[toonsecrets]

being pregnant has been something i wouldn’t be sure i’d like. but I’m almost embarrassed how much I’m enjoying it and I don’t think chris would care if I told him but I also don’t want to scare him off.

On another note, Chris surprised me with a whole ass house. I cried a lot. He’s the greatest man I know, and i will marry him one day

[toonsecrets]

I’m starting to feel weird and I’m starting to wonder if the first try at this worked?? I don’t want to get Brendon or Z... or even Chris’s hopes up in case it’s not the real thing. I’ve never felt like this before, so I’m hopeful.

On the mention of Chris, he’s been the most amazing support to me and to Bren & Z ever since I brought up the surrogacy thing to him. He said I didn’t need to ask his permission to do it, but I just wanted him to know I valued his opinion and his input. In general, I’m so happy, and so in love with this man, and I’m glad he wants to be with me of all people.

[pochacco]

i am stupid for free. no one pays me to be this stupid and i think that’s very brave

[toonsecrets]

i’m completely head over heels for you and i’m so scared about it

[toonsecrets]

never felt a connection like this with someone, it’s a weird feeling.