cursed with the gift of being ahead of their time. a common pattern that i have noticed with this aspect is that they are often shunned initially and praised later on. they have the guts to stray from the norm which can attract seething rage from closed minded individuals thus labelling them as “controversial” . that being said, these individuals often strive to shock people which can make them do or say some…questionable things.
those with an easy sun-uranus aspects often find that they eventually get the praise they seek even despite the haters they attract, those with harder aspects may find it more difficult to prove themselves
example:
nikola tesla: sun sextile uranus
⤷ in the modern day he is renowned for his contributions to the design of the modern alternating current (AC) electricity supply system. in his time he faced many commercial failures, public feuds with his colleagues (Thomas Edison who was a very well respected inventor), and challenged the standard norms of engineering. he also held some pretty fucked up beliefs about eugenics and aliens which I won’t go into but research on your own accord if you are interested. overall, he was not very “well-liked” during his time.
jamie lynn spears: sun square uranus
⤷ younger sister of pop-star Britney Spears. During the filming of her hit show “zoey 101”, it was revealed that she was pregnant while she was only 16 years of age resulting in the cancellation of the series. In recent times, her and her family members also gained backlash for their role in the conservatorship of Britney Spears.
mercury square/opposition mars:
I have spoken about this aspect in previous posts. This aspect gifts someone with a very abrasive speech style and whether it’s intended or not, they just seem to always rub people the wrong way. These people often have to search for “their people” because they usually find themselves in situations where the intentions behind their words are negatively received.
The energy doesn’t just come from other people though. With this aspect, sometimes you lack the ability to think before you speak which gets you into slippery situations. It is very important to be mindful about the consequences of your words with this aspect.
example:
joe rogan, amber heard, jared padalecki: mercury square mars
these are all self explanatory
saturn or mars in the 10th house:
funnily enough, this is a very common indicator of fame. people with this placement have the drive and resilience to aim for their goals and naturally strive for success. with mars in the 10th, they embody the energy of ruthlessly destroying all their obstacles and often have a “tunnel vision” view of their goals. saturn in the 10th people know how to bounce back better than any other placement I know, especially when it comes to career. They are can be cursed with setbacks but they always see it through.
an observation that i have made is that mars in the 10th house people usually bask in the glory of being controversial and alchemize the energy to benefit themselves. they may even earn a “pompous or cocky” reputation in the public eye.
saturn in the 10th house people often try not to play into the controversy but always find themselves attracting it no matter what. the nature of the things they do just seems to be “controversial”.
example;
mars in the 10th: beyoncé, kanye west, eminem, kylie jenner, jeff bezos, tyra banks
saturn in the 10th: leonardo dicaprio, kim kardashian, jfk, paris hilton, bill clinton, anne hathaway
these are just a few that I can think of, lmk if you want a part two!
aries: they may not be constant but they are true. since they’re rarely available, they’ll irk more clingy personalities, but their occasional contact will show that you are still on their mind and in their heart. this is not because of any lack of interest, necessarily; it’s just that they’re always doing something, so they will have little time to spend with friends. they’ll give you unsolicited advice whether it’s wanted or not and they will tell you the truth whether you like it or not. if you happen to be their best or oldest friend, you may be more like a brother or sister to them. they love lavish celebrations and their birthday is a big deal to them. don’t get them any throwaway or cheap gifts. hot take: they’re chattier than any gemini, and having friends in common will guarantee that there will be tea spilled, usually by text or phone.
taurus: these people are rocks, as constant as they are true, and they’re there in your time of need. disclaimer: only ask for their help if you truly need it. they are truly involved in helping you out whenever possible, but they may give the wrong kind of advice while being convinced that they are absolutely right, feeling that their counsel should be followed without question. like all fixed signs, they can be generous, but they will also want your respect in not taking advantage of their generous nature. they seem to view everything so clearly in black-and-white terms, but what they see is too often only what they want to see. nonetheless, they’re usually fun to be with and down to earth.
gemini: they may be fair-weather friends, but the fact is that geminis are much more fun to have around when things are going well. they can’t handle emergencies or long-standing problems. they’re well-known for their light and nonserious attitude, and they bring joy to almost any activity. communication is gemini’s forte. if they’re interested in you, let’s hope you can keep up with their rapier-quick minds and chatter. one of the things about geminis that annoys people is that they’re shitty listeners, so you gotta tell them to shut the fuck up and put on their listening ears every now and then. i wouldn’t take their advice though. a gemini’s advice isn’t that helpful; they like to come up with all kinds of off-the-wall and delusional suggestions that sound fascinating but could never work. also, they’re not always that great at keeping touch, so clingy and needy folks will definitely get in their feelings with a gemini. everyone else will be cool with them. geminis know that time stops for no one, so they assume you understand if they are busy with other activities for long periods. and when they get back in touch, it’s as if no time was lost, and things carry on as normal.
cancer: cancers are a never-ending fascination to those who are lucky enough to become their friends. their sensitivity and responsiveness guarantee that they will be well aware of your emotional state and highly respectful of your feelings. cancers can be particularly counted on in times of need. although they’re interested in trying to solve your problems or lend a sympathetic ear, don’t expect them to share their own experiences so easily, for they tend to keep personal matters to themselves. they often lead low-key private lives. their friendships are usually limited in number, but they value friendship highly and, as with most other areas of their lives, value quality more than quantity. if you’ve proven your worth to one, the door to a cancer house is always open to you as their dear friend, and they are very giving and generous (almost too much so) when it comes to helping out in times of need. if you’re smart, you won’t dare take advantage of their generous nature, or they’ll make sure you regret it. they do not always have the time or inclination to keep or initiate contact with you on a regular basis, but they will almost always respond to your contacting them. like scorpios, cancers can be excellent communicators, able to get their often thought-provoking ideas across to others in few words. if they take awhile to get back in touch, don’t be surprised: cancerians can be slow movers.
leo: leos can be very good friends. they can be loyal, devoted, and supportive and they stand by their closest friends in both good times and bad. like cancers, you should be careful not to take advantage of their good nature, for several reasons. first of all, you can become too dependent on them. second, you keep yourself from developing as a capable and independent-thinking person. as needy as they are for attention and validation, their to be needed in general is not overly great, so they’re good at leaving you alone for long periods, if you prefer it that way, without the friendship suffering. they enjoy spilling tea, but they prefer actual meetings to virtual ones. lines of communication are open with leos, and you usually have only to ask in order to receive their help. like virgos, they take it personally when you don’t take their advice, so if you’re not gonna abide by their advice, don’t ask for it. also, leos despise mixed messages, hearing the truth from a third party, or being left out of the loop altogether. they’re straight shooters, so if you’re a real friend to them, you better tell them the truth directly from your mouth without any bullshit attached to it.
virgo: virgos can be very helpful with advice, since they think logically and are able to anticipate most problems that might arise. however, virgos tend to be both judgmental and critical, and after receiving advice from them you might not wish to have your behavior scrutinized. they usually help out when everything in their life is together and they are willing enough to give it. they’re so often involved with their own personal problems, however, they are not always in a stable enough emotional state even to help themselves.when not in a state of anxiety and nervous tenion, virgos can be extremely supportive and helpful. although virgos in general can be very needy individuals, they find it difficult to ask for direct assistance, so when they finally do come, they should be taken seriously.
libra: libras can be really great friends, however libra friendships ususally don’t last too long and can end quickly and unpredictably. whether or not libras are always responsible is not the point, but they do have a tendency to plunge into intense relationships and, at some point, begin to ghost them. as cowardly as this is, most libras feel they are acting fairly and making judgments that are realistic for all concerned. libras tend to live in their own world, populated by their many friends and acquaintances. if you’re a private and sensitive, personal type, the libras wouldn’t be a good fit because they have a way of broadcasting the news to all within hearing range. they give the BEST parties, but will rarely formally invite people over. this is due less to a need to be alone and more to wanting to have a lot of time to fully prepare for a major exhibition. libras hate to be seen in anything but the best light, being particularly sensitive to criticism, and they pride themselves on providing a great time to all their friends.
scorpio: scorpios are very selective in their choice of friends, so if you are picked to be one, you should feel honoured. they have to know they are not only your good but your best friend. these people often keep their best friends on ice until they need them, usually for the best moments. scoprios aren’t particularly needy most of the time, and they usually contact you when they want to enjoy themselves, celebrate, or just go out. scorpios are cool, but they build their friendships mostly on their own terms and often on their own turf. the ones who are doormats of a more versatile and mutable nature often get along best with them, since they are willing to adapt quickly to a scorpio’s moodiness and changes in their complex emotional states. as dramatic as they are, they don’t need your attention, so don’t bother them with constant inquiries to see how they are. fussy behaviour will just irritate them, preferring to be left alone. when they have something to share with you, they will get in touch. they’re cool in emergencies, and can be lifesavers to their friends, both literally and figuratively. if there’s an earnest tone in your voice, they’ll spring to your assistance and, if necessary, even go on the attack against those who are opposing you. but before you enlist a scorpio’s help, you should think carefully about what the consequences of their actions might be; they can be very destructive individuals.
sagittarius: like aries and scorpio, at first you might not get along with one. but once you get over that hump, they can be cool. as friends, sagittarians are FUN to be with, and they’re known for their sense of humour. if you want a good time, call a sag—or rather, they’ll usually contact you when they are ready to have a good time and wish to share the experience. they’re not needy, whiny, or otherwise high-maintenance. they keep their problems to themselves, but they don’t brood about it like cancers do; they maintain a positive, philosophical attitude and an upbeat composure about it all. sagittarians like giving advice, but won’t waste too many words, especially if you get into the same shit over and over again. the way they see it, many of your troubles have a simple solution; sags feel that you create your own troubles by continually making things more complicated than they are. in turn, sags can ultimately benefit from their friends’ encouragement when it comes to discussing their problems. they can be too optimistic and pollyanna, necessitating that you bring them down to earth (no matter how painful such a process may be), since suppressing their feelings and indulging in private worries can only lead to depression.
capricorn: capricorns take friendship like they do everything else: very seriously. if you are a friend to one of them, you may find yourself their “best” friend, with all the seriousness that comes with occupying such a position in their lives. being the best friend of a cap can be a heavy task, and not always a pleasant one. nonetheless, capricorns treat their best friends very well and, in some cases, even prefer their company to that of anyone else. even when your involvements with caps aren’t that deep, they’ll express concern over your difficulties and be there for you in times of need. they are very rigid when it comes to their opinions on things, so you may already know what their advice will be before asking for it. this may keep you from seeking their advice at all. at any rate, they will take your questions seriously and be generous with their time and thought. capricorns will rarely admit that they were wrong in their initial assessment of your situation, usually finding another excuse for the failure of a given tactic. if you repeatedly ignore their advice or misuse their help, don’t bother asking for it in the future, because they don’t like their time wasted.
aquarius: as detached as they are, friendship is extremely important to most aquarians, but it takes on more of a conceptual, idealistic, and universal significance than a personal one. as such, they have a very hands-off approach to most of their friendships—you can count on them for objectivity more than any other sign. if you catch them at the right time and moment, they’ll help you out, but only if it’s with something immediate. they don’t deal in any long drawn-out future planning or heavy emotions—this is the “positive vibes only” squad. like aries, their contact is intermittent, but this is because of their need for freedom. aquarians are spontaneous and love a good time. since they like to live freely on their own terms, aquas will usually contact you, either while they are on the run or when one of their latest activities is over. don’t count on for stability or consistency but rather as an interesting sidelight in your life—one that can be both entertaining and a bit special. rarely will they reject your advances once they have admitted you to the inner circle of their friends.
pisces: pisces can make excellent friends, and often make friends fast, due to their openness, but they are likely to want you all to themselves and not share you with mutual friends. while you are out living your life, they’ll wait patiently for you to get back to them. they like hearing about their friends’ lives in great detail. they may be vague about their own needs, however, in acute need, they can become quite dependent on your support. they can be extremely empathetic, and they’re very generous with their money and resources. they may value their privacy highly, but if you’re a close friend, pisceans don’t mind it if you drop in unannounced. in fact, they welcome these impromptu visits as pleasant distractions from their many moods and this often helps lift them out of the melancholy or depression that plagues them. pisces love when people make time for them. pisces are among the most receptive and empathic of friends. however, when it comes to springing into action, they tend to hold back and be cautious, and their support tends to be more emotional than dynamic. nonetheless, their sympathy and understanding can usually be counted on.
earth signs and air signs are adept at being "cold hearted" mostly cap and aqua because they’ve already mourned the deterioration of the connection in private (emotion) and have assessed why it’s better to be without the person now (logic); it’s like a roundtable discussion happening with the heart and the mind. once a decision is reached, it’s final.
Capricorns have sexual appetites that are only satisfied by regularity. Like fire signs and Scorpio, they want quality and quantity. They're notorious for their staying power. Far from boring, they're keen to try out any position one can cope with. They're keen to acquire a wide sexual repertoire, however, they do have limits; unless the Cap is heavily influenced by fire, Scorpio or Saturn/Pluto, they're not too interested in the deviant or perverse. They see sex and passion as normal; if one doesn't have a strong sex drive and tends to lose interest after the first few episodes, a Capricorn may be too much to handle.
Capricorns are late developers and some of them stay at home with their parents until they themselves are middle aged. Indeed, some never leave and only become property owners once their parents die. Oddly enough, for such a sensible sign, Capricorns like to keep their options open when it comes to a place to stay.
Lunar apogees, just like fixed stars and asteroids, have a subtle effect. The more you evolve, the more you feel their effect as a focused expression of your natal chart. The lunar apogee of Selena (aka the White Moon; not to be confused with the asteroid Selene [580]) is a hypothetical second Moon of the Earth moving about the Earth in seven years (astro.com h56). Selena is the flip side of Lilith. A strong Black Moon Lilith has been observed in individuals who do not conform, who would rather challenge the world they were born into, and thus this point is seen as a separating factor, a temptation, which can sometimes be a painful experience for the psyche and cause suffering. So therefore, a strong White Moon Selena in the chart makes the individual conscious and aware of universal unity, and feels therefore a higher connection to everything and everyone, operating beyond doubt and fear. For astrological aspects, keep your aspects major: conjunction, square, opposition, and your orbs right, within 1 degree. If Selena touches the ascendant, you’re seen as someone who is singular and positive in appearance and outward expression. If Selena touches Eros, your erotic side is used to unify and bring cohesiveness in a relationship or otherwise. This is a “make love not war” type.
Just like the apogee of Lilith and the asteroid Hekate, Selena is a very Cancerian astrological point for its moon symbolism. In mythology, Selene is the Goddess of the Moon and is often represented as a woman with the crescent moon on her head. The myth talks of her lighting up the night sky as she begins her journey freshly washed in the earth’s oceans. Some stories state that she comes down to earth again when she sees and falls in love with a beautiful mortal, bearing him 50 children. Interpretations are based on a combination of logic and lateral thinking. Astrologers vary on their interpretation of White Moon Selena, however; it is likely that she represents the point of awareness whereby we understand our role on earth and start on our soul’s journey, lighting the way for others, not unlike Hekate, but in a more positive and illuminating way.
white moon selena in the signs:
White Moon Selena in Aries: You are a beacon in the dark for those around you, a real shepherd in charge of a flock. Whether you like it or not others look to you for your pioneering spirit. You can protect those who come into your fold. Equally you are able to strike out a path on which others can follow. You are destined to wash away your own sins during this life time, before moving towards your chosen path.
White Moon Selena in Taurus: You are destined to walk away from earthly pleasures and treasures in favour of spiritual rewards. The delights of the five senses certainly hold their appeal, but you are interested in exploring a sixth sense. You may work with the earth’s resources and help others to manifest their heart’s desires. However, it is also possible that you shine a light on spiritual resources.
White Moon Selena in Gemini: You are a natural when it comes to networks, particularly human networks. You understand the importance of communication. You have a love of language, and a good understanding of, or an innate talent for self-expression. Your voice and hands are instruments of your soul. You may choose to teach others, or to somehow lead them to better self-expression. You can be a real breath of fresh air.
White Moon Selena in Cancer: The family is sacred as far as you are concerned. You may be well aware of the pitfalls of dysfunctional families, but you are well aware of the need for each human being to care for each other. You are likely to be a prominent caretaker of your own family, but you are also aware that God’s family is what is ultimately important. Therefore you are likely to have links in your personal or professional to children, families, and animals. You are a natural nurturer with the wisdom to know when to step in and when to hold back.
White Moon Selena in Leo: You are a catalyst in people’s lives, helping them in some way find their own creative path. Sometimes your own, and other’s attitudes, are a little tainted by ego. It is difficult to let go of your earthly need for gratitude. Nevertheless you have a warm heart and it is your destiny to help others’ heavy hearts. Your love of the fun, the arts and children is also part of your life’s journey. Women with this placement have a strong mothering instinct.
White Moon Selena in Virgo: The White Moon Goddess in this sign brings purity of the soul to matters of the mind. Nothing rational is an enigma, although emotions may well be. You are a vessel for logical thought. Engineering comes naturally to you. You are destined to help create order through analysis, research, fact-finding or computation. You may also write or teach in order to spread your influence. Purity of mind is important. It is also possible that you understand the harmonics of mathematics and the music of the spheres. You are a code breaker.
White Moon Selena in Libra: You are very observant. You have a natural understanding of human interactions. A quick assessment of any social situation gives you an immediate sense of the interplay. You are also a quick and generally good judge of character. As such you are able to influence individuals and groups, using charm and compassion to ensure that others are comfortable and comforted. This is a powerful gift which put to good use can inspire the best in other people. Your destiny is therefore likely to be linked to a caring or creative field. You may also have an innate artistic talent that uplifts and inspires those around you.
White Moon Selena in Scorpio: The Phoenix rising from the ashes is a powerful image because of your ability to triumph over adversity. You may not realize just how resourceful you are. Challenges met on your own personal journey can be turned into valuable lessons for all who come under your influence. It is likely that you have a strong influence on those who touch your life. You are resourceful, insightful and also well aware of the power of good and evil. Your spiritual journey is important and you like to remind others of its importance whenever possible.
White Moon Selena in Sagittarius: You are on a spiritual journey in this lifetime, destined to strike a fiery path across the skies. You inspire others with your insights and actions. You are destined to help others reach for the skies, setting goals and achieving them. You may have to be careful of an inflated ego. You need to remind yourself that you are a mere mortal, and have compassion for yourself and those around you. Ironically the more humility and gratitude that you can muster the more that you are likely to be a respected teacher or leader.
White Moon Selena in Capricorn: Integrity is a highlight of your life. You respect the laws of the land, as well as the spiritual laws. As such you live your life according to both laws. You are respectful and respected. You recognize the deity in the most simple tasks and beings, and work hard to live your own life in harmony. You are able to live frugally when necessary, and teach others to do so too. You are able to pay attention to small matters that concern people, while also building structures that endure.
White Moon Selena in Aquarius: You are a constant source of surprise. As such you delight your companions and loved ones. You understand the need for each person to express his or her true nature without fear of judgment. Yet at the same time you are also well aware of the need for societal and spiritual frameworks. You are likely to spend much of your time talking with other people, planning social events, or working in a people-oriented profession. You are also likely to have a deep love for nature and the environment, perhaps even leading others to a greater understanding of the need to share the earth’s resources.
White Moon Selena in Pisces: Poetry, art, music, and drama are likely to play a prominent role in your life. You may even be destined to share your own talent for one or more of these arts. When you are in tune with your artistic side you can truly lift other people’s spirits. Communing with nature and with God are also high on your priority list. You are well aware that your own, and other people’s souls need nurturing. You are just the person to do so. You may also feel that you have a special role in helping the downtrodden or disadvantaged.
white moon selena in the houses:
White Moon Selena in the 1st: Do you wear robes of silver fabric or have a crescent shaped mark on your body? Why? In some ways you are the embodiment of Selena the White Moon Goddess. You are well aware of your earthly responsibilities and yet you also like to fly into a different realm and light up the sky. You are probably not aware of the sway that you hold over others, the force of your own personality. Once you have gained this awareness you can be a force for good works.
White Moon Selena in the 2nd: Spiritual values are more important than money. This is a lesson that you may or may not have learned, depending on other influences in your birth chart. You may be well aware of the fact that you are not necessarily destined to accumulate millions in this lifetime. Rather you will always have what you need in order to fulfill your true work. On the other hand you may spend some years grappling with money matters before realizing that your fate is to focus on heavenly riches.
White Moon Selena in the 3rd: Any goddess has joy and authority in this house of your birth chart. Therefore you can be a force to be reckoned with whenever you communicate your thoughts and feelings. The power of the spoken and written word are pivotal in your life. Your words have potency. Therefore you need to be conscious of the way in which you communicate. You can motivate, encourage and uplift through communication. You need to protect yourself, and others, from harsh words, critical thoughts and rash emotions. You may also have a love of myths and fairy tales, especially “Sleeping Beauty”.
White Moon Selena in the 4th: This placement often indicates a guardian of a family. This could be your family of origin, your own family bonds as an adult or God’s children. Your experiences early in your life, usually connected with your father or father’s family, are part of your destined path to care for others. Your understanding of family matters gives you a strong urge to belong, and you are able to help others find their own place of belonging. You are like the duckling in “The Ugly Duckling” story by Hans Christian Anderson. You grow up to be a beautiful white swan and find your own family.
White Moon Selena in the 5th: You are well aware of the need for loving and responsible care of young children. As a young child you may be responsible for the care of younger children. As you mature you are likely to be a caretaker of children. These may not be your own children. You are destined to think beyond the realms of birth and parents, aware that all adults have a responsibility for nurturing children. Your fate is to care for each child who enters your world with the same love, compassion and warmth.
White Moon Selena in the 6th: You are well aware of the sanctity of everyday life, the importance of every little task that adds to the big pictures. Your own schedule is likely to be filled with such tasks - your own and other people’s. No errand is too much. At times you may feel like a servant, but on the whole you are happy to be so. This is because you realize the importance of servitude. You have the ability to escape, in your own mind, through the realization that God’s work is often in the details, the unnoticed deeds. You have the ability to be the power behind the thrown. It is also possible that you share your life with a beautiful lover, someone who needs your help on a daily basis.
White Moon Selena in the 7th: The myth of Selene holds many significant clues for her placement in your 7th House of relationships. Selene, the goddess of the Moon, falls in love with Endymion on her travels on her chariot through the skies. She comes down to earth and unites with him. The story goes that Selene so loves her man that she cannot bear the thought of him dying. She uses her magic of the night to put him into a deep sleep forever. This way she may see him, unchanging, for all eternity. Can you see any strains of this myth running through your own relationships? It is likely that when you fall in love you do so completely and deeply, feeling as though you cannot live without your beloved. Even if you are usually an independent person traveling far and wide, you enter into a different part of your being when you become entwined in a lover’s arms. Your lover quickly becomes your sole source of comfort. You may sacrifice your own life journey, surrendering to your partner’s way of life? As you learn the lesson of Selene then you gain wisdom and understanding in the area of relationships. You may regain the balance that you so desire within a relationship or you may shy away from a marriage so that you can fulfill your own destiny. It is possible that you take up counseling as a career so that you can share your wisdom with others.
White Moon Selena in the 8th: You are a resourceful person, knowing how to utilize the earth’s resources to best serve everyone. As such you are nobody’s slave. You march to the tune of your own drum. You are unlikely to be a long-term employee, unless you are being paid large sums of money. You know your own worth and respect other people’s. Therefore you are likely to work independently, acknowledging the ebb and flow of the financial market. You are able to rise above the everyday flow of money and resources and see the bigger picture. You are also well aware of the metaphysical laws that are the backbone of earthly matters. Sexuality is also a powerful force in your life. As such you may attract a partner largely on the basis of a strong sexual desire. Eventually you may teach others about managing money, sex and spiritual laws.
White Moon Selena in the 9th: You revere all that is feminine and goddess-like and yearn to express your reverence through your life’s work. This means that you are on a journey searching for means to learn, heal and teach. You may have a love of mathematics, science or some such logical field of learning. However, it is also possible that you apply your logical mind to philosophy, religion or the arts. You may have a more down-to-earth career, but travel to different parts of the world. You are destined to inspire others to reach beyond their limits and to remind those around you of the important contribution that women make to the world.
White Moon Selena in the 10th: The placement of Selena in the 10th House is a reminder, if you did not realize it already, that your mother has made a significant contribution to your life direction. This is true of most people, but your mother has a more potent effect than some. Your role as a parent is also likely to be a prominent part of your life story. You are destined to apply logic to your career choice, but you need to make sure that logic is not overriding matters of the heart. If you keep purity of purpose, and spiritual goals, in the forefront of your mind then you are likely to make a significantly positive impact on the people who matter most in your life. You may even choose a career that helps other people understand the role of mothers and families.
White Moon Selena in the 11th: You are committed to the concept that much can be achieved through the power of the collective. In other words friends and groups take precedence over individuals, in your life. Groups such as the Women’s Movement, boards, committees etc are likely to play a prominent role in your life. You respect individual rights, but you believe that people can achieve a lot more when they pool resources. To you this is a logical. You are destined to play a significant role in at least one organization or group. This could be a local neighbourhood club, or it could be a large organization. Naturally politics is also likely to feature in your life, as you become involved with many people.
White Moon Selena in the 12th: There is a deep, contemplative side to your nature. It is possible that you are a natural introvert and therefore your reflective tendencies are fully explored through meditation, prayer, communing with nature or just being a recluse. However, if you are more extroverted then you may take other people by surprise by suddenly withdrawing from your usual activities in favour of quiet periods. A spiritual group may be a good source of comfort and may also be a conduit for you sharing your wisdom. You are more likely to seek an alternative group rather than an orthodox one. Long periods in nature may be deeply restorative.
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People born in 1973, 1982, 1991, and 2000 face lessons about belonging and finding their true place in life. Their challenge is thinking that a new country, environment, or relationship will solve inner struggles. They may reject their roots, constantly seek change, or chase someone else’s vision of happiness. Their lesson is to heal internally, reconnect with themselves, and create peace wherever they are.
OPEN YOUR DESTINY MATRIX CHART & LOOK FOR THE NUMBER IN ORANGE IN THE POSITION CIRCLED IN THIS PIC!
15 Arcana: This relationship may feel like you are carrying both your own struggles and his. A destructive or unmotivated partner can keep you trapped in a cycle of endurance. The lesson is to break inherited patterns and choose your own well-being.
3 Arcana: This connection may leave you feeling stuck, drained, and disconnected from your purpose. Your creativity, confidence, and motivation seem to fade, showing the need to reclaim your personal power.
6 Arcana: A sudden separation or unfinished relationship can become a turning point. Through loss, you rediscover your strength, independence, self-worth, and ability to create your own path.
12 Arcana: This relationship may cause you to hide your voice, confidence, and potential. The lesson is to release fear, heal old patterns, and allow yourself to shine again.
18 Arcana: A relationship where you constantly provide but receive little in return can leave you emotionally and energetically depleted. The lesson is to recognize your value, set boundaries, and restore balance.
We all have moments where we feel drained, even when nothing is "technically wrong". Most people try to fix low energy by changing habits, right? Sleep more, eat better, be more disciplined and the list goes on and on. And while those things help, they don't explain why some things make you feel good instantly and others drain you, even if they are "good for you".
Well, in the Matrix of Destiny, there's a specific point in your chart that explains this and it is located in the purple circle at the top of your chart.
This point represents your core source of energy. It shows what naturally restores you, what makes you feel like yourself and what kind of activities or direction actually give you energy instead of taking it away.
When you are aligned with this point, things feel more natural and easier. You don't have to push as much and your energy tends to come back on its own. When you are not, you can feel tired, disconnected or like you're constantly forcing yourself through life.
Understanding this point gives you a more direct way to manage your energy :)
𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤?
This point is located in the purple circle at the top of your chart (see picture below).
Also, I get this question a lot; which website should I use to calculate my chart? I personally ALWAYS recommend using www.matrix-destiny.com. If you want to calculate your own chart, please take a look at this video I have uploaded explaining how to calculate your own chart!
𝟏 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐧 ⋆｡°✩
With the Magician, low energy usually has nothing to do with sleep, food or discipline. It comes from the fact that you are not engaged in anything that requires you to step up. You are not really built for sitting around too long. Like yeah, rest is fine, but if you stay in that space for too long, you start to feel worse, not better. You overthink, you go in circles and your energy just drops. What actually brings your energy back is having something to go after, something you can work on. You have probably noticed this yourself. You can feel completely off, scrolling, doing nothing, thinking "what's wrong with me?". Then, BOOM, you decide, alright, I'm going to sort this out, send that message, start that project, make a plan. And suddenly you feel a bit more switched on. Probably not perfect, but better, y'know? That's how you energise yourself. You need direction and you need to be doing something with it. Even small things can make a huuuuuge difference. Starting a project, fixing something, learning something useful, taking the lead in a situation instead of waiting around. That's how you bring your energy back. What does NOT work is staying stuck. Waiting until you "feel ready" (this makes me think of that one quote, it goes like this: "Ready is not a feeling, it's a decision"), doubting yourself or just doing the same thing every day with no real aim. Sooooo, if your energy is low, it's usually not that complicated. It's more like... you've either lost direction or just stopped moving. GET TO WORKKK!
𝟐 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐬 ⋆｡°✩
Sooo, with the High Priestess, it's a bit different. You can actually be doing nothing and still feel tired. Which is confusing, because you'll think: "I've literally done NOTHING today, why do I feel like this?" But yeah, it's not about what you're doing, it's about what you're taking in. You're quite tuned in, whether you like it or not. You pick up on people, energy, tension, little things in conversations. And guess what? All of that adds up (I know, tragic...) So even a normal day around people, noise, social media, constant input, it drains you without you fully noticing. And then you hit that point where you feel off, like mehhh. A bit overwhelmed, a bit disconnected. So, the solution? You need proper space. Not scrolling alone, not distracting yourself, but sitting alone with your thoughts, letting things settle. ALSO, your gut feeling is a big one. You usually know what's right and wrong straight away. But then you start thinking too much, asking people, going back and forth... and guess what? Now you're confused and tired. If you just trust your first feeling, you save yourself a lot of energy. Another thing (and I going to hold your hand when I say this), not every conversation is for you. Small talk, gossip, too many people. It's tiring. But when you talk to someone and it actually means something, you don't feel drained after. So if your energy is low, it's usually because of too much input, not enough space.
𝟑 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐄𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 ⋆｡°✩
If your basic life is not set up properly, boy oh boy, you will feel it. Let's say your space is messy, your routine is all over the place, you're eating whatever, sleeping badly, maybe your money situation feels unstable... yeah, that's draining you. You need things to feel in order. You've probably had this. Your place is messy, you're eating random food, nothing feels put together. But then you clean your space, get yourself together a bit, maybe buy something nice for yourself, cook a proper meal, and suddenly, boom... you feel better. Like, okay, I can breathe again. You also get energy from taking care of things and people. Like cooking for someone, helping someone out, organising something properly. That gives you a sense of control and stability and your enegy goes op. And yeah, money and comfort matter for you. Let's not pretend they don't (the Empress is literally ruled by Venus, duhh). When you feel financially stressed or like you can't enjoy your life properly, it drains you. When you feel stable, when you can actually enjoy things a bit, your energy is completely different. ALSO, random but important, you need a bit of beauty in your life. Nice clothes, a clean space, good food, a nice environment. Whatever you do, do NOT neglect yourself, live in chaos or be stingy with yourself, big no no. Simply take care of yourself, get things back in order, and voila, your energy goes up!
𝟒 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐄𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐫 ⋆｡°✩
This one is actually quite simple. When you are not deciding things, your energy drops. You might not even notice it at first. You are still doing stuf, laaa laa laaa, going through your day, replying here and there. But there are things sitting in the background. Things you know you need to handle, but you keep pushing them. And it starts to annoy you. Let's say you need to call someone back, make a decision, sort something out and you just don't... It stays in your head the WHOLE day (and sometimes even during the night). That's where your energy goes. Now compare that to when you actually deal with it. You finally sit down and go, alrighttttt, I'm doing this NOW! You decide what needs to happen, you take action. And boom, you feel lighter and more settled, perhaps even more confident. That's your pattern. You don't really get drained from doing too much, you get drained from not handling things properly (remember, the Emperor is ruled by Aries!) You NEED to feel like things are under control, or at least feel like you are the one deciding what's going on. Even the smalllllest things matter; finishing something you started, saying what you think, making a plan for your day instead of just reacting to everything. I know, I know, it sounds "basic", but for you it's not optional. Also, can we be real for a second? You and I both know you don't relax by avoiding decisions lol. You just stay in that weird in-between. SO JUST MAKE THAT DECISION. TAKE CONTROL. Not tooooo much control, though, because that can also drain you. Simply step in where you are supposed to.
𝟓 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭 ⋆｡°✩
You know that feeling when you keep thinking about something, reading about it, maybe even talking about... but you are not actually DOING anything with it? Yeah, that's where your energy goes with this one. With the Hierophant, you don't get tired from doing too much, but from holding too much in your head and not using it. Like let's say you are learning something. Could be anything. Spiritual stuff (like you're doing right now lol), pyshcology, fitness, whatever. You watch videos, read things, save posts, think "ahaaaa, yes, this makes sense". But then... *crickets* nothing changes in your actual life. After a while, you might get frustrated, like "why am I not moving forward????" But the truth is that you are just sitting on knowledge. And that drains you. Now think about the opposite. When you actually USE what you know. You explain something to someone, you give advice, you try something out yourself. Boom. You feel more sure of yourself, more solid, I guess. Like, okay, this is real now. That's your energy source. Quick question, do you ever feel a bit irritated when people just talk nonsense or don't think things through? Like you're sitting there thinking "this is so obvious, why are you like this?" Yeah well, that's also part of it. Because you naturally look for meaning, truth, what makes sense. But if you stay in that space of judging or correcting everyone in your head, it drains you as well. Also, structure is a big thing for you! You need some inner direction. Once you go, alright, this is what I believe in, this is how I see things, boom, you relax a bit.
𝟔 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 ⋆｡°✩
Low energy is often linked to you being disconnected from what you actually feel. You can be doing all the "right" things and still feel flat. Why? Because your energy comes back when there is love in what you are doing (woah, who would have thought?). You can probably spend the whole day doing things you do not even care about, talking to people you don't even like that much, saying yes when you mean no, and boom; you feel drained. Then on another day, you do one thing you GENUINELY enjoy, maybe you see someone you love, work on something creative, have one really good conversation, and suddenly you feel way more alive. That's your soul talking to you. For you, energy comes back through love, beauty, connection and being honest with yourself. So, ask yourself, do I actually like what I am doing right now? Do I even want to be here? Do I even like this person, this job, this version of my life? Because if the answer is no, your energy will feel it before your mind admits it. Another big one for you is choice, this energy gets drained when you keep sitting in indecision. That limbo state is exhausting for you. Sometimes you need to stop asking everyone else, stop romanticising the situation and just make the choice yourself. Also, and I say this with love, you do need to watch the whole "I will feel better if I buy something nice" thing. Because yes, beauty, comfort, a nice meal, nice clothes, etx. helps you. But impulsive spending because you feel "empty" for 5 minutes...? yeah, no <3
𝟕 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐭 ⋆｡°✩
If you know a thing or two about Tarot, you already know what I am going to say... YOU NEED MOMENTUM. You need something to aim at. If too many days go by where nothing is happening or changing and you are just doing the same thing over and over and over, you start feeling it verrrrry quickly. And I don't just mean physically. I mean mentally as well. You can be "busy" all day and still feel drained if there is no real direction behind it. Have you ever had one of those days where you did loads, but by the end of it you thought, rigggght... but what actually moved forward? That feeling is very Chariot. You need some sort of progress. It could be anything, truly. Let's say something practical. You go for a run, sort out your routine, finally make that decision, get through a task you kept avoiding, book the thing, start the plan, bla bla bla. Straight away, you feel more like yourself. Why? Because you are moving towards something, yay! And you also need a biiiiit of challenge, if I'm being honest. Not constantly, obviously, but y'know, something that pushes you. A target or a deadline. A reason to get your act together. Without that, your energy can get lazy and scattered and then you start doing ten things at once and somehow none of them properly. DISCIPLINE NEEDS TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND. I know, boring word. But you genuinely need a proper routine or even writing things down idk, you just need to direct your energy towards something, otherwise it just spills everywhere. ALSO, move that body of yours. Walk, train, travel, idk, just move! Energy ALWAYS comes back throught movement, progress and discipline. (oooh, also, reward yourself from time to time. Like, make a list of things you want to do and reward yourself every time you tick something off!)
𝟖 - 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 ⋆｡°✩
With Justice, low energy usually comes from one thing: you are out of balance somewhere. Maybe you are working too much and ignoring your personal life. Maybe you are giving too much and getting nothing back. Whatever it is, your energy drops the SECOND something in your life starts feeling unfair, one-sided or just not right. For example, let's say your work-life balance is a joke. You are working too much, sleeping badly, saying yes to everything and then wondering why you feel drained all the time. Or maybe a relationship feels one-sided and you keep brushing it off, but deep down you know it is bothering you. The second you actually address it, set a boundary, make a decision, sort out the practical side of it.... BOOM, your energy starts coming back. So, put things in order! Look at a situation honestly and ask yourself, okay, where is the problem here? What is too much? What is not enough? What am I ignoring because I do not want to deal with it? Also, you are NOT someone who feels good in total chaos. Sure, spontaneity is important, but you NEED some sort of order. A routine, a plan, some structure, knowing what's going on, etc. etc. (I always recommend using a daily planner for those who have major 8-placements. It has helped me personally A LOT). Another thing, your nervous system does not like emotional nonsense. Drama, mixed signals, people saying one thing and doing another, shady behabiour, all of that drains you soooo fast. Never let something slide for too long (luckily y'all Leos and Virgos usually don't have a problem with that lol), or pretend you're okay when you are not.
𝟗 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐭 ⋆｡°✩
Space, space, space, did I already mention space? Well, that's what you need. And I mean PROPER space. Not just sitting there scrolling, half replying to people and half pretending you are resting. Thats does not count, lollll. This probably does not come as a shocking surprise, but you are someone who needs time alone to think, process and come back to yourself. Have you noticed that when you are around people for too long or when everyone wants something from you at once, you start feeling drained? Like your brain needs the room to breathe. It's okay to step back and going inward in a healthy way. Reading something good (I always recommend esoteric and philosophical books to those with major 9 placements), writing your thoughts down, going for a walk on your own, spending time with one idea properly instead of being pulled in ten directions. Even something veryyyyy simple, like sitting with a cup of tea in silence for half an hour, can do more for you than forcing yourself to be social all day. Also, you get energy from depth. Surface-level everything usually tires you out. Small talk, people talking just to talk... yeah, no. But the second you are learning something interesting, understanding something properly, you feel more awake again. That is why you can spend two hours reading about something random but fascinating and somehow feel better after, not worse. BUT, at the same time, and this is important, there is a difference between healthy solitude and disappearing into your own little cave for too long :D Because then it flips. You isolate yourself, stop sharing, stop engaging. So for you, the sweet spot is usually this: enough alone time to hear yourself, but not so much that you cut yourself off from life completely.
𝟏𝟎 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐞 ⋆｡°✩
So, with the Wheel of Fortune, low energy usually happens when things don't go your way and you just get stuck in it a bit, y'know? Like, something falls through, timing is off, plans change and instead of adjusting, you kind of sit there thinking... seriously? now what? And then your mood drops, your motivation drops. And guess what, you are not someone who does well in that state (I mean, who does?). You need movement, something happening. Progress, change, even the smallest shifts can uplift your mood. When everything feels slow or stuck, it drains you pretty fast. You've probably noticed this, right? When things are flowing, you're fine. Even if it's busy or chaotic, you feel alive. But the second things stall or don't match your expectations, it's like your energy just dips. And then what happens? You start overthinking, maybe pulling back a bit, maybe waiting it out, but that actually makes it worse. What helps is simple, but yeah, you have to actually do it. Don't just sit there waiting for the "right moment" to come back. Guess what? It won't. You kind of have to restart the movement yourself. Even small things. Go somewhere, change your routine, talk to someone, say yes to something you'd normally overthink. Just get things to moving again. Also.... relying on luck? *shakes head* Not it. Yes, you do have good timing, opportunities show up for you, but only when you're actually engaged. If you check out, nothing really happens. AND another thing, your mindset is super duper important. The moment you go into "nothing is working" mode, guess what? Nothing is going to work (thank Jupiter for that one). You have to stay a bit open. Weird how that works, but yeah.
𝟏𝟏 - 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡 ⋆｡°✩
With 11 energy, low energy does not mean you have no strength. It's ore like... your strength is going nowhere useful. You have a LOT in you, that's whole point here. So when you're not using that energy properly, it starts turning against you a bit. You get restless, frustrated, snappy, maybe weirdly unmotivated, maybe you start feeling like you're carrying loads but getting nowhere. And that feels awful, because you KNOW you have something in you, but it's just not landing anywhere. So, how do you solve this? Well, you need a proper outlet. And no, I do not mean sitting there "thinking about your potential" for three hours lol. I mean movement, like sport, gym, running, swimming, long walks, or just getting things done physically (as in running errands, not plastic surgery). Have you noticed how much better you feel when your body is actually being used? (not like that). You also get energy from being useful in a very direct (idk if that's the right word) way. Protecting, helping, leading, sorting things out, stepping in when something needs to be handled. Things like that. Also, very important, DO NOT LIVE A DRY, JOYLESS LIFE. If you are only working, only being strong, only being responsible, only "holding it together", you will burn yourself out so fast. You need pleasure too. Proper rest, good food, attraction, fun, laughter, lice experiences, all of that.
𝟏𝟐 - 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐌𝐚𝐧 ⋆｡°✩
Giving, giving, giving, and getting nothing back. That's how you lose your energy. And by giving, I do not just mean money, by the way. I mean time, attention, emotional energy, patience, etc. You are someone who can see and feel a lot and understand people very quickly. Which sounds nice, right? But after a while it gets exhausting. You have probably had this. You are there for everyone, you give good, no, great advice, you listen, help, make sacrifices, you keep going... and then one day you feel completely drained and you are like, okay, why do I feel this bad when all I have done is "be nice"? Well... because you cannout keep pouring from an empty cup. Annoying phrase, I know, but true. What actually gives you energy back is helping in a way that still leaves you with something. That is the main thing. You do need purpose, a meaning, the need to feel useful. But the second helping turns into self-sacrifice, your energy starts dropping. Helping someone because you genuinely want to is one thing. Overgiving because you feel "guilty", because you want to be needed or because you think you needs matter less... yeah, that is a completely different story. The Hanged Man does not do well with a random, meaningless life. You need to feel like what you are doing matters. That could be your work, a creative project, something spiritual, something where you feel like, yes, this is important to me. Without that, you can start feeling flat very quickly. Also, you need rest waaaaay more than you think. Because if you keep giving and giving and giving, eventually you start feeling disappointed in life, people and maybe even in yourself. That is usually the sign that you have gone too far again. Another thing, don't forget to be creative. You need somewhere to put all that feeling. Writing, music, drawing, journaling, whatever works.
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