Jesse "rat" Pinkman

Trying to survive a living hell

[emotionalwhump]

- “I’mma do a better job of keeping you clean from now on, ‘kay?”

Jesse Pinkman  → El Camino: A Breaking Bad Movie (2019)

(3 / ?)

[smoshsideblog]

@trappedjessepinkman

“You’re hungry, aren't you?” Todd leered down at Jesse through rusted iron bars, staring at the bruised and bloody man on the concrete floor of the pit. He took a long puff of his cigarette while he waited for a response.

Todd thought back and counted on his fingers how many days Jesse had been here. It’d taken 3 days of torture to get Jesse to tell them where the ‘Confession Tape’ was. Then, Jesse had spent 2 more days completely alone. Moaning in pain, crying out, and chained in his little concrete hell.

“You haven't eaten in 6 days, Jesse. I know you want something.” Todd called out again. Jesse still wasn’t responding and for a fleeting moment Todd was worried that he’d succumbed to his injuries.

“If you don’t answer me I’ll have to force you to eat.”

[trappedjessepinkman]

Jesse layed motionless in the cage hearing Todd speak to him but not really understanding what was being said to him. He'd been down here for how long he dosent know, the tarp was kept on the top for a good amount of time. At first it was to block his screams, the screams of a rat bitch, but eventually after his throat had gone hoarse it was to deprive him of sunlight, so when Todd took it off today he immediately closed his eyes blinded by the light. He could feel the blood from his injuries roll down his beaten, puffy face, when he heard Todd say "...I'll have to force you to eat.", Jesse was brought from his disassociation hearing that. "W-what? Please don't!", Jesse didn't know exactly what Todd said but it didn't sound pleasant for him. "I'll be good." He was just repeating anything to keep Todd from hitting him again or worse getting JACK. Hopefully whatever Todd is talking about wouldn't make him hurt too badly.

[andermuunoz]

#actual puppy

[angstmemes]

torture starters : deprivation

[ mentions of abuse, torture, kidnapping, etc. ]

“You’re hungry, aren’t you?” “I didn’t think you could look any worse, but you surprise me every day.” “Remind me, how long haven’t I fed you? Oh wait, you can’t tell day from night, can you?” “Oh no, I didn’t bring this food down for you. I just wanted to have something to watch while I ate.” “You know it’s rude to fall asleep in the middle of a conversation, right?” “Wakey-wakey! You’ve slept a whole forty seconds! Time to remind you of what happens when you do that again.” ”That blindfold is never coming off again.” “I never said you could have fresh water.” “All you have to do is say you did it, and I’ll let you sleep again. Permanently.” ”You might break the world record ‘staying awake’ soon! If you don’t die first, of course.” ”Who’re you talking to? You do realise you’re all alone down here, right?” “Remember sleep?” ”Look around while you still can. After today you’ll never see colours again.” ”For a moment there I thought you’d finally starved.” “It’s nice and warm outside. Remember sunshine?” “Drifting off again, are you?” “Good morning! Did you sleep well?” “Look what I found! Cat food. It’s your favourite…” “All you have to do is confess you did it, and you can have this water.” “You tell me the truth and you walk out of here. It’s that simple.” “Hellooo? You still alive in there?” “Look, I made breakfast! For myself.” “Okay so, would you rather not sleep or not eat for the coming seven days?”

[psychotic-sins]

never had control

[darlingshane]

What kind of pizza do you like, Jesse? Jesse, what kind of pizza? - Pepperoni.

[dokiis]

“What kinda pizza do you like, Jesse?”

[smoshsideblog]

@trappedjessepinkman

Todd was quick to offer the man knelt between his legs the entire box of Pepperoni pizza, he couldn’t stand it when Jesse cried. Todd continued drinking the twelve pack he’d bought for himself. He was already beginning to feel a little tipsy.

Todd wondered if he should offer Jesse a beer. Maybe it would ruin his whole ‘staying-clean’ thing. Todd didn’t want to ruin his friends sobriety. But, maybe a beer or two wouldn’t hurt.

Todd cracked open a cold can of beer and removed the tab. “Jesse, here,” Todd held the cold aluminum against Jesse’s neck to get his attention.

[trappedjessepinkman]

Jesse knelt down in front of the box and picked up a slice of pizza and scarfed it down. He was on the second slice when he heard Todd say "Jesse, here" and felt the cold can of beer in his neck. He jolted then swallowed the piece of pizza in his mouth, then turned to look at Todd, mouth greasy and twitching. His throat was so parched and he licked his lips. He leaned forward and allowed Todd to pour the beer into his mouth, swallowing it, feeling refreshed and closing his eyes in bliss. As much as he hates himself for this thought, he likes being taking of, even by Todd.

[trappedjessepinkman]

You want an angsty slave Jesse playlist? Well here it is.

[allaaronpaul]

Good behavior, right?

[allaaronpaul]

Jesse, what kind of pizza?

[trappedjessepinkman]

Amazing art of Jesse and Todd by tumblr user @ knightjockey!!!!!

[trappedjessepinkman]

“Did you like your pizza, Jesse?” Todd asked hopefully. Todd was eyeing the thin man sitting between his legs on the floor suspiciously. As if he had something he wanted to say but didn’t know how to put it. -Toddyalquist

Jesse looked up from the slice of pepperoni pizza Todd was feeding him, looking Todd in the eye. He swallowed dryly and shifted on the ground, leaning against todd’s leg, seemingly begging for todd’s touch. When he felt a hand pet his hair he relaxed and answered in a tone that not even himself knew what it meant, “ Yes, Todd. Thank you… it’s *so good*”, his voice cracks and he leans against todd’s leg further and cries.

[smoshsideblog]

Todd’s fingers shuffled through Jesse’s messy hair and rubbed comfortingly against his scalp. Jesse seemed gracious about the warm meal, but the crying was throwing him off. It always did.

Todd ordered a large pepperoni pie for Jesse and only Jesse. A whole pizza, all his. And yet here he was, sobbing into Todd’s cargo pants, instead of eating. Todd tried to offer the unfinished slice to Jesse, but he didn’t take a bite.

“You’ve only had two pieces, Jesse,” Todd frowned, “you’re full?”

Todd wished he could invite Jesse to sit on the couch beside him, but with Jesse being out of his chains and his ballsy attempt at grabbing Todd’s gun, he didn’t feel like that was something he’d earned yet.

[trappedjessepinkman]

Jesse in spite of his own realization about his situation was comforted by the scratching of his hair. He would never tell Todd but he had nice strong fingers which gave good head and belly scratches. He stifiled his sobs with a snort of his nose calming himself. He breathed deeply for a minute calming down and managing to wipe his eyes on Todd's soft cargo pant leg. Hearing Todd ask if he was full pulled him back to reality, he quickly turned around now kneeling in between Todd's legs, hands on his lap, Todd still rubbing his head. Jesse looked up at Todd still wet blue eyes, begging for everything and nothing. He opened his mouth and words spilled out, " please Todd, let me have more. I'm still so hungry, I'll eat. Please." He divulged into whimpers and random begging, looking into Todd's face. "I'm sorry", his voice cracks. Would Todd accept his apology? Either way he hoped Todd wouldn't tell jack, he could handle with whatever punishment Todd would give him, just not jack please.

[trappedjessepinkman]

“Did you like your pizza, Jesse?” Todd asked hopefully. Todd was eyeing the thin man sitting between his legs on the floor suspiciously. As if he had something he wanted to say but didn’t know how to put it. -Toddyalquist

Jesse looked up from the slice of pepperoni pizza Todd was feeding him, looking Todd in the eye. He swallowed dryly and shifted on the ground, leaning against todd's leg, seemingly begging for todd's touch. When he felt a hand pet his hair he relaxed and answered in a tone that not even himself knew what it meant, " Yes, Todd. Thank you... it's *so good*", his voice cracks and he leans against todd's leg further and cries.

[trappedjessepinkman]

I'm all alone in the hole Todd is my savior Please lead me to salvation

[trappedjessepinkman]

Announcement

Hey, this is my rp blog for Jesse during his captivity by Todd and them. Will take asks, rp prompts, angst, nsfw, etc. I will tag everything so you can blacklist something if you're not comfortable. Let's get this sad party started.