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“I advise you to stop sharing your dreams with people who try to hold you back, even if they’re your parents. Because, if you’re the kind of person who senses there’s something out there for you beyond whatever it is you’re expected to do - if you want to be EXTRA-ordinary - you will not get there by hanging around a bunch of people who tell you you’re not extraordinary. Instead, you will probably become as ordinary as they expect you to be.”

— Kelly Cutrone

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I don’t know… I’ve never had a first love, so sometimes I feel incapable of even being loved. Never has a possibility seemed so impossible within itself.

c / it just doesn’t happen to me

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And amidst all the chaos, I found myself thinking of you.

c / like the eye of a hurricane

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“Everyone cares when it’s too late.”

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We are small By Taysa Jorge

How it would work out in my dreams:

You would move back home. We could maybe go out on a date or few. See how it feels and how it all plays out. Hopefully that works out and we could keep casually dating with a couple sleep overs here and there. We could make it exclusive whenever we wanted but what’s the rush? Let’s take our time and enjoy the beauty of casual relationship. But even then, let’s just date for a few years.

We have so much to relearn about each other. I think our biggest issues were money, space, and moving too fast. I want to try again and I wish you’d come here bc I’m already changing in certain ways.

I wish you could see how much more masculine I am. The facial has grown in nice; and you were right, my hair does look better long. I wonder what your opinion is of my new look. I wonder if your look or style has change at all.

I just want to try again. I wish I didn’t let myself sink into a black hole so deep. I wish I stood up for myself more and communicated honestly more. Idk why I’m thriving here and actually doing things and getting shit done but it’s working 🤷🏻‍♂️

God I fucking miss you

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Hereafter by Alex Stoddard

I just wanna come home to you and our life one more time.

I thought this is what I wanted. I thought we weren’t meant to be, but now I’m here wasting my time thinking about you and how bad I ruined it.

It’s only a waste of time bc I know you celebrated the day I left. I don’t believe you give a damn about how fucked up you left me and how my only way out of all this is is taking my own life.

I will never recover from you. In every single way.