Grace, Abby and Rachel;
First I want to apologize, this will come as a shock to you. The facade has to end, and that’s all it has been, a facade. I act like I’m capable, like I’ve got my life together but the truth is, I haven’t. I’ve been acting for the last three months and I’ve know for a long time that I wasn’t going to finish this school year. I’m sorry I took so long. First I want you to know there was no sign to see, I know what you’re supposed to look for so I made a point to counter act those tendencies. There were no words anyone said that pushed me over the edge. There was no proverbial straw. Secondly, I want you know that your friendship has made this last month bearable. I have one request if you can find it in your heart to forgive me. Don’t let this make you cold, don’t let my actions take away your trust in other people. Lean on your families and lean on each other, you will get through this you are strong. You will get through this. You have long full lives ahead of you full of love and purpose.
To anyone else on tumblr who might see this, just know that some people aren’t meant to do life. To know that of yourself takes a lot of time and personal reflection. To paraphrase, you die young full of potential or you live long enough to become a disappointment.
By the way, Grace or Abby one of you should take the Mary Epworth CD on my desk, the musician from nightvale, it’s worth a listen
Barefoot Parader signing out.
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