Just Another Weirdo

random uselessness

[there-will-be-violence-deactiva]

[gay-irl]

Gay🤠irl

[vzd0h]

[estradioltone]

That’s what makes bpd suck so much is I’m never sure if I did something that was really me or if I did something that was my disorder and was my reaction to someone, the thing I said back, was I communicating? Or, was I manipulating and controlling? Was I making something about me or was I participating in an interaction that I was 50% of. The only way I can be sure I’m okay is if I wasn’t feeling anything at all. As soon as I’m feeling I’m in the realm of my disorder

[dayaftermoon]

[understands]

[understands]

[never-not-ever]

[fightingthosedemons-deactivated]

[najd-social-club]

Loooool my attitude when I no longer care is disgusting

[slaughteringbunnies]

[sad--little--daisy]

[you-lost-her-idiot]

[mr-blue19-deactivated20200907]

[happiestharry]

[soft-princesa]

me???? tired???? sleepy??? yes constantly

[kitten9519-deactivated20210718]

The anticipation while I wait to feel the sting against my flesh. Already picturing the beautiful bruises that will mark up my skin. His marks.