"An enemy unknown is an enemy feared" - Golden Cheese Cookie

Hi, my name's Lauri, and I might as well face it, I'm addicted to squids~ She/her, bisexual, autistic, ISFP. Adult (if that makes you uncomfortable, don't follow). I love making friends but social anxiety makes it hard. DM me if you wanna know my Discord! "Chargers are the very best, like no gun ever was!" -Marie "Being a sniper is not an easy job, and while simultaneously being not an easy job, it's also a very thankless job" -Chuggaaconroy ~LONG LIVE THE MOUNTAIN KING~

[totaldramafan-lauri]

Some legends are told Some turn to dust or to gold...

Welcome to my blog, fellow simps!

-Lauri -She/her -Autistic -Bisexual -30+ years old -Social anxiety, but still likes rambling to people who will listen -Fanfic writer (that one who wrote a 400,000+ word fic about Golden Cheese Cookie once) -Self-shipper (Completely cool with interacting with doubles) -Avid hater of cringe culture -Adult content warning - minors will be blocked -Current special interests: Cookie Run Kingdom and the Hellaverse

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.....But you will remember me Remember me for centuries

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B!TES competing as a group in Miss Earthbread is unfair, yes, but it's also kinda funny to me. XD

L-like....a way to sneak popular cookies like Caramel Arrow and Mozzarella back into the bracket without having them compete separately cuz they already previously did well

"We don't want repeat winners or runners-up, but you're popular, so we're doing this to keep you in somehow!"

(Ironically, they're losing right now.....Mozzarella, I'm sorryyyyyy, you're my fav character of all of them still)

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I think the new Kingdom Survey IS a good idea, and I'm very glad Devsis is giving us another way of giving feedback in a way that'll be easier to reach them, but.....

On the other hand, I just can't shake the feeling that the kids who play the game are gonna abuse it to give stupid and/or impossible requests like "I want my favorite characters to have more costumes! I want Shadow Milk to have less costumes because I hate him!" or "I'm impatient and I want X mode to give infinite amount of resources so I don't have to PLAY THE GAME"

......B-but maybe the people with fair critiques will use it too. -v-

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S-sorry I haven't been saying a lot the past week, but....I-I got my reasons....

I'm busy writing a ficlet for my sideblog, and it's turning into quite the time sink as I try to get things right, pffff...

2. I've just been really tired in general the past couple days, and I dunno why. But I've been sleeping, like....a lot. M-maybe I'm getting older faster....

and 2. The lack of attention Liekinheitin has gotten has....worn me down, unfortunately. I-I didn't wanna say it out loud, but I gotta be honest. The amount of effort put into finishing that fic doesn't seem to have done much in the long run, and people are just not liking it, or not reading it. It's really discouraging, so.....i-instead of whining and complaining, or making it seem like I'm mad at people (I'm not), I've just opted to stay silent and let things sink in until I'm feeling better. My sideblog has helped, but y-yeah, when it comes to CRK stuff? Kinda emotionally drained right now....

I'm still here, tho! And I'll talk when I have things to say!

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Oh, and I've still been active on Threads, so.....yeah, I'm still with CRK, don't get me wrong. I-I've just been drained on the fandom side of things

We're getting more Cutter Circuit content next month according to the roadmap. Hope they bring back my excitement and give me more to talk about

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S-sorry I haven't been saying a lot the past week, but....I-I got my reasons....

I'm busy writing a ficlet for my sideblog, and it's turning into quite the time sink as I try to get things right, pffff...

2. I've just been really tired in general the past couple days, and I dunno why. But I've been sleeping, like....a lot. M-maybe I'm getting older faster....

and 2. The lack of attention Liekinheitin has gotten has....worn me down, unfortunately. I-I didn't wanna say it out loud, but I gotta be honest. The amount of effort put into finishing that fic doesn't seem to have done much in the long run, and people are just not liking it, or not reading it. It's really discouraging, so.....i-instead of whining and complaining, or making it seem like I'm mad at people (I'm not), I've just opted to stay silent and let things sink in until I'm feeling better. My sideblog has helped, but y-yeah, when it comes to CRK stuff? Kinda emotionally drained right now....

I'm still here, tho! And I'll talk when I have things to say!

[tired-and-a-mess]

Having a voice kink is so stupid like “omg when they talk 😍”

[sforzzz]

good graffiti i saw the other day

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I-if I could show my Shadow Milk fan side again without any guilt for a second.....I will say this, I guess:

The Headmaster costume is legitimately the first Shadow Milk costume I've liked. XD He's REALLY pretty, like....I wanna pull for this. I'm not complaining about him getting a third one, cuz I didn't like either of his two others. I couldn't really explain why, tho....Maybe his design is just REALLY hard to work with? And making good-looking variants of it is kinda a crapshoot? I'd believe it....

But, I'm happy he finally has one I like. This one is seriously gorgeous. This is MY preferred good-guy look for him, easily. Sage could never

[chao-studios]

"Where's my friend!!! I want to talk to them!!!"

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Can I just say how much I flipping LOVE the name "Tartrus"? XD Like....that's a top tier pun. We haven't had a lot of those lately.

Good job, Devsis, this is SO much better than "Beast-Yeast" (which I had to get used to over several months).

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With that out of the way:

I-I really got unusually aggressive in Hyrool's stream chat last night.....a-and it wasn't even THAT bad, it was just unlike me. I-I know my mind has been weird lately, but....still....>///////>

B-but also.....can you blame me? Getting a teaser for a whole story about young Golden Cheese, and getting all excited about getting to know more about her past, and just.....getting more OF HER in general during a time when she's out of the main main story-

Only for people to start speculating immediately that "WAIT! What if this?? Is ACTUALLY a story?? About Burning Spice??"

I got mad. I got unreasonably mad.

And....there were Burning Spice fans in the chat. Oops.

I-I've said before that I don't hate Burning Spice's fans the way I hate him, and that they're cool and I respect them for seeing things in him I don't.....and WOW they're protective of him. XD Lesson learned. I'll try to keep my hatred for him outta group spaces from now on....

(B-but c'mon.....PLEASE give us a story starring Golden Cheese that DOESN'T have to do with HIM AGAIN??? PLEASE!?!? Do new things with her! Exploring her past self IS something new! Don't just make her the player's POV character for learning more about HIM AGAIN....damn it......)

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Hey, so......I-I got my Among Us series sideblog set up. Everything's ready to go, and I've already started writing my first big thing for over there.

(It's not a full fic, don't worry - I'm on break from big fics XD)

I-I'm not sure if I wanna link it right now, cuz again, I don't wanna make anyone uncomfortable, and things over there are gonna be dark. For now, I kinda like the idea of being anonymous on that blog, not embarrassing myself, and only being seen by the people who share my tastes.....

I-I guess, um.....i-if you wanna see it, message me? Does that make a good compromise? I-I think it does....? I don't wanna link to it publicly, but privately, sure I guess....? I dunno who of you is really interested in learning about that part of me, tho.....-///////-

I didn't wanna have to boost this post, but if you're curious about the sideblog, read that whole thing and decide of you're interested in more of that. It's basically the litmus test for whether or not you'd be. I'm gonna be doing a lot of simping over an honest-to-god horror villain. I'm not expecting a lotta people to be interested, heheh.......b-but I also don't wanna COMPLETELY DENY that part of me exists. I'm not hiding anything. I'm just keeping that stuff in a different place for the sake of my followers' comfort. I'm still acknowledging it exists. That's not hiding....!

B-but, uh, yeah, if you REALLY wanna follow that blog for whatever reason, message me. F-for now, I'm staying anonymous over there!

Oh, and don't worry about me no longer being here. I'll still be here! I still got things to say about CRK and other general stuff! I was thinking of setting up a schedule where I post here during the day and over there at night, but that wouldn't really make sense for people in other time zones, pffff.....

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I-I still love her.....so so much.....>////////<

Y-yes, Your Radiance, indulge my boring or weird interests. I-it only makes me fall for you harder and harder X/////D

(Also her voice is still so- uuuggghhh)

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So, uh.....

I-I just nabbed myself a URL for a new sideblog

Nothing's set up yet, and I dunno what I'm gonna do with it for now, but....

I-it's a URL I am legitimately surprised I got. It's a pretty cool one! A-and it makes me feel more motivated to make something of this, so....

I-I'm taking this as a sign that I made a good choice

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I-I could speculate on who the new mystery cookie is, but I'm getting story fatigue in CRK right now with how fast they're throwing stuff at us....

I-I wanted more time with SCOOP.....I wanted more Cutter Circuit, dang it.....I'm happy the Ananas story was well-recieved, at least, but I miss the waiting period between main story updates. Without it, all the new characters feel like they're coming out too fast to adjust to....

[freeroam]

would you rather your f/o be real in our universe, or you be a canon character in your f/o's universe?

take me there!!!!

bring them HERE!!!!

other?

izzy button :P

Voting ended onJul 29

rb with your reasonings for either!!! ^_^

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BTW, Devsis, cuz I just got word of the roadmap livestream coming up next week:

Don't think I didn't notice the offhanded mention about "problems in the Golden Cheese Kingdom" in the new special episode

Don't do this to her. Please. Let her rebuild her damn kingdom, no matter how long it takes to see her again. I will GLADLY take having to wait until next year to see her again over another story about her suffering this year. I-I still haven't recovered from her interactions with Burning Spice.....

Th-the next time I see her BETTER be after her subjects are brought back and she's decided to join the other Ancients to protect what she just got back. I'll take that. Or helping them remotely. Just....n-no more getting in the way of this, please.....