It's me, tomodachichan, again

just your friendly neighborhood trans girl she/her(maybe they)

[tobsterthelobster]

poemsss

sorry to inconvenience you.

panicked posts deleted within 10 minutes,

shaky words and paranoid eyes.

lurking around hoping u wont be bothered by me.

thats the last thing i want.

im sorry to inconvenience you.

deleting everything praying you will like me if im silent.

if i don’t talk i cant annoy you after all.

sore ribs and arms that feel buzzy and light.

forcing fingers down my throat. 

making myself smaller so i will not inconvenience you.

long showers where i fear i might pass out.

if i do i hope i hit my head and don’t get back up.

cant inconvenience you if im dead after all.

sorry to inconvenience you.

[tomodachichan6]

I'm a very shy girl but also incredibly open with like, pretty much anything if you ask.

[purpurpurpuria-deactivated20240]

i’ll cum tribut your last blog (i’m not doing that.) :pensive:

i dont think tributes are a think people do in mourning but. i mean whatever helps you cope king

[tomodachichan6]

Cum tribute me at my funeral

[qphrodiite-deactivated20250103]

we should have sex for every time i get terminated (it will be a lot of sex)

stop getting termed fuckwit

[puppup-purpuria]

more sex

[qphrodiite-deactivated20250103]

omw

[qphrodiite-deactivated20250103]

@purpurpurpuria I'm waiting

[purpurpurpuria-deactivated20240]

this one doesnt count i didnt get termed i deleted my own account tyvm

[tomodachichan6]

Some poor moderator at tumblr is so deeply depressed that you stole their job from them. You monster.

[tobsterthelobster]

ungodly god.

ungodly god.

you created the world,

grew flowers,

fostered storms,

watched the bird and the fish.

but you are an ungodly god.

you, with your harsh hands

wrapped gracelessly around my throat.

you with your swift blows and mean words.

the stares and taunts.

you are an ungodly god,

if you are god at all.

sometimes i think you just tell that to me so ill beg like a dog at your feet;

so that you can make me into your sacrificial lamb. 

broken temples where your name was once proclaimed.

corpses of those like me that you have left to wither and rot under the hot sun.

you bury us in mass graves and sweep our memories under the rug.

while you, with your silver tongue and words like honey trap another lamb for your sick and twisted game.

[sillythes]

i think this poem slapped and yall should read it so i am subjected u all to my trauma

[tomodachichan6]

Meant to be on earlier, but I've had a lot of unexpected stuff going on today. Love you all!

[tomodachichan6]

I'M STILL HERE! AMAZING!

Gonna stay pretty low profile for now, see how that works out. Hopefully I'll be around for a while this time.

[tomodachichan6]

brooo what r they doing to u 😭😭

Tumblr hates me so much :'(

[cute-catts]

[tomodachichan6]

Would be lovely to know why this keeps happening, even if I haven't done anything

[tomodachichan6]

am I back now? For realises? ffs...