I have noticed that my whole life was a lie. I though that I was worthy, had the right to be a dignified person, successful, cool. But I am a pathetic, filthy, dumb loser girl. I can only real feel myself when I destroy myself more and more. I am enjoying it sexually. In a community a man found me, and he will make this all come true for me. I promised him to never leave him and always obey him, and he will abuse me, make me ruin myself and my life and my future. I am so grateful for this.

















