TRANSBOY MANIC

Nickname: Tea or T.K. | 19 | Male | NJ | highly unqualified for adulthood | all-round LGBTQ+ certified (kinda) • ASKS are welcome! •

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Happy 6th Birthday on Tumblr 🥳!

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It's my 5 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Wow!

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Here’s the sad thing about being trans:

When it comes to choosing starting hrt or preserving our eggs or sperm, the best thing we can do is to start hrt and take that risk to never have kids because fertility preservation is so fucking expensive. Even cis women have to spend fuckloads of money for that, and there’s barely any coverage for that.

If those of us that are trans and wish to transition medically, we’d rather take hrt the second we’re okayed by our doctors, because if not, we’d mostly likely be dead and/or in debt.

The fact that people can get cash for donating eggs or sperm is fucking golden.

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Am I the only trans guy that feels this:

At the thought of dating a girl, I feel a sense of masculinity; a surge runs through me to be dominant and protective. I’m not one to say a girl can’t be dominant, nor does she need to feel like she needs to be protected, but I just feel that way.

And at the thought of dating a guy, I want to be held and be submissive but not be considered any less masculine, esp. since I’m a trans guy. And I’m not against being a bottom, but the thought of topping is just a bit scary. But for a girl, I’d only be insecure by the fact that I’m not a cis guy.

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Things that have happened since starting T

-My dick’s gotten bigger. It’s super sensitive and I dunno what to do with it

-My voice sounds like a muted speaker, rumbling nonstop. Sometimes I sound husky and sexy, sometimes I sound like an embarrassing 13-yr-old

-I’ve been watching porn nearly 24/7 (and for me, that’s new, because I make sure to limit my porn intake)

-and that’s it

Oh

-I’ve heard Shark Week stops 2-3 months in. One month in and I’ve received no fuckin’ reports so . . . yay?

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Person: hello, young man?

Me: yes?

Person: where are your parents?

Me: oh, no, it’s okay. I’m 19.

Person: . . . Where are your parents?

Like, thanks for not misgendering me, but bro, I am an adult.

*(when the hormones haven’t kicked in)*

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When someone you don’t know ends up validating you SO HARD in front of your family. 🤯 People like you EXIST?!

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You are not worthless.

Be it you’re a trans girl, a trans guy, a non-binary person, genderfluid, whatever.

You matter. There is always someone out there that cares about you. And even when it’s hard to believe it yourself, to believe that you’re ultimately likable and worth it, and even when you don’t value yourself or respect yourself to the highest degree, just know, deep down, you are important. This world needs you in it.

We all go through struggles, and some more than most go through more unthinkable shit.

As long as we’re here for each other, it will be okay.