved like idk 3-4 years ago and my wifi is awful which is why i went inactive if i never said that um so maybe if i ever get better internet ill come back?? but also like, i dont need tumblr as much as i used to, which is a bittersweet feeling
after this i plan to log out indefinitely, tho i might log back on someday (whether sooner or later), so messaging me wont really help :( i guess the best way if you want to contact me to get my fb if we used to be mutuals/close would me my insta @a.m.r.d
ok everyone else can stop reading now byeeeee
so i know this is a long shot but there are two people who i really did dirty and miss and i don’t think i have any way of contacting them anymore and i don’t think they want to talk to me anymore, but i dont have anything left to lose and i wanted to let you know if you still check up on me like i occasionally do with you:
emily - uh yeah i dont know where things went wrong, im sure thats on me bc i had a lot of drama in hs looking back on it, and i was going through some shit and took it out on you. youre incredibly down to earth, and i miss you a bunch. i dont know if you can ever look at me the same way again, but your friendship meant a lot to me.
colette - sorry. idk what else to say. i think i wrote you a year or two ago, and you blocked me or didnt respond or something but. sorry. i never wanted to hurt you, or make you feel uncomfortable, or lose you as a friend.
i think about you two often, and it still hurts a lot, not having closure and not knowing where we stand. i still look at old rp things, and photos of us, and wish i could’ve changed how i had done EVERYTHING. i did a lot of stupid shit and i understand if it’s hard to forgive me, but i want to apologize and i hope that you’ll give me a chance, because you guys deserve better than what i did. maybe im making a mountain out of a molehill but idc anymore. i hope the both of you are all right. i doubt you’ll ever see this, but i want to do everything i can in at least finding closure for the both of us, if that’s all right. i would keep trying to find ways to fix things, or talk to you, if i knew how to and had the stamina, but it’s been a long time and i think this might be the last time i try. i’m still bad with people, and I have anxiety, not to mention that i don’t know if you’ll ever talk to me again even if i try, which is justified but i hope i can change your mind and that want to try again. i’m gonna try following you guys, just so i can hope that you’ll see this, i promise im not trying to make some grand gesture i just don’t know how to go about it. if you ever see this, in a couple of minutes or days or months or years, i am always willing to talk and figure things out. ALWAYS. please, if you ever see this, talk to me. i really want to make things right, and at least try and see if we can be good friends again. i would be honored if you gave me one more chance. you know my facebook
why does everyobody chose to ignore the fact that harry has made a permanent lyric change in little things I mean there wasn’t one single concert this tour where he didn’t changed the lyrics to “you still have to squeeze into your jeans AND you’re perfect to me” I don’t know I just think this says a lot about him
watch me be in the papers at the dunkirk premiere like: “harry's crazy fan! brings knife to premiere! she screamed ‘i just want him to stab me!’ for FIVE hours!”
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