eve

20 // california ♡ // Me

[purecinema]

San Junipero by Butcher Billy.

[oldfarmhousefallfeatures]

[collagevintage]

[painstation-deactivated20181026]

[thoughtsfromawallflower]

[fherylcrow]

intimacy isn’t always about sex or flowers or jewelry. sometimes it’s gentle nights in the kitchen shared after having a hard day. grateful that i get to experience it all with you.

[sexceding]

[comadidas]

[dessadesdevious]

[kiingnirvana]

[supine-aesthetic]

[zoiodlula]

[notoriouslye]

I miss your love notes and the way you really saw me when you looked at me. I miss the time you’d take making love to me and I miss the way you’d kiss me — like nothing else in the entire world mattered. And now I’m scared that I don’t fit into your world at all. I’m afraid you’re in love with the memory of who I used to be and I’m sorry because this memory is a ghost who haunts your mind but I have to remind you that ghosts can’t love. And yet I’m afraid that you’d rather have the ghost of my past than who I am now but if you’re in love with someone who no longer exists then please let me go. Let me grow. Let me pour my love into something that isn’t already full.

[gameraboy]

[toofuckkingyoung]

Sorry to reply years later! But how’re you liking Chico state?

I luvvv it! I’m just so over school and college at this point haha

[rjlfre]

[mazalthan]