(ᴀᴘ) please, just survive

YOU HONOR THE DEAD BY FIGHTING!

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i’m officially putting this blog on an indefinite hiatus !!

     so much has been happening in real life  ( summer assignments, starting my first job, being sick all the time, forgetting to take meds, forgetting to eat and/or drink, etc etc. )  and me not being here has given me so much more free time. i’ve also noticed that i stopped being happy while maintaining this blog. the rp side of tumblr has become v v v intense and stressful  ( this is not a new development either )  and it’s just not something i want to be a part of anymore. i even tried adding a new muse but that just made things worse. the immense amount of hate and discourse on this site just became even more clear and started bringing me down.

     i’ll still be on sk*pe and even writing a bit there too. please feel free to reach out to me for my sk*pe handle and/or my personal url.

     thank you all for being part of this journey with me and getting me through the last four years, but right now it’s time for me to say goodbye.

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;; sorry i haven't been here as much?? more on that soon

[thewintersoldiers-moved-blog]

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     “ you must be jesse! i’ve heard a lot about you from barry! i’m felicity. ”  the blonde smiles at the other girl as she extends her hand.

for @realhcro!!

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runningrealfast:

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Barry flops facedown on the couch and groans. Somehow, despite having the fastest metabolism known to man, he’s eaten too much.

     felicity can’t help but laugh as she holds barry’s legs up and slides in under them.  “ if you were anybody else i’d feel really sorry for you, i really would. but you’re you, so i’m not. ”

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vengefulmerlyn:

“Of course not. Don’t be ridiculous.” He huffs and crosses his arms over his chest. “I’m wary because, in case you’ve forgotten, it’s my fault she died in the first place.”

    “ i’m glad you’re recognizing your mistakes, but… ”  felicity tilts her head back and forth, eyebrows raised.  “ she’s still my friend, and we’ve— i’ve gotta tell her sometime. i’ll talk her out of killing you or taking your other hand or whatever, it’ll be fine. ”

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;; eight days, a nasty bruise, and one trip to the er later and im back! i’ll be slowly doing things again and finishing talking to people i left hanging later this afternoon and tomorrow!!

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;; god, sorry i wasn’t here again today / probably won’t be on much tomorrow. my migraine’s been getting bad so i’m taking everything slow

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vengefulmerlyn.

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“No. No, absolutely not.”

     “ um, yeah? you don’t even have to talk to her, you can hide in your room— wait, you’re not afraid of sara, are you? ”

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;; i’m too dizzy to do much today but i’ll hopefully be back tomorrow!!

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“Space is scary! You saw what it did to Sandy Bullock!”

@maninthevxn ↳ brooklyn nine-nine sentence meme!  ( accepting )

     “ mmmmm… take all the fictional, plot-driving aspects out of gravity and it goes back to being really cool. ”

[themysciramade]

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“Is your friend in the green hood always this grumpy?”

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     “ no– yes? well— normal day-to-day he’s usually not all that bad? he can get really moody though. he likes to hold the most authority in the room– have his dominance be clear, y’know? and with you around, well… ”  she laughs lightly.  “ he feels threatened. ”

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how can you not think space is cool???? how can you not look at the sky and get completely fucked up thinking about it???? how can you think science is boring???????

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this is a PLOTTING CALL!! if we’re mutuals, hit the heart for me to jump into your ims or skype to discuss a thread!!

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        “ i used to want to SAVE THE WORLD, this BEAUTIFUL place. but the closer you get, the more you see the great DARKNESS within.

                               ——— i learned this the hard way, a long, long time ago. ”

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      “ you can’t BEAT ME, oliver. yes — you’re YOUNGER, you’re faster, but you always seem to come up short against me. want to know why? because you don’t know, in your heart, what you’re FIGHTING for, what you’re willing to  S A C R I F I C E  ——

                                                    ——  & i do. ”