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MC Paint Abomination

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02.2024

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"dominant chinese dancer"

(ive feelt really strange in some nights of january)

been really into red color for some time now,

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stolen cars for sale

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星

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ALLUA!!!

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rather meaningless vent art i made in poland at night when i felt sad while everyone else was sleeping (or doing semisuspicious shit in the kitchen) but with a chinese guy for no particular reason

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boyz loom

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fanart of whatever this thing is

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ドギ インペフェクト

drew this creature some time ago (in september i guess), it was going to be just a random guy for a single picture yet i couldnt stop thinking about him since so it looks like i have a new character. i tried to think of a name for him yet nothing came and nobody suggested anything so now the name of this png - doggy imperfect - became is official name.

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no good omen

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[few weeks ago i showed this picture to a person i was chatting with on discord but deleted shortly after bc of sudden wave of selfhate. the next day or maybe even the same day we got into some unrelated arguments and now our questionable relationship seems to ended up fucked up forever]

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くもり

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i guess ill reuse this blog. for my mcpaint drawings. i thought about it some time and decided to reuse an old unneeded blog instead of creating a new one. im probably not going to delete the previous posts, and the blogs name is funny enough so i dont really want to change it. i dont really like most of my mcpaints so much but i really dont want to lose them if someting happened with ma laptop; theyre somewhat like photos of ma inner world of past time. so thats it.

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i guess ill no longer will make and post purple edits. ive been depressed and was thinking about it but in nondepressed mood i didnt really do anything here too. i was noticing that there was less and less joy and in the end i dont find it enjoyable at all. so its better to just stop producing useless things than no one likes anyway.

probably will not delete this blog. either leave it like this or repurpose for something else.

btw main is @yorayorakalm

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