NeverLand

@tomorrow-shall-come

I'm Tori. I could tell you how I am a previous self-harmer, somewhat damaged, and have high expectations, but I'd rather you know that my car's name is Toby, I could live off of those pretzel-bites in the mall, and that I write the majority of my life into poems. I am currently learning to love all of me, even if I don't like every part of me. Sometimes I am foolish and have hopeful eyes, while other times I lock myself inside of my head. Neither are great occurrences. It's the times in-between, where I find myself smiling at a ladybug, laughing with my closest friends or just jamming out to a really great song as I drive through backroads, that I know I'm doing alright. So welcome to my Neverland.

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tswiftnz

For 20, Taylor (who is low key the queen of all celebrations big or small, they’re always tasteful as fuck and she thinks of everything, she should probably just be a professional party planner) actually threw me the most perfect party at ZZ’s next to Carbone in New York – it’s like a tiny 15 person oyster bar, and all my best friends in the city came, like a bunch of weirdos who I adore, and we danced to pop music, and ate yum food, and Aziz made sure everyone drank Penicillins all night, because those are my favourite cocktail. And if that isn’t true love, I don’t know what is.

Lorde on Taylor throwing her a 20th birthday party (x)

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TS6

I hope it’s dark I hope it’s moody I hope it’s sexy I hope it’s weird I hope it’s fierce I hope it’s unapologetic I hope it’s powerful I hope it breaks the soul of every person who has ever done her wrong

I hope it feels like freedom

lifeinpoetry

I write too fast, because it’s hard to say. And I might not get all the light in, if I don’t hurry.

Alice Notley, from “If the Real is So Real Why Isn’t It,” Certain Magical Acts (via lifeinpoetry)

thelovejournals

Do not allow him to consume you. If he does not call, go to sleep. If he does not message, put your phone away and have a fantastic day anyway. If he acts distant when you are with him and refuses to tell you what is wrong, don’t wait for him, go home and do something you love. If he tries to insinuate you do not need your friends now that you have him, spend more time with your friends. If he tries to teach you a lesson through the silent treatment, ignore him completely. If he plays with your feelings constantly, walk away from him. If he acts like your body is his entitlement when you are not ready, walk away from him. If he says terrible, unforgivable things and threatens to leave you after every argument, walk away from him. If he forbids you from doing anything you love, walk away from him. If he claims ownership of your accomplishments, walk away from him. If he demeans you or disrespects your being a girl and refuses to stop when you tell him it hurts, walk away from him. I cannot stress this enough, you live for yourself first. He is a secondary character in the story of your life. Do not allow him to turn you into a secondary character in your own book

Nikita Gill, Advice for Teenage Girls Finding Their Way Through Love (via thelovejournals)