To The End Of The Line

Independent James Buchanan Barnes/Winter Soldier || MCU based || canon-divergent || multiverse || multiship || Please see pinned post/promo for guidelines and verses :) || Est.: Jan. 2021

[tormentedsoldier]

Independent James Buchanan Barnes/Winter Soldier || MCU based || canon-divergent || multiverse and multiship || OC and crossover friendly

rules and verses

[tormentedsoldier]

//I wanna get back into writing and feel like a couple of new things might help with that. So please feel free to send in a thing or two ;)

[rpmemes-galore]

send me    ‘ not  just  a  scratch ‘    for your muse to catch mine trying to patch up a wound in secret…

send   ‘ not  just  a  scratch,  reverse  ‘   for my muse to catch yours

[givemeangstymemes]

Send ❔ to find my muse wandering the streets completely lost and without any memory

[rpmemes-galore]

my muse is preparing to leave for a fight/battle they likely won’t come back from… send me what your muse would say to mine before they leave

[rpmemes-galore]

my muse has just come home with an injury, and they’re refusing to open up about what happened… how would your muse convince / force mine to tell them? 

alternatively, send   “ injury “   for the roles to be reversed. 

[rothelp]

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

[angstmemes]

My muse was a hostage for years, but has now escaped/been freed. Send me “How does it feel to be home?” for my muse’s reaction.

[catchameme]

Send "Good morning" to wake up next to my muse and see their reaction.

This meme doesn't have to be sexual! Muses could be trapped somewhere, waking from a traumatic experience, bloodloss, fainting, etc.. But the point is, both muses are lying next to one another, and one is/was watching the other.

[catchameme]

Send "Do you trust me?" to see whether or not my muse trusts yours.

[tormentedsoldier]

"Not sure there's something worth talking about." Bucky sighed as he placed the now empty glass down on the table in front of them as well. Making an effort to get drunk even though he knew he couldn't had become kind of a routine after each and every therapy session. One he wasn't necessarily proud of, but he'd had to do something to try and drown those damned thoughts.

"I know it's court-mandated and all that." He added eventually and perhaps more to himself. "But I can't shake the feeling that the shrink they assigned to the task is doing her best to push me back into the grasp of Hydra."

[tormentedsoldier]

Bucky had asked himself that exact same question millions of times before, only he'd never found an answer. Maybe she really was secretly working for Hydra the way he used to for decades, but maybe she wasn't. Maybe it was all just in his head. Maybe he was being incredibly paranoid and after everything he'd been through since the incident in the Alps, who could really blame him?

"I don't know. Maybe she is, maybe she isn't..." He finally admitted, running his warm fingers through his dark hair. Unable to hold back a sigh of frustration as he rested his head against the soft pillows of the couch and squeezed his blue eyes shut for a second, trying to decide if there really was something to be concerned about.

"Might just be me being paranoid after too maybe years on the run and trying to stay off their radar."

[rpmindthinker]

Wanna RP: A PSA

Wanna RP together? Let’s do it.

Wanna jump into my inbox randomly? Do it.

Send me a starter? Do it.

Wanna plot? Do it. IMs are a thing now. Let’s go.

Wanna- Just do it.

My inbox and IMs are always open for whatever reason you can think of.

[tormentedsoldier]

"You don't look so good"

Send "You don't look so good" to find my muse in the early stages of being poisoned!

Bucky had felt a headache creep up on him, but had just decided to try and ignore it as best he could. After all, it was just another day living at the Tower with the rest of his team. He suffered headaches on an almost daily basis, why should this one be any different?!

It was the damn dizziness that he couldn't shake no matter how hard he tried. Though then again, the mission they'd just returned from had been quite exhausting and not particularly successful. He probably just needed sleep, at least that was what he kept telling himself.

"I'm fine." He lied, waving Zemo off and knowing exactly that it was in vain as his fingers curled around the edges of the kitchen island just a little too tightly. He'd just wanted to get a glass of water when he swore the room was beginning to spin around him. Of course it was in that momentan that Zemo's voice had caught him off guard before he'd even realized he was there. "It's been a long day... that's all." He assured as he squeezed his eyes shut.

[catchameme]

Send "You don't look so good" to find my muse in the early stages of being poisoned!

send "You don't look so good + reverse" for my [ receiver ] muse to find yours [ sender ] in the early stages of being poisoned instead!

[veryimportantmemes]

send 🔥 to match with my muse on tinder and receive a flirty message from them

[catchameme]

Whisper something in my muse's ear and see how they react!

NOTE: the setting is someplace public! It can be during an important meeting/moment, etc. Feel free to specify, or else receiver will choose when answering!

[tormentedsoldier]

//I'm still here, ready to get back into writing cause I've been missing it. Life's just been kicking my ass lately and I injured my right hand recently which didn't really help either cause I couldn't type on my phone. But it's getting better now, so yeah. Guess I am back :D