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@transgressusvitae
I think the few people around here are also followers of the main blog, but just in case: this blog is going to be closed as the story of Crossing Life is going back to the main blog, as in the end it isn’t working for me to put it on a sideblog.
skyfullofashes:
“Uh huh.” The swordsman was growing amused as this transpired. When seeing him trying to make it subtle in scooting away, he moved. Immediately his hand reached out and grabbed Allen’s arm to keep him from making distance even further. “Afraid of me, moyashi?”
“N-No, of course not.” Except he was placing his arms in a way that covered a bit the spot. His lips stretched in an innocent smile.
Without warning, Allen moved closer, wrapping his arms around Kanda’s neck, and kissing his cheek. This also made it a bit harder to reach his ticklish spot, of course.
“It’s Allen, BaKanda~”
@skyfullofashes continued from here
“... I was just, lost in thought. Watching you!”
Oh Allen. Attempting to find an excuse, and to fluster Kanda. All so Kanda would forget the fact Allen definitely reacted to the touch, barely stopping the little yelp, but not able to stop from fidgeting.
He’s even trying to inch away subtly because he just knows what is coming as soon as Kanda realize that, yes, Allen is very much ticklish at this spot.
❝ i didn’t even know i was ticklish there! ❞ Allen to Kanda uwu
Touch-starved | @sozotohakai
Kanda pulled his hand back as he watched the other male curiously when he fidgeted in spot. A single brow arched in curiosity as if he found a jack-pot, a secret, or even a hidden weapon. He couldn’t help but smirk.
“I barely touched you.”
Kanda placed his hand on Allen's head and stroked back his hair before resting his chin ontop. Wrapping his arms around him, he pressed his lips against his head, making sure his embarrassment on his face is hidden from view. "I love you."
Allen blinked up as he felt Kanda’s hand, lips forming a smile while his gaze showed a little puzzplement; no doubt sensing something from Kanda. His smile widened as he found himself being held, a sound almost like a purr coming from his throat.
He blinked again. Did Kanda just..?
Allen nuzzled his face closer, but too late, of course. The sudden blush, and the little fond smile had been visible. His arms returned the embrace, tight, holding Kanda close in a manner that screamed precious.
“I love you, too.” His voice came, soft but clear.
And who knew they would end up like this?
But, certainly, Allen felt very glad for how their relation had evolved.
skyfullofashes:
Michael didn’t notice Allen standing there. He was that deep in doubts. He flinched and lowered his hands in a hurry before standing up from the seat, pushing the loose ponytail hair over his shoulder. “Ah, Allen. I didn’t see you there.”
He blushed. He felt completely off-guard, as if he was caught red-handed - even when he wasn’t really doing anything.
He smiled as he left his desk to walk over to the white haired male. “Did you need anything?”
Allen offered a soft smile, but his silver eyes shone with worry. Michael, not noticing him? That just added to his suspicion that something bothered the angel.
One eyebrow raised as Allen put a hand on his hip, head tilting slightly. “I’m fine; I was passing by.” He dropped his hand, and his smile grew a bit, soft and a little sad. “But shouldn’t I be the one asking?”
“And don’t tell me all is fine. Someone did teach me to pay attention to nature, and it’s worried for you.”
“This is going to make getting out of bed tomorrow even more difficult.” (Kanda and Allen ovo)
Cuddly |
It was too late. The warmth emitting from the other was keeping him still. He lost all interest in moving, staying entwined with the other. He had his arms wrapped around the smaller male, holding him close as he could. He opened his eyes as he heard the other spoke, and having the other point it out made the swordsman blush.
It was awkward for him.
But he didn’t want tomorrow to come.
Kanda’s embrace tighten around him at the thought of tomorrow.
“.. It’ll be nice to stay like this.”
🤗 Sneak up behind my muse and hug them (Allen with Kanda, although he probably like, made sure his steps were heard, since he wouldnt be sure how well kanda would take a surprise hug, so he also probably left enough time to kind of, sidestep if Kanda want. otherwise Kanda is in for a gentle hug ;)
Intimacy | @sozotohakai
Kanda can sense the other because Allen allowed himself to make noise, of course. The swordsman somewhat blushed at the contact and rested his hand ontop of the other’s. He turned his head to get the view of the other over his shoulder with a slight smile. “Should try your luck next time in being sneaky, moyashi.”
His senses are tingling. Someone is associating adorable dad with adult things. He is ready to fight for virtue.
skyfullofashes:
Sanctuary. A building he had created and named himself. A public building with some comfort and security.
It is for the homeless and also for those who seek word or guidance. In the office, Michael sat on the chair near a desk with papers on it, such things like inventory, and items for the winter time. This time he wasn’t focused - he was completely out of it. Distracted with his own thoughts. This was something he never done.
‘Why me?’ Was something that plagued him. Why did Father create him, why did He make him the first? Why did the other angels look up to him the most? Did they really care about him? Or was the Doppelganger right? Was he being used like a weapon and shield? Was it for personal gain? He lowered his head, resting his head on his hands.
Call it instincts, but Allen felt like wandering Sanctuary, like checking on Michael. Call it observation, but Allen had a suspicion something had been bothering the angel.
His steps were quiet when he approached the office, a bit hesitant, but he would just check in, and if Michael was working, he would leave him to it. Or offer a snack. Probably a snack and drink.
However, when he peeked in, Timcanpy on his head leaning slightly to also see well, the sight told Allen he had been right. When was the last time he had seen Michael like this?
Never, he realized.
A beat pass, he nipped his lips, hesitant but concerned; and then, softly, “Michael?”
skyfullofashes:
He gave Allen a gentle mother-like smile. “Oh, nonsense. Anyone could.” He rose a hand towards and beckon him to come over and sit beside him. “Come, come. Maybe I can help you listen.”
Allen moved as soon as Michael gestured, feeling a little happy, a lot at peace; sitting there beside the angel and thinking about listening to nature. Sometimes, he still felt disbelief of who exactly Michael was.
He always felt awed. And something warm.
“I’d love to learn.”
skyfullofashes:
The other’s lips were soft. Very soft. It made his chest ache from a pounding heart with the way he held onto the other’s face like so. Slowly, his eyes closed fully after the other’s. The sensation of being near him like so was like another drug. Despite the kissing, it was no doubt that he tasted like alcohol. If he was in his senses, he was unsure why the other returned the kiss.
His thumb gently stroked the other’s cheek as he deepened the kiss. Pressing forward until he found the courage or blind action to continue so. His tongue gently licked and tasted Allen’s lips as he lowered both hands to hold and caress his waist.
His heart thumped at how close they were, how it felt, to share such an intimate act with Kanda. Somewhere at the back of his mind, he realized that, while his first chaste kiss had been stolen by Road, this was his first real kiss.
And he could not deny the sense of happiness.
The taste of alcohol, for a brief moment, almost made him consider parting. Was Kanda himself? Was it a drunken action? Or was it something more?
But Allen could not focus, could not think; not when a thumb caressed him so gently, not when he felt how Kanda deepened the kiss. He was loosing control, letting Kanda lead him, and it was a loss of control he welcomed.
He pressed closer, hands resting at Kanda’s shoulders, sliding his palm down a bit to rest against Kanda’s chest, thumbs absent-mindedly caressing there, at the collarbone.
He parted his lips, almost shy as his own tongue came to mirror Kanda’s own moves, feeling something in him melt more and more.
skyfullofashes:
The swordsman scanned the other’s face, noting the way that smile was. The way it just lacked the tenacity. It bothered him in some way, he wasn’t sure why. His eyes moved to Timcanpy for a moment before meeting his gaze. It wasn’t like he didn’t trust him. But he took that information like a grain of salt on figurative and literal wounds. He couldn’t risk it at all, if the Noah were to surface like so –
Kanda wasn’t stupid. No way he could fight him in the condition that he was in.
Allen’s movement, despite how hyper vigilance the long-haired male was.. He watched like a careful feline that’s in a same room with a human on first meeting. When he heard the invitation, he closed his eyes in realization. The room felt it was moving. He couldn’t move his legs even if he wanted. The adrenaline that carried him, pushed him this far was fading fast.
The wound on his side ached terribly which made him pale. He didn’t have medication on his person anymore. He had used it up like an addict with the way he forced himself to travel, day to day, with barely any sleep. All because he needed to find Allen.
Needed to see. And now.. He forced himself to breathe at first as he wasn’t aware that he was holding it in. Maybe he should leave to get his own room - but what if the other decided to run? The black golem on his shoulder perked up in awareness, fluttering its wings.
A forced scoff passed his lips, “I’ll.. pass.”
The longer Kanda stayed up, the more Allen’s eyes narrowed. His heart, however, ached with worry. Something felt off, he knew it, felt it from the way Crown perked in concern.
Everything started to point Allen to the fact Kanda was not well. He was pale. His golem was alert. Wasn’t he favoring one side...?
“Kanda...” Allen replied, hesitant, soft. Slowly, he stood up again. Lips stretched into a sad smile. “You look like you are going to faint.” He told him, bluntly. “Which tells me a lot, considering I can even notice.” He paused in his words, hesitant; and then he took a step closer.
“If you don’t get on the bed, I will make you, you stubborn bakanda.”
@skyfullofashes continued from here
Warmth in his chest, Allen watched with sleepy eyes as Kanda returned to him. He had not meant to make the quiet demand, but he had awaken slightly and saw Kanda was about leave; and he felt like he was missing already the now familiar presence beside him.
So the words had left him; and his heart filled to see Kanda listening.
Once the swordsman was laying beside him, Allen snuggled closer, as soon as Kanda pulled him closer. He laid his forehead against Kanda’s chest, the position obvious enough to indicate he was listening to the heartbeat.
“Thank you,” Allen mumbled, feeling sleep claim him again, his own arms slipping around Kanda’s chest.
🌟 For a secret wish or desire of theirs (Michael?)
Secrets | @sozotohakai
“I’ve watched humans fall in love for centuries and centuries. All types of love, all types of people. They would have families together even.” This magic was too powerful and words slipped passed those pale tiers. “I wish those things. I wish to receive unconditional love from someone and look at me for me, not someone of who I am. I desire children, a family with them.”
‘May Father smite me.’
“I feel jealous because that’s something I will not be able to have.”
🖤 For something they secretly wish they could do with your muse (Kanda? ovo
Secrets | @sozotohakai
“I… I want our family back together. I wish I have the power to make things as they were once before. To just be with each other until the day he no longer needs me.”
🌺 Put a flower in my muse’s hair (Allen to Michael owo)
Intimacy | @sozotohakai
He was taken aback as the former exorcist had placed a flower in his hair. “Ah.. Thank you.” His expression soften, giving some color to his cheeks.
