That "what" at the end is gut-punchingly perfect for expressing The Emotion.
My brother once gave a presentation in class, reading from his report. He walked to the back of the room to turn in the report in, and no longer had it in his hands. The teacher told my parents she would give him full credit, because she saw it and the presentation was good, but she was baffled because she had eyes on him the whole time and even she didn’t know where the report went.
Holy shit















