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A Simple Favor (2018), dir. Paul Feig

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Amazing, Stefan had found someone maybe just as awkward as he was. “It’s fine, let’s just, never talk about that again.” He chuckled, pouring himself more bourbon than even he would normally drink at this time of day before glancing back at her. “Do you drink bourbon? I can grab something else if not.” So his brother’s fiancé had seen him naked, that was nice. Wonderful. Great. He’d probably definitely come in from the rain and so she’d not only seen him naked, she’d seen him wet. Fiancé. Fiancé. He reminded himself, resisting the urge to go jump off a cliff. No impure thoughts allowed about his brother’s fiancé. “So um, you’re a doctor–what’s your specialty?” He was pretty sure he hadn’t said um this many times since he was a boy.

“ right . i would appreciate that . ” never talking about it again was fine and great , but god was it going to keep her up at night for a while . she was mortified . “ bourbon neat would be fantastic , ” she nodded , not being one to need ice or anything else watering down her liquor . she learned all too young that the good stuff wasn’t fruity or masked behind a ton of juice and mixers . elena may have looked the opposite , but her taste in alcohol was hardcore . “ well , intern technically . i wanna be a surgeon . pediatric , more specifically , though i think ortho is cool too . either babies or bones . ” she shrugged , as if that weren’t the strangest combination ever . “ uh , you must be real busy with the bar though . it’s nice what you’ve done with it , i’ve swung by a few times , though never when you’re around oddly enough . we kept missing each other , huh ? ” she smirked before bringing the cup up to her lips , taking a sip much larger than she probably should have .

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Damon was perfectly prepared to be polite and to try not to be the sarcastic asshole Stefanbegged him not to be, but then she had to say…that? Damon wasn’t modest by any means; did he run around naked on purpose? No, he didn’t walk around naked unless he knew Stefan was either asleep for the night or out of the house, and the only time he was naked was when he was showering or changing or…jesus, why had she brought that up? He didn’t mind anyone seeing him naked, but his brother’s fiancé? Stefan had better give him a medal for dealing with this. Damon blinked, holding up his hands. “Uh yeah um. Sorry about that?” Jesus christ. Stefan always thought he was being sneaky bringing Elena in after he’d gone to sleep; Damon knew the only reason he snuck her in was to keep Damon from making fun of him, but Damon couldn’t sleep through anything. He’d heard every time Elena had padded into the house. At least they lived on opposite sides of the house. What had she been doing to have seen him, camping in the living room? He’d probably gone on a run in the rain and taken his clothes off at the door to keep from dripping. “I probably went on a run in the rain or something. Uh, anyway.” Though that didn’t explain why he hadn’t had boxers on, he just didn’t likeboxers. “Do you want a drink or something?” God knows he needed one.

fuck . fuck , fuck , fuck . what was wrong with her ?! there were ways to break the ice like a normal , decent human being -- and confessing that she maybe sort of peeked as he made his way to the stairs while she grabbed a midnight snack for herself and the man she was marrying was not one of them . save it . there was still room to save it , right ? “ no ! no , god , sorry . that was awkward of me to say . i ... doctor -- i’m a doctor . unless i’m talking about someone’s guts , i’m kind of an airhead . ” so they went from nudity to human organs . brilliant . “ yes , alcohol . alcohol would be great . ” though what would really be great was if the world could just swallow her fucking whole right then and there . “ sorry again ... this totally wasn’t the way i wanted to meet you . ” not in high school , not ever .

#thewhippedsalvatxre #/ what is wRONG WITH HER

Stefan was usually on time, but he had a bad habit of getting busy at work and forgetting everything else. He never stopped talking about how wonderful Elena was, but he seemed to cancel a fair amount of plans due to his ‘busy schedule.’ Damon pulled his phone out, dialing Stefan’s number and shaking his head at her question. “No you’re fine, I have work tonight but you’re good, please sit.” He was going to go on a run in a little bit, but that was besides the point. Damon grimaced when his brother answered with a very distracted hello. “Stefan, Elena’s here, where are you?” He slid his fingers through the short hair at the nape of his neck rolling his eyes at Stefan’s hurried speech about being stuck at the office. “Okay, do you want to talk to her or?” Another long-winded ramble about having to go but insisting that Elena stay at the house so they could bond. Stefan would be there later. Damon opened his mouth to protest but just as quickly the younger Salvatore had hung up. Damon turned his attention back to Elena, sliding his phone back into his pocket. “He’s stuck at the office. He says he’s sorry, that he’ll be here as soon as he can, but that you should stay here and wait and we should um. We should bond?” He cleared his throat–the things he did for his brother. Damon closed the distance between them, extending his hand. “Um, as polite as my brother is, I don’t think we’ve ever officially met. It’s nice to actually meet you.” He’d kill Stefan for this later; fucking asshole.

it was about as awkward as awkward could get , standing there only assuming that stefan was going on and on about how he couldn’t leave work because of something or another . his work ethic was one of the things she respected most about him , but it didn’t exactly make for the world’s most involved boyfriend . still , she understood more than anyone what being swamped felt like , and she tried her hardest to refrain from holding it against him . she actually chuckled as damon mentioned stefan’s recommendation . god , if only caroline could be there to see what was happening -- she’d have a field day after having been there through elena’s whole ‘ damon is the man of my dreams ’ phase . “ sorry , uh . hi , ” she shook her head , begging herself to stop looking like such an idiot . “ it’s nice to officially meet you , too . though , i have seen you naked . ” she stopped right there . wait -- what was she doing ? “ i-i mean . not really , i just meant it was the middle of the night and i was sleeping over and you kinda just ran by ... you might’ve been wearing boxers ? i ... i really wasn’t looking ! ” she totally was and he totally wasn’t . so much for not looking like an idiot .

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leneemusing

misc prompts for your feels

“ unique just means alone. ” “ i’m not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ” “ i know i’m a monster, but you look at me like i’m a man. ” “ there’s nothing i wouldn’t do to keep you safe. ” “ we all have sins to pay penance for. ” “ don’t look at me like i’m a hero. you’ll only disappoint yourself. ” “ sometimes when you look at me it’s like…it’s like you’re staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ” “ you make me want to live. ” “ i know i don’t deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might. ” “ i trust you with my life. ” “ you’re more like family to me than my own blood. ” “ i’ve never had any sort of family before. ” “ your life is far more precious than mine. ” “ i don’t care what happens to me. as long as you’re safe. ” “ i need you to live…cause if you’re gone then, i don’t know what the point of it all is anymore. ” “ i know i’m not the person you want, but i’m here. ” “ i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but i’m okay with that. ” “ i couldn’t say no to you even if i wanted to. ” “ you’re worth more than this. ” “ why do you walk around as if you’re somehow less valuable than the rest of the world? ” “ please, let me help you. ” “ just let me do this for you. ” “ you do have something to live for. you have me. ” “ you’ll always have me. ” “ i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but you’re not. not to me. ” “ it’s okay to be angry, you’re allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ” “ don’t you realize you deserve more than this? ” “ you’re not a machine or— or some thing. you’re a person, and i’m sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ” “ please, just hold on a little longer. i can’t lose you too. ” “ this scar..what happened? ” “ if you won’t do it for yourself, then do it for me. ” “ you’re bleeding— how long have you been hiding this?! ” “ sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. there’d be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. ” “ i’m not sure i know who i’m supposed to be anymore. ” “ my mind is so loud and i’m afraid it’ll never be quiet again. ” “ when i’m in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when i’m alone it’s somehow worse. ” “ loneliness is a poison and i’ve been drinking it for so long, i don’t there there’s an anecdote to save my soul. ” “ i don’t care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ” “ you deserve more than i could ever give you. ” “ i love you. i know that’s not enough, but i do. ” “ you’re safe with me, you always will be. ” “ you make me feel safe. like i’m allowed to be anything i want. ” “ i’d do anything to be the person you love again. ” “ i’ve got you, you’re safe. ” “ just rest, i’m here. ” “ you can stay with me tonight. ”

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#﹡ﾟ┊ᵐᵃʸᵇᵉ ᶦ'ᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵉᵐᵇᶫᶦᶰᵍ ᵏᶦᶰᵈ ᵒᶠ ᵇʳᵃᵛᵉ ( musings )

Stefan was engaged and Damon was Damon; Stefan had his office job, Damon had the bar he owned. He had only met the girl a handful of times, but according to Stefan, she walked on water. Damon wondered what it said about his and Stefan’s relationship that he hadn’t spent more than 5 minutes at a time with the girl. She was always coming to the house when he was going and vice versa. Nevertheless, he was a tad surprised when there was a knock at his door and no Stefan in the house. God, he couldn’t wait for the younger Salvatore to move out. Damon pushed up from the couch, opening the front door and raising an eyebrow at the sight of Elena. “Hey, um, Stefan’s not here.” How incredibly awkward. “You can come in if you want, I’ll call and ask him where he is.”

she wasn’t sure how ‘ engaged life ’ actually suited her . elena liked to be in the middle of the action , hence her going to med school and starting her surgical internship . she was driven by purpose , by knowing she’d be doing good for others . tasting cakes and choosing between eggshell and off white china plates was not exactly her idea of a great time . but stefan . stefan was an angel , and he was so excited by the idea of her being excited . how could she not play along ? but , god , he could at least be on time for the appointments he made for them . “ oh , ” she blinked , confused at first before realizing he had no real idea who she was . damon salvatore , resident bad ass . known for owning a bar and probably drinking most of its inventory itself . she used to dream of him paying attention to her when she was a dumb teenager -- funny how things worked out . “ sure . i’m sure he won’t be long , it’s not like him to be late when we have plans , ” she offered him a smirk before stepping into the house , a bit awkward even though she’d been in the house a billion times before -- just never with him . “ so ... did i interrupt something important ? i can go to the other room , or just wait in my car , it’s fine . ”

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