THE REGIME

on my worst behavior. 27 and lurkin'. haaaaa.

[topsznpapi]

OOC

REAALLLY trying to focus on school some more, so please understand my inactivity. I'm not antisocial I promise!!

(replying to paras when i get the chance omg ily guys)

[suptroian-blog]

I’m maaaaaaaaaaaaaarried.

[topsznpapi]

Damn seems like everyone around me is tying the knot! Congrats, though!

[laurenslay]

First I was horribly sick, then I got my foot ran over, and now I’m pretty sure I’ve lost my voice. Seriously, Lauren?

[topsznpapi]

How the hell did you get your foot run over? But that sucks. I'm sorry.

[topsznpapi]

OOC

Will be quite inactive for easter holiday. Hope that is understandable, but once I get in computer access I will get back to my normal interacting ways. This past week wasn't good for me school wise so I have to focus more.

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[topsznpapi]

jhenechilo:

The tanned artist ran his hand over his nicely packed curls and wet his lips. He maintained eye contact as she revealed her feelings and thoughts. His eyes traveled up her body. Jhene was so simple, nothing more to offer than her soul. Most of the time rappers...

[topsznpapi]

A contagious smile crept onto Drake's face as he listened intently to Jhené. She had a comfortable level of excitement in her voice as she expressed her dedication. "I am serious," he responded, "and I'm willing to give my all too. I'm willing to make a conscious effort.." The rapper pondered for a moment and intertwined his fingers with hers. "..I'm very and hopelessly attracted to you.. I think this could be something great." Although the rapper had a sense of sadness for what could've been with Rihanna that he so quickly, smugly squashed, he felt genuineness about this. He felt a bit of a weight lift off his shoulders. Finally, he was claiming Jhené as his own. "Be mine or nah?" Drake proposed, cackling loudly afterwards.

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Drake x Anton Kelley yesterday is LA (18.04.14)

[topsznpapi]

im on mobile for reasons but expect me to be better tmrw srry

[bbgcherry-deactivated20190417]

Who missed the Kat?

[topsznpapi]

I can't miss someone I haven't met! Hi, I'm Drake, what's up?

[allybrooketbh2]

All I want is peace, love, understanding, and a chocolate bar bigger than my head.

[topsznpapi]

Same.

[lbrsmg-blog]

Why is it that Magcon just had to be younger than me?

[topsznpapi]

Is that a new species or something?

[topsznpapi]

Show Me || Drake & Jhené

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  Jhene didn’t know who she was whenever she broke like she just did in front of Drake. She was done with being hurt in the worst way. She didn’t want to feel useless she did on the daily. A low sigh exhaled from her mouth before she made eye contact with her musical soul mate, as she put it many times before. Music allowed the mixed songstress to unleash each raw emotion that consumed her body. It was an escape from the real world that Jhene was in constantly did wrong or having another bump in the world, but she did say that if she didn’t have those bumps she would be dead. It was true— Everyone had to go through those large drops in the roller coaster called Life if not they were in a peaceful state of mind in heaven, just like her brother. 

At the rapper’s words she chewed on her inner lower lip. Both of her brows knitted together as she took in every word that left his mouth. “I am not just going to let you fill the holes just so I can feel better. Drake, I have always found you attractive and one of the most talented men out there— You have such a big heart and that made me like you even more.” The Californian native paused for a moment to recollect her thoughts to explain perfectly to him. “I just want to be something serious to someone, not just some piece of meat. I am tired of it, and I want to be happy. I feel like shit when people see me as the same thing over and over again.” Jhene took one of his hands into her grasp. Her fingertips dancing along the smooth skin of his hand. “I really like you too.. A lot. When we toured my feelings kept growing into something I just couldn’t hold and didn’t understand at first.” At his comment about her and Rihanna making it hard for him, she sat quietly before adding. “Do you want to be with her? If so just say it now, so I can just— Not get in the middle of it..”

[topsznpapi]

The tanned artist ran his hand over his nicely packed curls and wet his lips. He maintained eye contact as she revealed her feelings and thoughts. His eyes traveled up her body. Jhene was so simple, nothing more to offer than her soul. Most of the time rappers had high standards, a nice ass, dress code, and expensive hair. However, Jhene was the complete opposite. She was her own person, almost like a whimsical tree in the middle of the forest. Each branch of her reached out to something different, while every other tree would reach the same way. Jhene had never been one to go along with the hype, and instead she just created it. Drake knew she'd be big for promoting creativity, and that was something he always found extremely attractive about her.

"Do you want to be with her?" Jhene questioned, bringing him out of his daze. "If so just say it now, so I can just-- not get in the middle of it.."

Drake rubbed his face, and answered, "To be honest, you offer me something that I've never seen before. And I really enjoy that. I actually think you're everything I have been looking for, but never bothered, because you are different. My standards were ridiculous, and I never realized how wrong everything was until I felt something for you. I mean look at what we did here, we gave each other our all. I've always felt like sex was more than just sex, but an emotional connection and I don't know if you felt it, but I surely did. That was an experience I actually have never felt before, the emotions. I could feel every ounce of your being holding onto me as if I would leave you. And I don't want to be the one to do that again." He paused. "I am sick of you walking around like a dead mummy. You have been so lifeless lately because of O'Ryan and the fact that you're fighting for your life, Namiko... She's your life. And I respect that to the fullest. You're such a dedicated mother. I don't think my past sexual feelings about someone could replace the wholesome character you have."

Drake grabbed a hold of her small hand and encased it in his large one. "I want to be with you. I need to give it a try. We need to give it a try. I'm sick of failed attempts at relationships, and maybe what we did here made me realize what needed to happen. Us."

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Pulses } Drake & Rihanna.

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Rihanna shifted in her spot as she looked up at him, her facial expression really not changing because she expected this. Sooner or later they needed to talk about what was going to happen in the near future, and she really did want it sooner. Still, it was a difficult question to answer on the spot. “I just… miss hanging out with you?” she answered in a hopeful tone, hoping that was enough. Of course it wasn’t, though, which caused the singer to sigh as her gaze met his again. “I’m willing to try again with you, you know that. I’m ready to start spending time with you again, and just to see where that takes us, if anywhere again at all.” Rihanna knew that it would more likely then not result in a relationship between the two of them, and she was kind of okay with that.

She was continuing to piece together her thoughts, almost rambling for a moment, until she actually paid attention to his outburst. “Excuse me?” she asked softly, the wall she built for herself slowly fading as she waited. Maybe he was referring to her, but nothing he said after that made her think so. She was taken aback by it, moving out from underneath him so she could stand up, making her feel at least a little stronger about the situation. “What do you mean you like someone? What the fuck was the point of you coming over here and asking me those fucking questions, if you were going to throw it back in my face?” she asked, expecting a real answer as the volume of her voice grew. “Who is it?”

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"What do you mean you like someone? What the fuck was the point of you coming over here, and asking me those fucking questions, if you were going to throw it back in my face?! Who is it?!" Drake watched Rihanna's enmity unfold before him and held back a satisfied laugh. 

"Jhene. I'm sure you're familiar with her." He cocked his eyebrow, finally letting out a chuckle. "Probably going to date her. Jealous or nah?" Drake had always spoke in interviews on how Rihanna was every man's fantasy, especially his. And she surely was. She stood before him with a fuming expression on her face. Even in this state, he saw her at her best. This definitely was not the conversation Drake had been anticipating, but that's how he felt Rihanna used to play him. 

He sighed. "But we can be friends." That line always angered the hell out of him, and it had been said to him so many times. It felt good to say it to someone else, but he always felt that Rihanna was like a brick wall, wouldn't budge. That her feelings were always sheltered. His eyebrows turned down. "You expected me to just take you into my arms like I always used to do, huh? But wasn't I your rebound from Christopher, or nah?" Drake's own words surprised him as he came face to face with the raging Caribbean beauty, his face only a couple inches away from hers.

[houseofdawn]

Bucket

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ooc

sorry i was so inactive - tests are killing me 

[hazziewbu]

So I went out today to buy an iTunes card just so I could buy a ticket for the next level of Candy Crush.. turns out, they just let me continue on… and I still have my money. Awesome.

[topsznpapi]

I don't think I'll ever get past level 102. Games like that are the reasons why I don't get anything done.

[mavoh]

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[topsznpapi]

Show Me || Drake & Jhené

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Tugging the white linen sheets to shield her nude body, Jhene sat still watching Drake pull his clothing back on. For some reason she felt the urge to say, ‘No’ to his proposition of being friends that fucked. No feelings attached. No nothing. All it did was anger the petite female since it brought memories of her and Donald— Hell the past men that have voiced to liking her, and all they wanted was sex. One of them resulted in her having Namiko, and honestly it was one of the best things that has happened to her. “I am not feeling forced into anything. I am not just going to fall in love or any of that shit.” repeated Jhene in a mocking tone of his deep one. “I just don’t want to be friends with benefits. I don’t want to be the girl that is always in bed with you, and you can’t even tell anybody. I ain’t going back to that again. I ain’t some fuckin’ hoe you fuck around with… I don’t want to be anymore— Not now and not ever.”

For some reason the heat rushed to her cheeks and her breathing picked up. Her hands shook slightly once everything was done with. “Please— Don’t leave, because I don’t want you to just forget this ever happened.” Her dark chocolate gaze then shot up to his facial features. Her eyebrows knitted together with an expression of someone who just lost everything. “I need you.. I thought I needed this to forget about O’Ryan trying to take Nami from me. I am just so stupid to be thinking that way when I know I don’t want to be some no strings attached kind of shit. I am just lost of everything. I feel lost and I don’t know—” Jhene paused a moment with her lips pursed together in a thin line. “Never mind..”

[topsznpapi]

Drake exhaled. Jhene went from her usual peaceful self, to a loudmouthing, blunt sailor. There was evident choler and angst in her voice. He could tell she had been screwed over fifteen times too many, but he also knew that from taking a long gander at Comfort Inn Ending. It made his insides twist every time, that she was nearly breaking inside, listing off every guy that did her wrong. He didn't want to imagine how the males felt when they were called out all at once. However, they deserved it. They left a fallen angel with snapped wings, injured and cold.

Drake licked his lips, then finally responded after digesting her words, "I don't want to be friends with benefits either. I don't think you're a hoe to just fuck around with. I didn't mean it like that at all.." He leveled his eyes with her, "If you're lost I can help you. But, I don't want to just be your patch to heal your cracks, you know? I want to be someone you really desire. Not someone you need to get over someone else. I really like you, Jhene. I-I mean, I've always thought you were breathtaking." He emphasized his words, and rambled on. "I know you're losing Nami. And I know it hurts. If you need me any time, you know you have me. I just don't want to be your punching bag, though. I want something real. I've been wanting to settle down for so long that it's making me restless. And having you and Rihanna on the same boat isn't helping either. Cause I can never be too sure of what I want. Or what either of you want, for that matter." Drake let his words linger.