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drunk thoughts on rainy days

Only at certain times in our lives Does the dock creak and sway The choppy, grey waters Clearly calling you to stay

They swirl inside your chest Searching for sunlight Like a sunflower in the late afternoon

Too soon the tide comes Too soon, it whispers As it hits the shore

You hear chattering It's you, your teeth, You are so cold Yet continue to feel nothing at all

Just turn your head a little Your gaze is too fixed on bleakness ahead When right beside you Lies a lover and friend

There is more beauty around you Than in the chapters you have read There is more potential next to you Than in the stars above your head

Focus on the present for it'll make you feel less, already d...

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words uttered with so little thought became a thunderstorm from rain and tangle your nerves into knots as each droplet poured into your veins we had only just reached the start are the sparkles and stars already gone from your eyelashes have the passions burned out? cremated to ashes?

never did I ponder upon such natural disasters from a butterfly's wing for I would have tread more carefully as to not lose what was so precious so fleeting it cannot disappear just yet or I may doubt its existence at all questions until madness is all that is left In such sadness my thoughts drip endlessly and muddle about I digress,

if only if only mistakes could be unraveled and rewoven and shattered parts could be made unbroken

but I have no power over time I can only hope for her forgiveness and dream tonight of futures with her in mine

#for alice