Hello world, it's me.

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[empathicvibesofficial]

So true.

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[girlsattack]

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Bored

[deecnuts]

Birds of Prey and the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn (2020) dir. Cathy Yan

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God is in control

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Sometimes all you can say is

“I know”

[lifeinpoetry]

the death of joanne c.

i am the battleground that shrieks like a girl. to myself i call myself gettysburg. laughing, twisting the i.v., laughing or crying, i can’t tell which anymore, i host the furious battling of a suicidal body and a murderous cure.

— Lucille Clifton, from How To Carry Water: Selected Poems Of Lucille Clifton

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-I'm dreaming. -Yes, you are. And you must wake. -I don't want to wake. I want to stay here with you. -And I with you.

Braveheart

[vibrahte]

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Numero Baby

Yet another struggle I have to face, daily, is that of infertility. Often times I struggle to remember a time in my life that wasn’t surrounded by pain, but I digress. 

We have been trying for a baby for the better part of 4 years - hospitalization included. Josh and I are currently monitoring my cycle via the Premom app. Per previous testing, it does look like we are needing (and taking) vitamins to improve sperm count, quantity and quality - send up a prayer. 

The biggest struggle, I have found, sharing my feelings, I get so frustrated when people who are trying for their 2nd child and claim their struggle is the same as mine. FALSE. How ungrateful is that?!

On another hand, I am absolutely terrified of motherhood, yet I have no doubts of my capability - not after 4 years.... 

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[magvelia]

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