Gelassenheit

INDEFINITE HIATUS "A twisted needle behind a tranquil smile." {Indie TF2 RP blog of a RED Medic OC.}

[ofsolitude]

When you have a good heart:

                              You help too much.

            You trust too much.

                         You give too much.

            You love too much.

And it always seems you hurt the most.

[tranquilneedles]

Max just casually picked Elsa up and carried her over to one of the hospital beds to cuddle with her. "I just want to lay here for a little while, all right, liebchen?"

Confused, her arms raised so she didn’t accidentally hit him with the clipboard in her hands as she was carried and blinked a few times once they were settled. “Is… Everything okay?”

[privatemaxwell]

“If anyzhing happens to me, you know zhat you will be taken care of, ja?” He finally raised his head to meet her eyes. “Financially, you will be secure, if I was unable to care for you any longer. And Hannah would take care of you. You know zhis, don’t you?”

[tranquilneedles]

“Yes?” Brows furrowing, where was he going with this all of a sudden? It was out of nowhere. Looking down at him, her mouth forming a thin line. “I know all that but how can you tell me not to worry when you’re saying those things now? Is something going on?” 

[tranquilneedles]

Max just casually picked Elsa up and carried her over to one of the hospital beds to cuddle with her. "I just want to lay here for a little while, all right, liebchen?"

Confused, her arms raised so she didn’t accidentally hit him with the clipboard in her hands as she was carried and blinked a few times once they were settled. “Is… Everything okay?”

[privatemaxwell]

“I just want to lie here for a while.” He sighed and refused to raise his head. “It’s nozhing to worry yourself about right now. Everyzhing will be fine, mein Schatzchen.” 

[tranquilneedles]

“As long as you need.” Of course she’s going to worry about it, silently, inwardly at least. She’s closer to him now that they are stationed together, that’s something. ”If you say so.”

[tranquilneedles]

Ya'll can adopt. Not to mention, I heard that neutering dogs can help with their temperament.

“How about I do not and say that I did. You. Door. Out. Parking lot. Go on vacation.”

[tranquilneedles]

Then at least neuter him or something!

“I would like children, danke schön.”

[tranquilneedles]

what in God's name have you been doing lady? Leash your Soldier!

“I am not his keeper and I cannot do a thing or even have the faintest idea of what to do for him besides be there for him. It’s all I can do.”

[tranquilneedles]

Max just casually picked Elsa up and carried her over to one of the hospital beds to cuddle with her. "I just want to lay here for a little while, all right, liebchen?"

Confused, her arms raised so she didn’t accidentally hit him with the clipboard in her hands as she was carried and blinked a few times once they were settled. “Is… Everything okay?”

[privatemaxwell]

“No. Nozhing is okay. Nozhing is ever okay.” He buried his face in her bosom and closed his eyes.

[tranquilneedles]

She carefully dropped the clipboard off the side of the bed and hugs his head, sighing a little. She knew better than to prod at whatever was bugging him but it was quite disheartening knowing she can’t do anything to help him when he won’t let her. Even more so when she didn’t know what she could do. 

“You can talk if you want, I won’t say anything, I’ll just listen. Won’t think any different of you, I have no right to.” Frown, for herself really. “Or do you just want to rest?”

[tranquilneedles]

Max just casually picked Elsa up and carried her over to one of the hospital beds to cuddle with her. "I just want to lay here for a little while, all right, liebchen?"

Confused, her arms raised so she didn’t accidentally hit him with the clipboard in her hands as she was carried and blinked a few times once they were settled. “Is... Everything okay?”

[tranquilneedles]

(I think a sad is that Elsa would actually let Max kill her. She has so much guilt from her past actions, She was at a point from her joining and during her time in the Industries that she was pretty much ready to die. To her, her death would mean that justice will be served for those lives she’s toyed with under threat of her own life back then. 

And if anybody were to stop her and make her think otherwise, she would argue about it. For her to keep living a happy life, and the past victims not being able to live theirs, its unfair to them in her head. Dying by Max’s hands would be a suitable endgame for her considering their backgrounds.

[jujus-bombtastic-adventure]

OH MY GOD

[spockishot]

thinking about ur otps napping is SO IMPORTANT. Does one protectively shush anyone who comes near their sleeping partner. Does one come home to find the other sleeping on the floor under a table or curled in a corner. Does the partner wake them up and move them to some place more comfortable or do they roll their eyes and cover them with a blanket whatever weird place they are. Do their roommates come home to find them both tangled in impossible positions and marvel at how they are somehow asleep. Who gets really emotional the first time they fall asleep together. Who drools on the other one’s chest. Who wakes up with the other’s hair in their nose. these are the necessary questions. 

[calupos]

those pyrovision cakes have to come from somewhere you know

[tranquilneedles]

(I’m still around, just having trouble with Elsa muse unfortunately :C Sorry to those wating on replies I just jnjfn

[wordsnquotes]

What a terrible feeling to love someone and not be able to help them.

Jennifer Niven, All The Bright Places (via ahealingheart)

[nurse3d]

"Experts find female serial killers typically suffered a traumatic childhood event." - Nurse 3D

[tranquilneedles]

Knock, knock.

A cacophony of barking sounded from the other side which quickly fell silent as soon as the door cracked open, the redhead peeking out. "Halloooo?" And wider the door goes upon seeing who the visitor was. "Oh it's you! Herr Heinz, correct? It has been such a long time! Come in!" She stepped aside to allow him entry.

[tranquilneedles]

Well, well, well. Look what we have here. The giants were going to have a challenge as Adwin stalked into the infirmary.

All were preoccupied with new toys their caretaker had got them which would most certainly bring their status of attentive guard dogs down just a smidge.