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saving posts i like (mostly twilight & x files) first time txf watcher posting her every thought / main: @truehimbo

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My ratings of The X-Files episodes as a first time watcher :) will update as I go

Season 1

Season 2

Season 3

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i still don't know about alex x kiley. she moved on from him and has a good relationship with dylan now and alex never saw her that way so why would he all of a sudden now?? i do think the chemistry of the actors is amazing so i have to root for them by default but the writers putting alex kissing kiley on the same level as what cole and jackie pulled on him TWICE is insane to me. also alex went through it this season and it was never acknowledged by his parents (the tattoo??? hello?? his outburst about cole ruining his life after he pretended to be fine all season that was completely glazed over??) last thing he needs is another love triangle 😭

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i would not pick cole over alex ngl jackie's lowkey bugging

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this apart from alex' personality ashby gentry is also like the most gorgeous man i've ever seen like

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jackie raging at alex about how much cole hurt her 😂😂😭 girl says YOU of all people to ALEX of all people you cheated on that boy TWIIICEEE...

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jackie and cole got in trouble after the party but no one cares that alex is being indoctrinated by a bunch of drug using, predatory grown men who get him drunk, give him weird pills and gave him a TATTOO? on the back of a truck with a dirty tattoo gun. like where are his parents or friends why does no one care 😭

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jackie chewing up her uncle at the banquet 😭😂😂 nooo don't kill him girl

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uncle richard is the biggest loser right up with lee's deadbeat parents 😭

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what did they do to danny. he looks so fine this season. him and erin are such a cute couple too. girlie got THE updgrade

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omg jackie and cole messed alex up he is going through it this season 😭😭😭 justice for my king

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i did not miss the subtle misogyny of having catherine be totally overwhelmed with taking care of her kids & the farm without her husband around when statistically it's usually mothers who know and remember the children's schedules, the family routine etc. and things fall apart when mothers are away and the fathers are left with the kids but nooo catherine is such a poor little silly woman who can't hold the fort down without her strong capable amazing husband to do everything for her.??

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wait but what the fuck was actually up with james suggesting sirius should "make the change permanent" and stay a dog Multiple Times...??? and why is sirius so proud when telling ron about it. girl he was tired of dealing with your crush on him i fear 😭😭 and u bragging. told you multiple times to STAY A DOG. straight people are crazy

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thinking about wolfstar but in the way that remus loved sirius for years and became tired because sirius only ever had eyes for james. thinking about how remus probably hoped sirius would forget, give up and move on after james and lily got married, but he didn't. thinking about remus distancing himself from sirius and james, always feeling like a third wheel. thinking about remus learning of peter's and james' and lily's deaths and the accusations against sirius, knowing in his heart it couldn't be true but still, not actually knowing, grieving his friends and feeling heartwrenching guilt towards james for his petty jealousy, deciding to move on and forget. thinking about remus beginning his job at hogwarts, meeting harry and realizing all that he's missed, that he's repeated his mistake and chosen to be distant at the worst time yet again. thinking about remus hearing peter pettigrew's name was on the map and knowing, realizing, that sirius was innocent after all, yet reeling from his other best friend's betrayal. thinking about remus finally seeing sirius again, finally reuniting with him, only for sirius to still talk about james with that same warmth, admiration and love in his eyes. thinking about remus torn between accepting things as they are or moving on instead. thinking about remus only ever seeing sirius at order meetings because he's still wanted for crimes he never committed, for the one crime sirius would never commit. thinking about remus hearing that sirius died. thinking about remus being alone again. thinking about remus wondering, regretting that he never told sirius the truth. thinking about remus deciding to move on and marry tonks, who looked at him with warmth and admiration the way sirius looked at james. thinking about remus realizing that he still cannot trust himself, that this might have been a mistake, but he's finally being loved and he wants to do this right. thinking about remus holding his son for the first time and thinking about james. how did he feel when he first held harry? and did he ever know how sirius felt for him? did he ever know how remus felt for sirius? did sirius know?

thinking about remus who's made up his mind to stop running and be there to protect his family, to fight for harry and all their loved ones only to die less than two years after sirius, leaving his son an orphan, too small to ever even remember him, meeting the same fate as his old friend whose face he couldn't bear to look into for months and months because of simple and true jealousy.

thinking about wolfstar who were so close they could understand one another without words yet were too proud to speak up when it mattered. thinking about wolfstar who were stuck in a pattern, or maybe it was destiny, making the same mistake over and over again. thinking about wolfstar who, over a decade later, still acted as if they were four, unable and unwilling to accept that it was just the two of them. thinking about wolfstar reuniting only briefly in life before joining their friends in death.

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I was born in 2000 but I believe they filmed S3EP21 specifically so that I, 30 years later, could delude myself into thinking I've got a shot at becoming Skinner's inappropriately younger rebound after his divorce x

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what is up with mulder's account in "bad blood" actually. why is he portraying himself as a submissive little girlhusband who's scared to offend his emperor, queen and majesty miss dana catherine scully. why so demure.

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hes so hot i cant.

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J. Edgar Hoover Building As seen in The X-Files

@giftober 2025 | Day 5: “Buildings”

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rewatching "e.b.e." and "i think it's remotely plausible that someone might think you're hot" is still one of the craziest lines in this entire show 😭😭 the way mulder doesn't even glance at scully pretending to busy himself. the way she stops and looks up at him. the silence after!!!!! OMG.