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do i even have friends?

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At least I know what love looks like, I told myself. That’s something. No one had ever looked at me like that, but I’d be able to recognize it if they ever did.

Gail Honeyman “Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine”

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some old journal pages (2016)

front porch step - if i tremble

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pages from my old journal / 2016

the front bottoms - peach

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i’m looking though my old journal (2016) and i found a page where i was talking about my insecurities and now i’ve realized how much i’ve grown and healed and became more confident and it kinda gives me motivation to work on myself and self-growth 

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feels like you no longer exist

or maybe it’s me who no longer exists?

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journaling is so therapeutic

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things she said to me (3/?)

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things she said to me (2/?)

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things she said to me (1/?)

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beautiful things hurt

don’t hurt me

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